I will always hold on to the 5 words most important in my life...
I Am What I Am
去爱吧，就像不曾受过伤一样
Go ahead and love, like you have never been hurt
跳舞吧，像没有人会欣赏一样
Go ahead and dance, like nobody will appreciate
唱歌吧，像没有人会聆听一样
Go ahead and sing, like nobody will listen
干活吧，像是不需要金钱一样
Go ahead and work, like you don't need the money
生活吧，就像今天是末日一样
Go ahead and live, like there is no tomorrow...
POOF!! zzz... lol... tired wor... hahahaha... =P hmmm... few days nv blog le... last few days also nth much bah... talk abt today bah... morning very tired... cuz these few days keep slping for 5hrs liddat oni... hahaha... tired tired... but still feeling gd lar... haha.. happi mood... then today morning go maths lecture... listen a while then fell alslp le... haha... slp a while... then wake up and listen again... keep repeating lo... then go to maths tutorial... take test... ish a simple one lar... know how to do... but dunno correct anot... shld be lar... lol... then go joseph kueh lecture... 1 hr oni... so i dun bring his lecture notes today de... heavy mah... then lend scary movie 4 frm guan hao... watch it sometime... shld be quite funni... then went off to bugis to meet dan... going to go collect his cpu wit him... went to eat 肉骨茶 wit him... then go sim lim collect the cpu... ish heavy de lor... lol... 20kg kay... =.= realli... then we take turn carry lo... =X at first wanna take cab... then in the end still go take mrt... lol... carry carry... then finally reach his hse le... -.- tired... then he go connect... can use lo... wahahaha... but nth inside now lar... lol... empty de comp... hahahaha... then stay ard and eat dinner alrdy then went back home... reach home at ard 11.30... mummy called when i on bus... sound pek chek... lol... haiz... dun nid worri mii sia... i can take care of moiself de mah... late go back also will go back mah... =.= kay bah... write till here first... tired tired... =P
Sunday, November 26, 2006
wahahahaha... ytd out for the whole day wor... =P frm morning 10.30 out till juz now 11.15 liddat then reach home... hee... morning go to sim lim square... then to bugis... then to doby gaut... then to yishun... lol... go many places hor... that means moi ez-link spend a lot of money le... =.= haiz... adult fare for poly student... NOT FAIR!! lol... cheat de... haiz...
at sim lim square... go walk ard... see some things there... nth much also... then go to eat at the hawker opposite bugis street de... the fishball noodles ah... so many ppl eat eh... but then ah... when i eat ah... not nice de lor... the mee pok so dry... and soggy soggy de... dun like... but then i still finish the whole bowl... and finish all the soup... lol... the soup and the fishballs all that are nice... except the noodles oni...
then go ICON... hmmm... nth much there de leh... hahaha... all the shop very very small oni... and when we go that time alot of shops also havent open de...
then went to doby gaut... went to sumairu... saw their shirt... gothic de... wah lao... so damn nice leh... lol... but not my style lar... if i wear sure very weird de... and ah... not cheap kays... saw this shirt... $79 eh... =.= but they are realli nice... then went arcade to play ddr... wahahaha... not bad de score okie... lol... then wait for ppl to play finish para... then watch ppl play house of the dead 4... then go dance... was so tired aft that.. lol... then go walk ard at plaza singapura... walk walk walk... then went to look at creative de stuff... got sales going on... wanna buy ear phones... mp3... webcam... lol... but no $$$ wahahaha... maybe get money frm mummy to buy mp3 bah... i feel like getting one... cuz my hp realli no space le... then waste a lot of battery life listening to music on my fone... everyday muz charge lor... can die... and if that day got talk more on phone ah... then die liao... no batt for sure...
went to yishun then... ate dinner there... then went to the pasar malam there... there got sell 盐酥鸡... nice nice... wahahahaha... other pasar malam nv see before leh... like at bishan there de... dun have lor... =.= lousy... hahahaha... then ah... walk walk... and i smell something... weird weird de smell... and ish kind of smelly... then... found out ish 臭豆腐... lol... was so interested in tat thing lor... wahahahaha... see alrdy... i go buy le... wahahaha... cuz nv try before... and realli wanna know how it taste like.. and ish smelly lor... lol... i discribe it as the smell of the quail's cage i use to have... lol... smelly... wahahaha... then when i taste ah... ish kind of sour... and like salty salty de... hmmm... the taste ish very weird de... hahaha... cuz ish smelly in mouth also... but at the same time... ish fragrance... lol... contridicting... but ish true lor... euu dunno want to say ish smelly or fragrance... hahaha... then went home aft that...
on bus 410 home... got this fat fat de gal dress like lolita... hmmm... wonder why these lolitas ah... all fat fat de... nv see skinny and pretty one before lor... all ugly ugly de... =P pai seh lar... lol... so rude... hahahaha... but true leh... lol... and i notice... safety pins can make a simple shirt look gothic... maybe i go try someday... lol... poking safety pins all over my shirt... HEE...
now very tired ah... =.= going to slp soon le bah... gotten new songs le... hahahah... Baby VOX de Doll... shld be an old song bah... ish nice lor... hee... if wan listen can ask frm mii... also have Bleach de opening theme... Rolling Stars... Tsubasa Chronicles... You Are my Love (Sakura Version)... all by Yui de... nice nice... hahaha... lurve final fantasy de songs... nobody sing that kind... music... hahaha... To Zanarkand frm FFX... also Sprouting... then still have FFVIII de Fragment of Memories... and my blog song... Cleyra Dance frm FFIX... all so nice... hahahaha... i guess i end off here bah... zzzzzzzzzzzzzz...
