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underneath the stars
I'm waiting for you to appear.

I will always hold on to the 5 words most important in my life...
I Am What I Am


去爱吧,就像不曾受过伤一样
Go ahead and love, like you have never been hurt
跳舞吧,像没有人会欣赏一样
Go ahead and dance, like nobody will appreciate
唱歌吧,像没有人会聆听一样
Go ahead and sing, like nobody will listen
干活吧,像是不需要金钱一样
Go ahead and work, like you don't need the money
生活吧,就像今天是末日一样
Go ahead and live, like there is no tomorrow...

Monday, December 25, 2006
christmas eve
1:57 AM

hmmm... let see... today... morning ah... handphone keep ringing wor... i like i like... lol... i dun like my handphone to be quiet... when i keep have smses coming in or when ppl call mii... i very happie de eh... realli realli... even if it wake mii up... hahahaha... realli like it when ppl sms or call moi handphone... lol... aunt msg mii at 8+... telling mii to go for dinner at 7 at nite... then have NEH-NEH-BROTHER-JERVIC telling mii he change number again... lol... so good lor... got new phone le... somemore ish so nice de... envious... lol... wake up at 12+ liddat... trying to make last min cards... in the end when to buy... then give it to johnathon and jack when miiting them... but in the end jack not coming... so i gonna send it over to him bah... then pass johnathon his card... and he gave me a prezzie also... first prezzie wor... lol... then ah... keep calling mii sotong the whole day.. haiz... but i realli blur blur de mah... =.= then he came up wit sooooo many sotong stuff... o.O pei fu him... lol... walk ard J8... then go eat... then even go library... hahahaha... bored to death... went home at 4... then go str8 to ah ma hse le... everything so happie de lor... happie all the way till nite when go home then sian... eat dinner... eat so much things... lol... half a chicken... lots of sausage... lots of hams... some sushi... lots of strawberries... hmmm... some cheesecake... then drink lots of grape juice... lol... eat a lot of things lar... lol... then watch tv... and take gifts le... aunt gave mii a deordrant... and a wallet... hmmmm.. not wad i expect lar... haiz... a bit disappointed... hmmm... nvm lar... cannot expect much also.. cuz we nv buy anything also... then play some games wit cousin... talk talk... then go home... when go home... found out that ah ma still very cold towards mummy and papa... not oni cold lar... but hate to see them... HAIZZZ... why muz liddat... my papa still her son rite? although my papa ish poor... poorer than her 2ND SON... who ish SOOOOOOOO RICH... and know how to SUCK UP to her... then she KAN BU QI my papa lar... then my mummy everytime do do do... cook for the family... do alot of things at my ah ma hse... and my ah ma STILL DONT LIKE my mummy... WAD THE F***!!! i realli cannot tahan liao lor... i use to be so close to my ah ma lor... thinking she ish so nice... thinking she ish even nicer than mummy lar... but ah... i kanna fooled by her liao lor... wad she ish doing now realli make mii so damn disappointed lar... haiz... juz now i dunno wad happen lar.. cuz i at my 4th aunt de hse... then mummy and papa at ah ma hse... both hse ish interlinked de lar... then when papa ask mii to go alrdy... he talk to my aunt wit such angry tone... then i know sure got things happen liao... then when we reach downstair... mummy talk to papa... and she started tearings liao lor... wah lao... i see also heart pain lor... why muz ah ma always liddat... when last time my papa got money... she dunno see my papa as wad lar... now my papa dun have as much money as last time liao ah... she become liddat... very disgusting lor... VERY VERY VERY!!!! practical person... PRACTICAL!!!!!!!!! so damn pek chek lar... make my papa angry... make my mummy cry... wah lao... cannot tahan... i make sure i earn lots and lots and lots of money... make my papa and mummy proud... then they wont be looked down on anymore... I WILL DO IT!!! I WILL PROVE IT TO WHO EVER THAT DARE LOOK DOWN ON US!!!! WE ARE NOT PEOPLE FOR EUU BASTARD AND BITCHES TO BULLY!!!! WE ARE MERELY KIND HEARTED AND EUU TOOK US FOR GRANTED!!!! I WILL PROVE THAT EUU ARE ALL WRONG!!!! I WILL MAKE EUU WISH THAT EUU NEVER TREATED US LIDDAT BEFORE!!!! JUST WATCH ME!!!! JUST WATCH IT!!!!!


