I will always hold on to the 5 words most important in my life...
I Am What I Am
去爱吧，就像不曾受过伤一样
Go ahead and love, like you have never been hurt
跳舞吧，像没有人会欣赏一样
Go ahead and dance, like nobody will appreciate
唱歌吧，像没有人会聆听一样
Go ahead and sing, like nobody will listen
干活吧，像是不需要金钱一样
Go ahead and work, like you don't need the money
生活吧，就像今天是末日一样
Go ahead and live, like there is no tomorrow...
oh yar... nv update on monday... went back to sch to discuss a presentation... then meet up with the old 1M06... feel so great to see everybody when having our lunch lor... dunno why but like feel warm... ish like a family liddat... haha... then that stupid chang yuan come gay with mii... lol... he put his hand ard my waist lar... lol... then have lunch and some of them go back have lesson and some went home le... then we cont doing project...
meet up with siang long at ard 3+ to 4... go watch bridge to teribithia... we go first... then wei jie meet us ltr... when reach there... we go to the arcade to play first... then go into the cinema at 4.30... so was happily playing and then happily go watch the movie... when the movie start awhile... sl go bring in wei jie... cuz his ticket with us mah... then we cont watching aft that lo... and ah... at 5.30... i realise something... i lost my laptop... LOL!!!! was super scare lar... and i dunno wad to do then... so i juz ran out and go to the arcade and find... was looking frantically and i cant find it... then go ask at the counter... and they say nobody return... then i was like oh shit... someone realli took it and go? i am super scare at that point of time... and my mum called to ask if i will be having dinner at home... i wanna cry alrdy lor... wad am i going to do if i realli lose it lar... dun say abt the stuff inside... $1,800+ gone... and my mum and dad wld go crazy if they come to know abt it... so... i called sl out... and hlp mii find... then we go back to the arcade... walk another rd... and this time rd... i saw a innocent laptop that look like mine... and that laptop bag ah... ish thick thick de... cuz i got a lot of papers inside... so... we wait till the person finish his tat rd of game... then i go ask him... he said ish not his... juz that someone put it there and he hlp look aft liddat... then i go check... ITS MINE!!! wah lao... so damn happy lar.. keep thanking that guy... then go back to movie... was like sooooooooooo happy lar... the feeling ish like found back a long lost best friend liddat... lol... or even stricking 4D... LOL!
then go back into the movie... and Lesile died alrdy... lol... missed that part... wanna say a BIG thank you to siang long... ^^ thanks eh... make euu miss so much of the movie... like i said... i will go buy that show when its out on DVD or CD... then i invite euu all to watch again... haha... overall the movie ish realli nice... realli realli nice... cuz we all know the storyline alrdy le... seeing it on the screen ish like sooooo cool... realli worth watching... And it is not cartoon or anime lar... lol... ming jian make mii realli think that the show ish cartoon lor... hahaha.. cuz the poster look like cartoon... but both the main character ish realli cute... hahaha... Bridge to Teribithia... must go watch... but i think the movie almost stop screening soon... hahaha...
yar... then we have dinner together... but wei jie nv eat... he going home to eat... then we go arcade again... dance para and ddr... is like so long nv play ddr alrdy... cuz the old machine ish gone... with this new machine... 3 songs for $2... but now ish 2 person can play together for $2... almost like last time bah... but oni 3 songs lar... then went home... bathe and use comp... until 4? lol... yar.. then go slp...
today reach NUH at 8.03... lol... i saw the time lar... then wait for ppl to come and start the presentation... then quite some number of ppl come late... SK is realli angry wor... keep scolding... haiz... cuz some miss their presentation part... then i present on Hepatocellular tests... and Quailty of Urine samples... 2 diff presentation... and i think i did okay bah... first time i didnt have any script with mii lar... the paper i was carrying ish useless de lor... juz tat i dun wan my hand to be empty... lol... yar... then quite stress presenting because SK ish realli serious abt it... and expect alot from us... so scary... and we got our "uniform" today... haha... the NUH and ngee ann shirt... red de... then look okie lar... lol... no nid to think wad to wear the nxt time liao le... hahaha... and i got back my blood transfusion result today... was so happy lar... i score 95/100.. haha... so happy... but then reach home ah... super tired mah... went to my room and watch tv lar... then mum bring in kai xuan... ask mii look aft... okie lor... then she keep running abt on my bed... my bed ish so small lar... if she run ard sure fall de lor... then aft some time ah... her kneecap go knock onto my drawer... then screeming for my mother... was like telling her all the time... if something happen euu dun cry... then ah... she keep screeming lor... make it seems like is my fault lar... then bro come open my door and that girl ah... screem even louder for my mum... aiya... i heck lar... cont watch my spongebob... then i fall alsleep lar... so aft awhile... i off the tv... and slp... until juz now at 9.40 then wake up... wah lao... my mum nv go call mii up to eat lar... ish like she will come call mii de lar... then think cuz of this happen ah... she dun wan come call mii to eat.. fine... i dun care... if euu dun wan talk to mii... then i dun talk to euu lor... that simple... i wont die not talking anybody in the house... o.O
Tuesday, May 29, 2007
been doing projects all day long and getting sick and tired of it le... tmr will have to present 2 tutorials... and now my fucking head ish getting all fuck up again... because of a toothache... my mouth now dunno wad happen lar... got 2 more teeth growing on top... and one growing below... its like pulling the nerve of my neck lar... then make my head super painful now... but still have to go thru my presentation... if not tmr sure stunned... jia you bah...