Forgive mii for the stupid things that i done... and tolerate moii negative aspects... I will be better... Lurving EUU!!
Saturday, November 25, 2006
lalalalala... =.=" lol... ahhh... some time nv blog liddat le... wahahahaha... come back blog lo~ hee... hmmmm... today ish a happi day... wahahahaha... but quite busy actually... lol... ytd morning wake up at 8.45 liddat... blur blur de... cuz oni slp for 4hrs... =P then go makan... and go sch... mitting serene, joel, lifang and eileen at 10 de... in the end i reach there at 10.45... =P paiseh ah ppl... hee... then very guilty also de eh... cuz the day before ytd... which ish thursday... they last minute say gonna do CATS project... then i alrdy say gonna mit darlin to go out de... so i cannot change mah... then i nv go do wit them... and they finish almost everything le... then ytd i still late... =P but i got hlp write and write bah... hope i done well for moi part le... pray everything goes well bah... ^^ then during CATS lesson... as usual... our grp make the most noise... and we always luff like dunno wad liddat de... then we finish compiling our things at 3.10 liddat... then we go photocopy and put into tutor pigeon hole... thanks joel for running to hand up the project... ^^ then we went for our hip hop lesson... was late for 20mins le... but then... lol... instructor herself also late... lol... then we nv miss anything oh... lol... so happy... wahahaha... then started dancing and dancing... so fun lor... getting the hang of it le... everything euu do... dun care wad other ppl see euu... and dun pai seh doing it... juz let go of urself and do it... damn fun de... hahaha... keep bouncin bah... ^^ ate dinner outside... then juz now reach home at 11+... maybe slping soon bah... dunno leh... lol... night owl le lar... wahahahaha...
Darlin... thanks for fulfilling my dream... euu know wad i mean lar... yea... realli realli realli thank you... it may be something small bah... but then... it means a lot to mii... hee... sound stupid... hahaha... but i am silly de mah... hee... small things oni can make mii happi le... ^^ lurve euu...
Tuesday, November 21, 2006
today ish lsct student and staff day oh~ hmmm... today lesson start at 10 de.. but then cuz of this event... will miss lesson ltr than 12... so our 1 pm de lesson change to morning at 9... then ah... i set alarm at 7.20 lo... but then... i sort of press away the alarm without knowing i did tat... zzz... lol... a few times le... i woke up at 7.45... then very blur... confirming my lesson ish at 9... then i started moving ard the hse... lol... thinking... haiz... i press away the alarm again le.. =.= then stomachache in the morning somemore... time i left home ish 8.15 le... lol... but dun care much... wahahahaha... joseph kueh de lesson mah... nvm lar... lol... he okie de lar... =P then reach sch juz nice at 9... and ate snicker bar at his lesson... wahahaha... he also dun care... lol... then his tutorial arh... talk talk talk lo... but everytime i put my head back up to see him talk ah... i will start luffin... lol... pai seh lar... ish rude lar... wahahahaha... but then the way he talk plus his face... equal to super funni!! lol... kays... enough... then went physio lesson... so sian... haiz... lesson ended earlier at 11.30... then went to canteen 2 to eat... then went to library to buy bubble tea.. blue coral sunrise... wahahahaha... but like nth much leh... lol... nothing special de... shld have gotten iscream yogurt... =p went to LT26 there... wait till 1.15... then go into the LT for the event... we have to surrender our student card at the entrance... but i nv... juz say i nv bring my student card... wahahaha... cuz ltr when i wanna run away ah... easier mah... muahahahaha... the event ish okie lar... juz tat got some boring stuff... =.= prize presentation... some band singing... all the singing and music ish okie de eh... if not for the mike... lousy PA system... like shit lor... haiz... the voice go in come out also muffled le... then when the person sing louder... the sound go haywire... haiz... sadded... lol... then all the staff go put on a crazy horse show... lol... not wad euu all think it is lar... damn stupid de... they juz wear a mask over the eyes... and some smiley face over the butt and on the hands... then started running all over the stage... zzz... lol... ish damn stupid... cuz it is too stupid alrdy... then it is funni... lol... then got this 3 ppl singing... 2 gals... 1 guy... singing sugarbabes de ugly... nice song... and bloody hell... the guy that sing ah... the voice ah... DAMN BEAUTIFUL LAR!!!! HIS VOICE ISH EVEN MORE BEAUTIFUL THAN THE 2 OTHER GALS LOR!!!! lol... realli lor... xian mu his voice sia... like nv break voice like tat lor... still so clear and bright.. beautiful voice... realli... and he sing realli realli well... pro... hahaha... then come the lsct belle and beau competition... quite stupid i think... lol... but the contestants are quite good looking lar... haha... and the video showing how they go find them ish funni too... hahaha... then they give us time to vote for them and refreshment time... and i ran away wit shaun and ming jian lo... wahahahaha...
juz nw reach home at 6... eat some snacks... and bathe lo... now waiting for dinner le... wahahaha... mummy havent bake the duck... zzz... downstair wit the baby... waiting... waiting... bleah...
