People tend to run away from things that they don't like or things that they are afraid of. It is not common for one to face their fears in the face and try to conquer it. But there are times when people are forced to do so...
I have to book in back to my previous unit since my medic course ended last week. Now, I am feeling really scared and nervous about it. I don't want to go back there... the place looks scary. I can't fall asleep properly at night, I can't let my guard down at any time and I am jittery about all the time. I don't know what is coming up for me, I don't know what I have to do next, I don't know if people changed and I definitely don't know how to calm myself down...
Help me, somebody... I need to feel safe, I need somebody there to tell me it is going to be alright. I need to get back the feeling of feeling good. But where am I suppose to find it?
Why must my life be like that...