pictures
1:21 AM

lets see... havent blog abt saturday... hmmm... morning wake up at 1+ then eat porridge... hmmm... then use comp... till 3+... go bathe... then get ready for serene's party...










dress nice nice... then style hair... then take prezzie... and went out at 4... hee... took a picture when i juz finish doing up... =P i even wear a tie wor... lol... kawai ne? hee...













hee... then took another photo on the bus... lol... dunno why lar... like to cam whore... =.= wahahahahahaha...




then reach clementi de mac at ard 4.45... then wait for ppl to come... then ming jian reach at 5.10 liddat... then hui xian also ard that time... then take shuttle bus to serene de condo... nice place... reach there... put down our gifts... then start to hlp a bit wit the foods... ming jian and li jun go start fire... then mii, hui xian, serene and su hua hlp make cheese hotdog and cheese prawns... so funni while doing lor... we all wanna jam hui xian... lol... cuz she is the one wrapping... then we all make many many then pass to her at one go... jamming her... lol... aft that... we 4 play mahjong a while... lol... the 2 of them cont to make the fire... lol... then in the end we go out hlp abit... then start to bbq le... i nv realli bbq lar... juz hlp a bit oni... then i keep eating... lol... eat and eat and eat lor... wahahahaha... so nice... then serene de mummy soooo nice lor... she keep hlping us to bbq eh... then keep asking wad we wanna eat lar... keep bbqing... so nice of her lor... ^^ then we eat and play mahjong... until 9+... we exchange gifts... i take back $10 notes and a $5 vilage voucher... then other gifts include body shop de facial wash lar... erm... soft toys... then still got lamp... hmmm... all not bad lar... hahahaha... left her hse at 9+ almost 10... ish her mum drive car send us out to clementi mrt de... cuz no more shuttle bus liao mah... then frm there i take 105 home... went pass orchard... so many ppl lor... then i fell alsleep on the bus... tired mah... reach home... bathe... then talk on the phone... talk sooooo long wor... lol... then bro came back... and saw my desktop like revived le... hmmm... dunno can use alrdy anot... slp at 3.30 liddat... zzzz... oh ya... took some photo went coming hm...

a random picture on my way home... lol... mom says it look like some haunted places... lol... its the corridor before turning to my hse... lol.. nice huh? =P

before bathing... split ends sia... lol

dao dao... =X

After bathing... ^^

cam whore like dunno wad... lol... =P hao le... blog enuff liao... maybe write abt sunday now... lol... publish this first...


Saturday, December 23, 2006
christmas party
2:47 PM

wahahahaha... WOOOOO!! going to serene's christmas party tonite le... wahahahaha... so happie so happie... lol... but hor.. like oni got 3 guys going eh... all the others are F-E-M-A-L-E-S... LOL!! then ming jian leaving early also... left 2 guys... haiyo... =.= ltr meeting them at 5 at clementi de mac.. then go to serene's hse together bah... hope it will be fun... hahahaha.. got gift exchange... think got games? lol... got bbq... shld be fun de lar... HEH HEH HEH... hao bah... gonna left home at 4 le.. dun wan to be late... wahahahaha... tata~


It's You
12:40 AM

oh mii gawd... juz found this song... frm a short singapore flim... SO DAMN NICE LAR... haiz... if euu wanna know wad show it is... ask it frm mii bah... maybe not so nice putting it here? dunno leh... yup yup... =.= wad the hell i saying... lol... anyway... thanks JERVIC-NEH-NEH-BROTHER for introducing mii that show... lol... realli nice and touching... this song is one of the song in the show... It's You