Sunday, November 19, 2006
oh ya... update ppl that read moii blog... ytd when reach home at 7+... i felt realli sick again... hmm... the body suddenly weaken... and moii fever ish back... 38.1 degree... hmmm... think cuz of that throat... then have dinner wit mummy... when eating ah... the throat ish so pain lor... zzz... then take my medicine aft dinner... still feeling sick lar... but then very long time nv pei mummy go out le... so i pei her go pasar malam walk walk... thinking if i stay at home ah... will feel more weak lor... so i force myself to walk lo... very xin ku lar... haha... cuz weak mah... then back bone de spine will pain... walk and walk and walk... then feel better le... maybe the medicine working liao... then went j8 to walk walk also... mummy bought hagen daaz ice cream for mii... wahahaha... so nice so nice... macadamian nuts... and this chocolate thingy... dunno the name... lol... then bought a white long sleeze shirt frm giodarno... then went home le... today i am feeling much better le... no more fever le... juz that moii throat still hurts... hmmm... throat infection... very different from sore throat wor... realli different... sore throat hor.. the feeling ish like hoarse hoarse mah... then talk also will pain liddat... eat and drink also pain lar... ish like "sha sha" de feeling... shld know wad i mean lar... lol... but throat infection ish bloody hell damn pain... lol... realli lor... ish realli realli pain de... but lucky talk wont pain... juz tat when euu eat... drink... even yawn... lol... will pain like hell... but now the pain also slowly going away le... happy happy... wahahaha... like i say before... this time when i sick... i also nv realli pek chek... maybe cuz i felt lurve bah... hee... dun say more le.. =P
Saturday, November 18, 2006
lalalala... today went out to shop wit darlin~ hmmm... so fun... so happy... wahahahaha... pei darlin go buy stuff... darlin also have a fren along... darlin de fren ish so funny lor... wahahaha... keep makin mii luff oni... lol... we walk for the whole day wor... frm 2+ to 10+... juz now reach home at 10+ bah... we walk many places also... wahahahha...
darlin... hmmm... i know i anger euu alot ytd... so sorry abt it... i realli am... really deeply sorry abt wad i have done... i realli regret doing so... so so so sorry... hmmm... always make euu angry... so sorry... i will try my very best to not to make euu angry again... i will de... ^^ sorry again... and today i am very happy... dun worry abt mii not buying anything de... i okie de... pei euu go shoppin i very happy liao lar... hee... enjoy myself today oh... ^^.v
Thursday, November 16, 2006
wahahahahaha... Rees ish sick le... grrrr... lol... hmmm... feel terrible lar... whole body aching... head heavy heavy de... then headache headache lo... hmmm... but then... okie lar... mood still okie... haha... juz feel uncomfortable oni... nv pek chek... haha... but this time ish more sickly than other time lo... fever at 38.6 degree oh... lol... so poor thing hor? lol... but okie leh... like i say... not angry or wad... still can luff and jk ard... haha... but tired lar... =P see doc... say i throat infection... then give me this weird potion... lol... so damn sweet... x.x and ah... numb numb de... lol... then mummy got make the deer's horns drink... lol... dunno how to say in eng sia... hmmm... ling yang... lol... I TOTALLY HATE THAT DRINK!!! lol... i cannot tahan to smell... from young till now... i still cannot tahan the smell... will vomit de... cannot tahan ish cannot tahan lar... but still muz drink... firstly... mummy take time to make for me de... secondly... its the oni thing that can save me frm fever... DOTS... lol... the thing i hate most... can save my life... lol... so sad rite... haiz... i drink finish alrdy... then quickly go eat sweet... lol... still like small boi... wahahaha... am still small boi mah... ^^ goo goo gaga? LOL!! =.=" hahahaha... see... sick liao still can jk... not bad lar... lol... but still nid to do homework now sia... sian de... then tmr no MC for me... bish bish!! lol... but lucky tmr lesson at 1... then 4hrs sch finish le... but got hip hop eh... dunno how to dance sia... lol... see how lar... =P kay bah... blog till here... go do homework le... then nid to rest more... tata!!
darlin... i will get well soon de... ^^ dont worry abt mii okie? hee...
Monday, November 13, 2006
**~We Two are One~**
My Darlin...
Heres something for euu...
Something ii wan euu to know...
Something so true...
I cant hlp but feel happy whenever ii am wit euu...
Even when we are doing nth at all...
Juz staring into each other views...
Your eyes always look so cloudy...
Always look so still...
I will wonder...
What exactly do euu feel...
I dont always end up with an answer...
Sometime with mii confused...
Today...
Something happen...
And ii guess it hit euu hard...
When euu sms mii that msg...
My whole body start to shake...
I start to be afraid...
I start to imagine...
I thought of so many things...
Even some of the worst...
But when ii learn abt what has happen...
I feel for euu too...
The feeling is horrid...
When euu are unsure of urself...
Terrible things will start to flood...
From innocent mind to heart...
I know how it feels...
Cause ii been thru it too...
Let it go...
And forget what has happen...
It is the past...
We must look forward to the future...
Euu dont have to be sorry...
Euu dont have to be guilty...
For wad ii wan...
Is euu being safe and healthy...
Ur wellfare means a lot to mii...
And ii realli meant it...
So ii send euu a miniature of mii...
To keep euu company when ii am out of reach...
But if euu ever nid mii...
No matter what happen...
Call mii immediately...
For ii will be there for euu...
I wan to see euu happy...
I wan to see euu smiles...
Thats all ii ask of euu...
Because these will keep mii alive...
These will make mii real...
We two are one...
No doubt abt it...
And ii will keep lurving euu...
Until euu wan mii to stop doing it...
For euu...
Darlin...
If euu are ever unsure abt urself again...
Juz think abt mii...
And always remember...
I lurve euu...
