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Friday, May 29, 2009

Misplaced

4:34 PM

"We're all born with the ability to fall in love with a person.

But right until the point where you all start to label our relationship, then I know I am so different.

This feeling of inferiority is taught by all of you..."

Thursday, May 28, 2009

The Serenity Prayer

12:45 AM

God grant me the serenity

to accept the things I cannot change;

courage to change the things I can;

and wisdom to know the difference.

Living one day at a time;

Enjoying one moment at a time;

Accepting hardships as the pathway to peace;

Taking, as He did, this sinful world

as it is, not as I would have it;

Trusting that He will make all things right

if I surrender to His Will;

That I may be reasonably happy in this life

and supremely happy with Him

Forever in the next.

Amen.

--Reinhold Niebuhr

Okay, I am not a Christian of any sorts... but I find this prayer very meaningful... especially these few lines,

"God grant me the serenity

to accept the things I cannot change;

courage to change the things I can;

and wisdom to know the difference."

Just find it very nice~

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

Heaven's tears

6:12 PM

Until it started raining heavily today, I have no idea how much I miss the rain...

It gets me thinking about things which I have not done or seen and people whom I never get in touch with. Its the feeling you will get when everyday is so routine and monotonous.

But anyway, the rain is beautiful as it clears up the sky. One thing that is missing from the beauty is a rainbow.

Oh well, I didn't to stay home and enjoy watching the rain because I was out with Hwee Ing and Hui Xian. Went to Tan Tock Seng Hospital to have lunch because Hui Xian had an interview going on there~ good luck on receiving the job! After eating the long missed Yong Tau Foo, we went around Novena looking for Strawberry Cheese Cake as Hui Xian want to eat that. In the end we wander off to United Square and still couldn't find anything nice. Just when we are about to get some donuts instead, Hui Xian spotted a shop which her friends talk about, Udder Ice Cream. It is a very interesting ice cream parlour as they sell exotic flavors. Exotic as in rare but not weird. We each get 2 scoops of ice creams, Hui Xian got Strawberry Fields and Tira-Miss-You, Hwee Ing got Green Tea and Rum Rum Raisin and I got Pure Pistachio and Cherry Bomb. Tira-Miss-You taste like Tiramisu but contains Brandy (yes, a type of alcohol drink). Rum Rum Raisin as the name speak for itself, Rum + Raisin. As for Cherry Bomb, it has cherries in it and Cherry Liquor. So all of us have a flavor that has alcohol in them, very interesting and they all taste really good. Now for the pricing... Strawberry Fields, Green Tea and Pure Pistachio are all classic flavors. Rum Rum Raisin is a premium flavor. Tira-Miss-You and Cherry Bomb are connoisseur flavours. So Hui Xian and I paid $6.70 for our combinations and Hwee Ing paid $5.40 for hers. I won't say it is cheap... but to try them once in a while is okay I guess? Lol~ you decide it for yourself. The shop is outside United Square, across the road, along the shop to the underpass to MRT station. Can sure ask me for direction if you are interested.

Well, I hope it rains some more... I love the Heaven's tears...

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

Star-crossed

8:32 PM

"From forth the fatal loins of these two foes, / a pair of star-cross'd lovers, take their life."

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

On new road

7:45 PM

Rees has graduated!

He wants to thank all his friends who have been with him throughout the 3 years of his poly life. It is them that make my graduation possible. Obstacles and challenges... Laughters and sadness... My memory is filled with wonderful things that happened. I love all of you guys and girls... and I will continue loving you all...

Not everyone is in this picture.. but I love everyone in my class.. so much so much.. I am gonna miss you all! Let's go out everytime we can and not forget each other alright!?

*A FANTASTICALLY BIG HUG TO EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU!*

Here's a song for all of you...

We've come so far and we still got so far to go!

(volume may be a little soft)

Lyrics are in the video as well

Hey old friend, let's look back

On the crazy clothes we wore

Ain't it fun to look back

And to see it's all been done before

All those nights together

Are a special memory

And I can't wait for tomorrow

Just as long as you're

dancing next to me

Cause it's so clear

Every year

We get stronger

What's gone is gone

The past is the past

Turn the radio up

And then hit the gas

Cause . . .

I know we've Come So Far

But we've Got So Far To Go

I know the road seems long

But it won't be long 'till it's time to go

So, most days we'll take it fast

And some nights lets take it slow

I know we've Come So Far

But baby

We've Got So Far To Go

Hey old friend, together

Side by side and year by year

The road was filled with twists

and turns

Oh but that's the road that

got us here

Let's move past the bad times

But before those memories fade

Let's forgive but not forget

And learn from the mistakes we made

Cause it's so clear

Every year

We get stronger

So don't give up

Don't say when

And just get back on the road again

Cause . . .

I know we've Come So Far

But we've Got So Far To Go

I know the road seems long

But it won't be long till it's

time to go

So, most days we'll take it fast

And some nights lets take it slow

I know we've Come So Far

Oh but baby, baby

We've Got So Far To Go

Hey old friend come along for the ride

There's plenty of room so jump inside

The highway's rocky every now and then

But it so much better than

where I've been

Just keep movin', at your own speed

Your heart is all the compass

you'll ever need

Let's keep cruisin' the road we're on

'Cause the rear view mirror only shows

what's gone, gone, gone

Cause it's so clear

Every year

We get stronger

So shine that light

Take my hand

And let's dance into tomorrow land

Cause . . .

I know we've Come So Far

But we've Got So Far To Go

I know the road seems long

But it won't be long till it's

time to go

So, most days we'll take it fast

And some nights lets take it slow

I know we've Come So Far

Oh but baby, baby

We've Got So Far To Go

Saturday, May 09, 2009

wtf

5:41 PM

why is my fucking blog post not coming out!? why when it refreshes, some posts can disappear!?

i don't know

1:46 AM

i just wish that you can feel the way i feel... understand what i am feeling and cheer me up a little... just a little...

Sunday, May 03, 2009

You'll find me, time after time

5:09 PM

Ronan Keating's version of Time After Time

His newest album, Songs For My Mother, is out now!

Lying in my bed I hear the clock tick,

And think of you

Caught up in circles confusion-

Is nothing new

Flashback-warm nights-

Almost left behind

Suitcases of memories,

Time after-

Sometimes you picture me-

I'm walking too far ahead

You're calling to me, I can't hear

What you've said-

Then you say-go slow-

I fall behind-

The second hand unwinds

[Chorus:]

If you're lost you can look-and you will find me

Time after time

If you fall I will catch you-I'll be waiting

Time after time

After my picture fades and darkness has

Turned to gray

Watching through windows-you're wondering

If I'm OK

Secrets stolen from deep inside

The drum beats out of time-

[Chorus:]

If you're lost you can look-and you will find me

Time after time

If you fall I will catch you-I'll be waiting

Time after time

You said go slow-

I fall behind

The second hand unwinds-

[Chorus:]

If you're lost you can look-and you will find me

Time after time

If you fall I will catch you-I'll be waiting

Time after time

*this song is for u my darling...

Mindless

1:02 AM

Been a few days since I last blogged... let's see what do I have in mind?

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nothing... =="