then came this guy... barking at mii... wad the hell did i do wrong sia... juz said something... and i getting all sorts of insult back at mii... i am not trying to hurt somebody here... hello? if euu think i am killing euu with wad i said... stop talking to mii lar... or be nice and tell mii to shut up lar... using all the chim english? making mii all mad? what the fuck lar ha? i hate arguing with ppl lar... cuz i am not good at it... it make mii wanna cry when i scold ppl lar... even if i hate that person till dunno wad lar... i still cant help but feel uneasy when we have to scold each other lar... i suck at it... and i hated it... so if euu dun get wad i am trying to say... ask before euu try bring mii to the ground and start barking at mii... euu dun have the right to say these things to mii... and euu NEVER will... bloody get lost from my world... its a mistake to even know euu in the first place... FUCK OFF FROM MII!!!!!!!!!
Thursday, May 24, 2007
time to get some update on my life...
I AM SICK!!!
wah lao... at the same time when i am typing this post... my head ish tearing up at the same time... so i guess i will make this fast and get my eyes off the screen... feel so terrible la... ytd went to NUH in the morning... and aft first lecture oni... i cannot tahan alrdy... the head ish like dunno wad liddat... so i went home... and see a doc... doc gave mii 2 days MC... and some medicine... but the problem ish... the medicine ish "strong" like she said... but ah... no use at all liddat leh... peng... until now... i still feel my whole head breaking apart... cannot tahan lor... ish like i cannot use comp... cannot study... oni can lie on bed like dunno wad liddat lar... haiz... miss a test today... and i will be having it nxt wk... dunno when to take lar... see how lar... cant be bothered le... super sian... haiz... logg off le...
Sunday, May 13, 2007
To her...
sometimes i dont understand you...
sometimes you wont understand me...
but no matter what has happen...
we are still a family...
i wish i am still a kid...
when you wouldnt expect too much from me...
and everything is just good enough...
even it aint it...
how i hope we were better...
more than evil tongues...
when we can talk how best friends does...
i cry when you scold me...
your heart ache after that...
so why cant nothing happen...
then misery wont descend...
though we are still different...
and we can never be the same...
still deep down inside of me...
i always have these words...
mummy...
i love you...
Friday, May 11, 2007
hmmmm... manage the change my blogskin the other day... then today finish touching up... change the siggy... and put in a new photo... lol... photo not that new also la... lol... actually this skin ish for ah ma aka huixian de... but then she dun wan... she wan fruits and colourful colourful de... so i use it for myself instead... cuz i myself think it is very nice... LOL!! realli mah... its very chi-na... so nice... lol... then this song ish super nice lo... trying to learn the song... and i WILL succeed... lol...
anyway... this ish like the 4th week in NUH alrdy... getting quite stress up le... falling sick... having some problems with myself... lol... dunno la... keep making myself feel terrible... dunno why leh... these things i actually juz have to think less abt it ah... and everything will be okie alrdy eh... and i know it lo... but i get pass my own obstacles leh... haiz... dunno wads getting over mii again la... but i think i am too stress up liao la... everyday pass damn quickly... and i am like having very little time... and darn lots of things to do... haiz... one weekend to rest... but then ah... both days are taken up alrdy... dunno wad to do sia... depressed lor...
ytd ah... i very depressed... emo... EMO KIA... -.- then was like giving kind of a shit face la... haiz... sry ppl if i made u all worry or wad... aft sch... suppose got a tea party for NRA de... but then in the end nv go... then i went out wit siang long... lucky i went out wit him ah... talk to him abt my xin shi... then go wack arcade... and i felt much better aft that... thanks to him... i went crazy playing a game... haha... thanks siang long... appreciate it... reach home at 11... then slp at 12... today wake up wit a runny nose... and i am sneezing like dunno wad lo... lol... so pek chek... dun feel like going to NUH today de... raining heavily mah... then so shuang... but cannot lar... last day at microbio lab le... nxt mon test... then tues go blood bank le... I WILL MISS THE PPL AT MICROBIO LAB DE!!! LURVE U ALL!!! THANKS FOR EVERYTHING U TEACH MII!!! THANKS!!!