Written by: Dear
Dedicated to: Darlin
Saturday, November 11, 2006
nice hor... haiz... but so sad dun look nice when i wear... maybe buy other type de... lol... their shoes all very nice lor... wahahahaha... after that we go to city hall mrt... then we go raffles city... go to chippy... british takeaway snacks... wahahaha... i ate my favourite... FRIED MARS BAR!!! lol... so nice lor... fried de mars bar... then with chocolate ice-cream... and chocolate syrup... wahahahaha... so sinful... lol... but damn nice lor... lol... lurve it... hahaha... then others bought beer battered fish... but they say no beer de taste... lol... after tat we walk to suntec... then at suntec decided to go eat pizza hut... at there onli mii, siang long and cailin eat... pei ying say she very full... dun wan eat... anne say "niang" got cook... lol... go home eat... then we eat bbq chicken supreme... at there... talk and eat and talk... then anne hlp siang long put cheese onto his pizza... until whole thing covered wit cheese... there... aiyo... like snow on the pizza lor... then i hlp him sprinkle some chilli flake... say ish bloody snow... but kanna scolding... lol... he dun like that chilli flake... wahahaha... another view... wahahaha... like food magazine de reporter liddat lor... lol... so fun so fun... wahahahaha... then eat and eat and eat... and after finishing... anne pour a lot of cheese onto siang long de plate... and then... wit moi hlp... adding water to it... siang long create a new dish of his own... Cheesy3... that 3 shld be on top de... but blogger cannot put superscript... haiz... anyway.. ish pronouce as cheesy cube... wahahaha... the name so nice rite? lol... and the deco also very nice hor... like restaurant de dish rite?? lol... price TBA... lol... to be announced... wahahaha... after leaving pizza hut... we walk back to city link... then take mrt le... cailin went home... cuz she wanna watch her SHE show... and anne go home eat "niang" cook de dinner... and pei ying tired le... wanna go home slp... left me and siang long... we go doby play... the arcade so many ppl... then the para machine sooooooo many ppl playing lor... i saw that time got 5 credits lor... so many ppl waiting sia... then we go play gladitors... play san guo... siang long then play rumble fish2... play virtua fighter4... play tekken... lol... tekken ish damn hard lar... lol... cannot even pass stg 1... then until 10+... para machine finally free le... so i go play... but ish damn sian and tired... so play like a zombie... and the score ish pathetic... lol... then aft me got ppl play... and after a while more... i go play non-stop... ish 3 songs onli... but they give me one random song... and kanna 1OO... sadded... stupid song lor... dun like... anyhow play... lol... then leave arcade at 11... reach home at 11.30 lor... today ish fun lar... hahaha... so long nv go out together like this le... everytime ish onli me and siang long... muz go out more often kays? hahaha... may our frenship last... till forever bah... dunno how long ish forever la... haha... but as long as possible bah... wahahaha... now go play a while audition bah... lol... then go slp... i wanna get audition de cash cards... then buy audition de cash clothes... waaa... the cash item ex lor... but so nice... lol... save more money then go buy... lol... today nite (sunday)... papa and mummy going genting le... i will be alone in hse le... so lonely liao... sad sad... lol... but also gd... wahahaha... nobody care me do wad... lol... but will be quite lonely bah... lol... anybody wanna acc me... lol... gonna hlp mummy put songs into mp3 also... kay bah... sign off here...
pretty lady... wahahahaha... lol... i VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY long nv take photo wit her le lor... so sad rite... leaving in same hse... see each other every day lar... but then.. so long nv take photo wit her le lor... papa also... muz take wit him one day... kor kor also... lol... muz take wit everybody... lol... reach sch at 12.30 liddat... wait at bus stop for ming jian.. cuz he say wan my purple FOC shirt... lol... then went to CATS lesson le... very funny lar... our grp think de things so funny de... lol... keep on luffing lor... lol... very fun very fun... hahahaha... then ah... got this gal in our class... she ask for permission to go to the toilet... then ah... while going out of the class... she run wit her hand flipping ard... like bird liddat... lol... very very very FUNNY lor!!! if euu see it ah... will luff like hell also de lor... lol... SO RUDE!! hahaha... but funny mah... lol... then ah... eileen and lifang dunno wad is going on... so... aft class... joel demo outside class.. and ah... he slip and fell on the grd while demo... LOL!!! so funny lar... eileen luff until peng lor... lol... then went to hip hop lesson le... wahahaha... lesson started late again... cuz she busy wit something... the lesson ish so damn fun again lor... lol... learn more dance steps le.. so happy... hahahaha... aft lesson.. went to find jia feng... but ah... i forget how to go bugis frm sch... so i take 52 wit kash to clementi to take train... but ming jian call me back telling me how to go... so i drop off aft 2 stops frm sch... then wait for 61... BLOODY HELL LAR!! lol... that time ish so damn hot... i am sweating like hell... and the damn bus DUN WANNA COME!!! haiyo... then ah... when come ah... the bus dun wan stop... cuz too many ppl inside alrdy.... so i waited for the 2nd one... and same thing happen... wah lao... so hot and tired... but no bus for me... so sad lor... lol... then finally... 3rd one came... and can go onto the bus le... so shuang lar.. go air con... then aft some stops... got seat le.. so i sat down... and the air con ish blowing directly at my lap there... which i place my bag on... and my hand on my bag lar... then i sit for 1 hr... to reach bugis... and... the air con turn frm shuang... to BLOODY COLD!!! i am freezing like hell when i reach bugis lor... sot de... my fingernails realli turn purple lor... scary... but nice colour... LOL!! at bugis... we walk ard... eat pasta mania... then go vivo city le... cuz jia feng going to meet a fren there... to pass him a belated birthday gift... so i went wit him lor... and at vivo... we went arcade first... cuz his fren will be late... then i para lor... before paraing... this guy is paraing... WAH LAO... ish ugly de lor... lol... so sissy... and dance like dunno wad liddat... lol... ugly lor... hahaha... then i dance... and then go find his fren... then get to know his name ish david... walk ard vivo... until leg ache like hell lor... and i call cailin... askin her abt tmr de things... then ah... aft hanging up... we walk ard somemore mah... and at mini toon... guess who i saw... CAILIN!!! lol... so damn qiao lor... lol... then found out today ish her bday... AHHH!!! =p so sry eh cailin... forget abt it... SO SRY!!! forgive me ah... hahaha... ^^.v know euu will de lar... hee... then talk abt tmr de things lor... then go back find jia feng... and walk somemore... until 10... then go home... took 93 home... quite long... but quite peaceful... and juz now play audition wit sl... wah... he damn pro liao lor... lol... then tmr going out wit cailin... pei ying... joseph... siang long... and maybe anne... go orchard.. but dunno got things to do anot... lol... if not then go someone hse and play le... lol... kay bah... end here le... tired tired... lol... leg pain... oh ya... today cam whore a bit... lol... lol... act cute... bleah =p cheese!! kays... go orh orh liao... =P
rain rain rain... today rain for the whole day wor... =.= so shuang the whole day also... lol... thats why nv go out... play audition wit sl in afternoon... then also nothing much happen le... hmmm... now in livin rm... tapping other ppl de internet... lol... saw some stupid commercial... and now watching jacky wu show... hahahaha...
daniel... dun be too bothered by family de things okie? relax oh... jia you~ anything can tell mii...
story
12:44 AMhmmm... today nth much happen bah... CATS's as funni as usual... oh... hip hop de instructor not here.. then 2 other seniors teach us the dance instead... have fun also lar... lol... fun fun... then aft lesson go toa payoh library... found a book... started reading it le... caught mii in it liao... so finishing it shld have no problem... then jie mei got some problem... hmmm...
yumei ah... dun think too much bah... everything will turn out fine de... dun keep thinking ish ur own fault lar... not ur fault de kays? he wont mind de... he sure say euu silly if he find out lo... lol... take care ah... anything else can call mii... ^^
share wit euu all a story... meaningful...
*The Mayonnaise Jar and 2 Cups of coffee*
When things in your lives seem almost too much to handle, when 24 hoursin a day is not enough, remember the mayonnaise jar and the 2 cups of coffee.
A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him. When the class began, he wordlessly picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls. He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was.
The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls. He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed it was.
The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else. He asked once more if the jarwas full. The students responded with an unanimous "yes."
The professor then produced two cups of coffee from under the table andpoured the entire contents into the jar effectively filling the empty space between the sand. The students laughed.
"Now," said the professor as the laughter subsided, "I want you to recognize that this jar represents your life. The golf balls are the important things--your family, your children, your health, your friends and your favorite passions-- and if everything else was lost and only they remained, your life would still be full.
The pebbles are the other things that matter like your job, your house and your car.
The sand is everything else--the small stuff. "If you put the sand intothe jar first," he continued, "there is no room for the pebbles or the golfballs . The same goes for life. If you spend all your time and energy onthe small stuff you will never have room for the things that are important to you.
"Pay attention to the things that are critical to your happiness. Play withyour children. Take time to get medical checkups. Take your spouse out to dinner. Play another 18. There will always be time to clean the house and fix the disposal. Take care of the golf balls first --the things that really matter. Set your priorities. The rest is just sand ."
One of the students raised her hand and inquired what the coffee represented. The professor smiled. "I'm glad you asked.
It just goes to show you that no matter how full your life may seem, there's always room for a couple of cups of coffee with a friend."
think this ish meaningful... learn wad are ur priorities... look out for them... put other small things aside bah... there are always other time for them... but if euu miss time spending wit ur loves one or ur fren... or ur family... they will leave someday... ^^ lurve euu all moii fren...
Friday, November 10, 2006
DARLING DANIEL
12:14 AMcrunch crunch... lol... eating pineapple biscuit now... hahaha... + milk... =P hungry seh... lol... juz now got eat chicken rice... but now hungry liao... pig ah... lol... always slp and eat... wahahaha... but still cant get fat lar... la la la la la... =X
mummy told me she watch a horror movie at malaysia de channel at genting... its Wax House... lol... nv watch before... but she say ish damn disgusting... lol... sound interesting... wahahahaha... got chance muz watch... lol... make myself puke... LOL!!! then she bought me 2 pairs of earrings... but 1 pair i dun like... ish spider wit diamond lor... so ugly... lol... then bought me 1 shirt... 1 t-shirt for kor kor... if he dun wan then will pass to me... lol... then she bought LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS OF FOODS!!! lol.. so happy... wahahahaha... got many things to eat... lol... happy happy...
juz now go yishun de GV watch convenent wit Daniel... was a bit late... wahaha... a bit oni lar... =P pai seh ah Daniel... *blink blink* ^^ went in... onli start comercial nia... lucky... then we go find seats lor... the seats for us de ah... the walk way de seats kanna block by 2 ppl... so we dun wan go in... its realli empty anyway... so we anyhow sit... then in the end... the place we sit have ppl de... lol... malu... hahaha... have to change... then change below... and watch show... the movie quite nice lar... my kind of movie... magic magic... creepy creepy de... haha... not too bad a show... ^^ nxt time muz go watch horror... lol... like to be scared... wahahaha... sot de... lol...
crunch crunch crunch... lol... munching more biscuits... lol... after watching movie then go home le... reach home very sian... so i go audition a while... then now come blog le... slping soon le bah... lucky tmr lesson at 1... CATS will be fun wit my grp... and Hip Hop will be damn fun again... lol... so happy its fri... ^^
Thursday, November 09, 2006
**"~血与雪的交响曲~"**
(The Symphony of Blood and Snow)
天黑了...
灯暗了...
雪再一次流泪了...
他不曾有过被爱的感觉...
不曾有过快乐的夜...
莫一天...
莫一夜...
雪得到了知觉...
有了温暖...
就只因为血的出现...
第一次的见面也只像...
化成水的雪...
消失不见...
已留干的血...
视而不见...
再过几次的相约...
血和雪开始弹奏出优美的音乐...
属于他们自己的交响曲...
他们的歌谱...
不知接下来还会加上哪些音符...
唯一雪知道的是...
沾满了血的他...
世界不再只存有白色...
充满着血的雪...
已活了回来...
拥有了血的雪...
已不能再失去他...
血与雪的交响曲...
还会一直弹奏下去...
一直都会...
作者：雪
献给：血
omfg
3:12 PMwad the hell... fren show me a blog... talking bad things abt others de... omg... they are evil lar... say till so damn bad lor... dun wan put the link here lar... not nice... why they have to do such things sia... evil de lor... go the hell man... if too bored... he find something else to play mah... go say bad things abt other ppl... wah lao... dun wan see alrdy... they are pure baddies... BADDIES
maths
11:08 AMin uber sian... in the bloody maths lesson... the teacher ah... so scary de lor... like a person make some mistake onli will call out there to say him/her de... wah lao... scary... juz now take test onli now she marking alrdy... idiot de... now hungry seh... onli can chew my yu yuu... lol... ytd reach home at 11... then use comp till 12... slp at almost 1... lol... today at her maths lecture slp until so shuang... even dreamt of take a bus home liao le... lol... so real lor... wahahaha... realli piggy le... wahahaha...
Not fair de... i cannot type chinese on my blog de leh... try one more time...
雪把血丢出来的鱼吃掉... 哇哈哈哈哈哈哈!!
WAHAHAHA... 可以 type 华文了!!! ^^
雪替血加油!加油加油再加油!! ^^.v
Tuesday, November 07, 2006
FREEDOM
11:35 PMthis will be a bloody long post again bah... i think... lol... kays... lets track back to monday le... before that... msg... lol...
Daniel... hmmm... realli wanna apologise for wad happen today... i am realli realli sorry... nv respect euu... hmmm... if euu were like me today... i guess i also will feel the same way de... i am realli guilty... so sorry... i know euu forgive me le... but hope euu wont take this to heart... ^^ and also wanna thank euu for wad euu have done... maybe euu think ish smth small bah... but... i realli appreciate it... and... no matter wad bah... i hope we still can count on each other... ^^ i pray for the best to happen... ^^ best of luck to euu for ur A levels okie? jia you wor... know euu can do it de... haha... believe euu... ^^.v and take care of urself... dun slp too late bah... not too good for health de... lol... kay kay... i am getting naggy liao... lol... JIA YOU JIA YOU ZAI JIA YOU!!!
JIE MEI!!! lol... ytd nite realli fun hor... lol... so damn funni lar... lol... nxt time we die die muz sing finish that song... lol... MUZ!!! LOL!!! hope to go out and have fun again soon bah... lol... but arh... mummy come back liao hor... maybe will have lesser chance le... lol... but still can go out de bah... hahaha... see euu ard bah... ^^
monday... hmmm... morning at 8 got joseph kueh de lecture de... but nv go in the end... wahahaha... cuz... if i miss his lesson... nxt lesson ish at 2 le... lol... 4 hrs break in between mah... so i pon his lesson lor... then until 1+ then go sch... reach SIM bus stop... then all classmates juz got down a bus also... and found out they went woodlands... =.= pro sia... lol... run till woodlands... then go mircobio lesson... and finish tutorial at 4.30... rush home wit guan hao... then miss the info abt bringing laptop tmr... which ish today lar... haha... then in the end nv use... lol... kay... then call yumei and siang long... asking wanna go kbox anot... lol... cuz nobody care me mah... can go out at nite play... lol... then in the end go wit yumei onli... cuz siang long busy... then go there eat le then go kbox le... ish sooooo fun lor... lol... keep singing... keep luffing lar... lol... funniest part ish this... we wanna sing peggy xu ze pei de song... qi qiu... lol... then ah... muz hold breath very long mah... so... we try to sing... then ah... everytime when wanna sing le ah... will start luffing liao lor... damn funny lor... but dunno wad ish funny somemore leh... lol... we 2 sot liao... hahaha... then ii see jay chou de song de mtv... ting ma ma de hua... saw the lyrics... wah lao... i got tears in my eyes lor... haha... sound stupid lar... but then... ish like very touch by the lyrics... ish very fun de song... fast pace de... but the lyrics very meaningful to me... realli lurve my mother lar... listen le... realli think wad she did ish for my own good bah... haha... try to be more obedient to her... lol... sing and sing... until 11... we are suppose to leave at 10 de... cuz we pay student price... then nobody chase us off... so we cont singing... lol... until 11... then we sing a lot of old songs also lor... lol... funni... hahahaha...
leave kbox le... we go library... i have to return book... then walk to her hse downstair... and sat there to talk lor... talk talk talk... lol... we can talk non-stop de lor... lol... talk until 1.20... LOL!!! so long rite... hahahaha... then no bus alrdy mah... i walk home... zzz... hahaha... ish tiring... but realli peaceful surroundings... somemore ish drizzling lightly... then when reach hse there... bro ring my fone... asking whr am i... then i tell him i near hse le lor... when i walk up... he standing at door there... looking down for me bah... was shocked to see him liddat lor... then at the same time very touched also... realli... now i know how much he care... although wad he says are not things euu like to listen... but he realli care de... like papa lar... wann care ppl but dun wan say out... same pattern... haha... then bathe... and ring daniel up... talk a while... then i lie dead on bed le... lol... its 3 by then...
today morning... wake up at 8.30... very very very blur... lol... realli ish very blur... zzz... hahaha... i dunno wad i am doing in the morning lor... lol... do everything very slowly... hahaha.. until i have to packet my bread out to eat... if not everytime i eat at home de... and ya... ytd slp on mummy de bed... wah lao... sooooooo shuang lor... lol... so big... then so comfortable somemore... lol... tonite still gonna slp there... tmr then cannot le... waaaaa... not fair... lol... then reach sch... ate my bread wit vitasoy... and attend physiological system de lecture... very very very tired... and i fell alslp a few times... lol... peng... wahahahaha... aft lecture finish... go eat mah... SIM very very full... no place to sit... canteen 5 de onli cai fan... QUEUE SUPER LONG!! haiz... in the end we go till canteen 4 to eat... at there ah... we take lift to lvl 3 then walk there de mah... i go toilet at the lift there... asking them to go first... then ah... after i come out... i lost my way lor... lol... stupid de eh... maybe today very blur... thats why my sense of direction become very bad... then call ming jian for direction... lol... when find them le ah... still luff at me... actually ish funni lar... lol... ask ppl to go first but ownself dunno how to go... ate chicken chop... then go back lsct to attend joseph kueh de tutorial... sian de lor... jiu kong... lol... talk talk talk... =.= then go maths lecture... teaching log and exponential eqn... so i slp again... lol... lecture end at 4.30... went out... and saw anne... then get back a neoprint frm her... after tat daryl also came le... then they go SIM bus stop take bus home... i going to mit daniel... he finish his A lvl maths exam at 5 mah... so can find him go home together... then till 5... yumei came along wit me... then wait till almost 6 bah... then mit dao ta... but... i forget to tell him yumei coming along wit us... then yumei sit wit me... and he sit behind... left him out... ahhh... stupid me... shld all sit together... then can talk easier... argh... reach toa payoh... then yumei go home eat... i follow him to yishun to eat... can tell euu abit angry bah... i also scare i will say wrong ting... so i juz kept quiet le... sry... then we eat at food court of north point... aft eating... he seems okie le... then go his hse lend la bi xiao xin frm him... talk a while... then go home... reach home... bathe... then come use comp le...
so tired... lol... again tired... lol... tmr morning de pract combine wit nxt wk de... cuz teacher got things on... then i oni nid to go sch at 1... so happy... wahahaha... gonna slp soon le bah... nid to get back my energy... lol... and i still havent print mircobio de pract notes... lol... forget sia... lol... now go print le bah... haha... blog other time bah...
Sunday, November 05, 2006
genting highland
9:22 PMboo!! lalalala... lol... sot liao... mummy and papa went to genting lo... i am alone at home le... feel weird weird de leh... lol... maybe not use to being alone in the whole hse... at least my hse nt that big... if moii hse ish like 2 storey high de ah... maybe will scare lar... big big de hse... but nobody except euu... so scary... lol...
morning wake up at 11.30 liddat... eat... then use comp le... play audition... and wahahaha... today play quite well... lol... then at 3 go ang mo kio meet guan hao... ask him hlp me tap my student card for tmr joseph de lesson.. lol... i dun wanna go lar... lol... nan de nobody at home to care wad i doing... heh heh heh... juz skip one lesson wont die lar... lol... then go there... he eat that chicken chop... wit fried rice + egg... guess how much... $6 lor... ex lor... lol... i wont eat so ex de lor... lol... except if go restaurant lar... hahahaha... then sit and talk a while... then go play arcade... bloody hell lor... i play para... fail at first stg... LOL!! easy busy... wahahaha... think too highly of myself le... this machine de difficulty high... lol... then play non-stop mode again... can pass... haha... and the random song... give me ale japan... zzz... stupid song also... lol... then guan hao go put $10 in my card and play lots of shooting games... then play ghost squad... lol... cont 3 times... but in the end the card still left $3+... then leave the arcade le... he play until hand very suan... lol... poor thing... hahaha... then go buy STUFF magazine at the book shop... and ish surprise... cuz the person tending the shop... ish my brother de galfren... lol... didnt know ish her at first lor... hahahaha... then when she turn and see me and smile at me... then i realise ish her... hahahaha... cuz very long see her face le... then she also become skinner le... nv see her face cuz everytime when she come my hse... i in rm using comp... then she will be outside mah... also nv realli talk to her before... lol...
go take bus go home le... its ard 4.30... reach home... papa and mummy got dress alrdy... ready to go le... cuz raining... then wait a while... when rain got smaller... we went ah ma hse... then stay there... talk talk... watch tv... at 7 liddat go buy food to eat... at 8.45 liddat go off le... then i nv go wit them... by the time come back will be like 10+ le... dun wan... lol... then now at home... dunno wad to do sia... hahaha... so weird lor de feeling lor... hahaha.. nvm... go play game... then tmr can slp late... wahahahaha... sign off le~ ^^
mini gathering
12:29 AMwahahaha... juz reach home at 11.30... and bathe... and watch a while tv... then come blog now... juz now was watching the Jacky Wu de show... wah lao... damn funny lar... 2 old ppl are singing some song... and all the lyrics are actually vulgar in hokkien de... stupid de lar... lol... my mum was watching also... then keep telling me dun watch liao... lol... say very vuglar... so nan ting... lol... stupid show lar... lol...
today went to orchard wit cailin, anne, siang long and pei ying... in afternoon went to eat lunch wit mummy de... then at 2.30 muz mit them... but... after eating ish 2.30 le... lol... so i late lor... then leave mummy alone... so guilty... haiz... then went orchard... nth to do seh... lol... walk ard... then go cineleisure... went arcade play... para... daytona... i fail mikado at 4th stg for para lar... saded... lol... 69% lor... 2 more % can pass de... haiz... then win siang long for daytona... lol... happy happy... wahahaha... then walk to heeren... go up till 5th floor... then say slowly walk down... shop shop a while de... but then... in the end... stay at 5th floor very long... lol... cuz we take neoprint... so fun... lol... very long nv take neoprint wit they all le... when anne send me the scanned pic... then i post... but i got take 2 pics there myself... lol.. ish funni lor...
see wad i mean... lol... cailin and anne go paste
the unwanted strips of the neoprint at my face... lol... then become "san tiao xian"... lol... so funni lor...
and lol... LOL!! LOL!!!!!! see siang long that face... LOL!!! and his "san tiao xian" too long liao... LOL!!! kays... enough le... HAHAHAHAHA... =p
after taking neoprint... siang long go 77th street buy a necklace... dog tag.. haha... realli ish call dog tag mah... i also have one... the diamond wit a cross in middle de... his ish 2 plain de... then go down the building... reach converse store... wahahaha... i fell in lurve wit their shoes... but ah... today i try on them ah... dun look nice on me leh... but ish very nice lor... haiz... so sad...
Saturday, November 04, 2006
vivo city wit jia feng
1:33 AMYAWN!!!! lol... bloody tired now... after bloggin will go slp le... hahaha... hmmm... today wake up at 10.45 liddat... then go buy food to eat le... i buy cai fan... then ah... mummy give me half packet of her rice... cuz i say i wanna add rice... but she say wan give me hers... so okay lor... then ah... the whole packet of rice is so big lor... but aft finishing ah... i dun feel very very full eh... like i still can eat somemore lor... also not reach full... lol... nowadays... realli eat alot sia... hahahaha... aft that... went to sch le... before leaving hse... i take photo wit mummy...
Thursday, November 02, 2006
freezing
3:02 PMbrrrr... today ah... quite cold seh... i mean in the class... during maths tutorial... wah lao... cold like hell lar... then think got flu le... bleah... i noti sia... havent fully recover still eat chocolate... lol... later become sicker again then die... lol... hope wont lar... haha... then ah... moi maths online hor... lol... i chiong alot liao lor... lol... almost finish first half of the semester de work le... lol... now on differentiation... wahahahaha... faster chiong finish... then nxt time go maths tutorial ah... no nid do many things liao... hahahaha... one less thing to worry abt... cool... wahahahaha... tmr ish hip hop eh... lol... so enthu... hope wont weak lar... lol... if not cannot enjoy... very chan de... wahahaha... juz ate magi mee... now very full... zzz... going to do my physio homework first...
Wednesday, November 01, 2006
sick
6:13 PMwoo hoo... back to blog lo... haiz... not feeling so well sia... sad de... maybe weather de fault lar... firstly... wanna write msg again... lol...
To Ming Jian, Shuan, Guan Hao, Chang Yuan, Eileen, Bee Sim, Dawn, Serene, Vanessa, Li Fang & Hui Xian... so many ppl... x.X SRY GUYS!!! haha... realli sry eh... give euu all attitude to see... so sorry... realli pai seh... cuz this 2 days... has been sick... then ish feeling realli terrible lar... then cannot control mah... so juz give black face... so sry... then on monday nite... hse got something happen... sooo... tuesday... mood ish even worst... haiz... then wanna thanks those who buy the porridge for me... i realli appreciate it... realli... thanks... after eating realli feeling better le... then at nite go home rest le... then today ish feeling so much better liao... though the headache ish still there lar... but feverish feeling all gone le... ^^ thanks for all those who care... realli apprecitate it... cuz i realli needed it...
hmmm... last few days de things... dun wanna say le bah... was having a realli hard time... and i cried for the whole of monday nite... haiz... family stuff bah... but now okie le bah... nothing le... thats what i think lar... who knows.. haha... dun say that le... back to today's stuff... morning reach sch at 7.30... then go into lab wit guan hao at 7.50... but... he forgot to bring lab coat... haiz haiz... blur... lol... so the tso lend him wor... so good rite... if not cannot do pract le... then aft the pract... guan hao, shuan and i went to ang mo kio... we have 3 hrs break cuz pract ended 1 hr earlier... went amk cuz guan hao wanna go home take lab coat... so we go wit him... at there... take his stuff alrdy... went to jubilee... then ah... found out there got arcade lor... didnt know lor.. and ish x-zone somemore... and hor... the para machine not bad eh... lol... the most important thing... lol... and there very spacious... and at that time.. 11.. nobody de... lol.... so nice lar... hahahaha... then at 11.30 then we go eat... lol... our lesson start at 1... we want eat chicken chop de... but then havent ready yet... damn slow lor... so we go eat Ramen Ten... lol... ex lar... lol... i cost me $8... zzz... lol... but nice leh... hahaha... recover frm illness muz eat good stuff... wahahaha... lol... then rush back sch... reach juz on the dot at 1... wahahaha... so lucky... then did mircobio pract... ish fun lar... dealing wit bacteria... lol... then pract ended 1 hr earlier also... so i went to toa payoh's popular... buy foolscape... and marker... then walk ard cd-rama... then head home... reach home did my maths excersies... then come use comp le... so sian leh... no life... lol... and now damn hungry... go buy food le... ^^ see ya ppl...