It's You

Wake up every morning
And find you by my side
There's no one in this world
Like you Jesus
Who can touch a heart like mine
Suddenly it's over
All the cries that's
In my heart
It all seems B-E-A-U-TIFUL
All consuming by your grace

I may not sing as well as Clay or Ruben
I may not be the cutest guy
I may not look like Leonardo Dicaprio
But I do know one thing ..
It's you who make me stronger
I need you more than ever
You're the reason why I'm singing for you
It's you who create the wonders
In all my days of struggles
It's your love that surrounds my whole world

Sometimes I cry when I'm lonely
When it all just seems so real
But there's one thing that I can't deny
Is your love that's in my life

I may not sing as well as Clay or Ruben
I may not be the cutest guy
I may not look like Leonardo Dicaprio
But I do know one thing ..
It's you who make me stronger
I need you more than ever
You're the reason why I'm singing for you
It's you who create the wonders
In all my days of struggles
It's your love that surrounds my whole world


so nice... haiz... touching... ppl... enjoy bah... ^^ this song ish sing by a Singaporean... Kevin Fok... talented hor? nice songs he got...


Friday, December 22, 2006
mummy
2:04 PM

weehay~ today de mummy back to normal liao... lol... morning ish she talk to mii by herself de... wahahahaha... happy happy... no nid see her black face le... ^^ thanks for all those who cares... i am okie liao le... hee... nth much till now... later maybe going J8 to buy food for tonite de steamboat at home... wahahahaha... so happie... lol... tata~


Thursday, December 21, 2006
christmas shopping
10:05 PM

hmmmm... today ah... that mummy sot sot de... keep wan to say mii.. keep giving mii black face... like i did smth wrong liddat... maybe wad she think i did wrong ish that aft i wake up... and eat my lunch... str8 away go use comp liao... haiz... if liddat ah... then realli sian... why ah... now holidays eh.. i enjoy myself also cannot meh? haiz haiz haiz... dun care lar... then i use till 3.45 liddat.. then go out... her face even blacker... =.= GO OUT ALSO GIVE MI FACE... she like see mii bu shuang liddat lor... a bit oni wan scold mii... i am like the easiest to bully at home so she everything also come say mii lar... haiz... bully mii...

then went out... go bishan mrt wait for nicholas... go marina square wit him... then ah... he busy wit something... so will be late... in the end i wait inside the mrt till 5 then he reach bishan... and go marina square together... =.= 1+ hrs wor... but nvm lar... he busy wit things bah... went to marina square... then walk ard... wanna get things for serene's party on saturday... then aft walking sometime... finally get it le... then nicholas feel sick... so go home le...

reach home at ard 6+ - 7+ liddat... then bathe... babysit... and eat... mummy ask mi hlp her babysit... so her manner better liao... but the face ish still black de lor... then i do up the prezzie... and watch tv... and now come use comp... haiz... frens got some prob... dunno how to hlp them... hmmmm... jia you bah... everything will have a result de... a ending... be it good or bad.. learn to accept it... and move on... ^^ smiles... i will be here for euu all de...


Wednesday, December 20, 2006
NUH
8:36 PM

hmmm... today went to NUH... to tour around the place... get to know the labs we will be working in if we go to the biology labortory technique course... BLT... hmmm... the labs are very interesting... cuz got lots and lots of machine that do different thingy de... interestin lor... got hemaetology lab... got chem lab... got mircobio de... under microbio have viro and bacterio de... SO MANY LOR!!! hahahaha... if i were to get into the course... juz imagine... i will be working wit them eh... and ah... i will be working inside NUH eh!!! wahahaha... but i also dunno i realli wanna work there anot... hmmm... i decided to go for the interview alrdy... but can get in anot ish another thing le... we are actually late for today de tour de... shld reach there at 12.30... we reach oni at 1... =.= i late for 20+mins... we meeting at 11.45... then i reach at 12.05 liddat... cuz ah... i miss 2 stupid bus... -.- i leave home at 11... reach the bus stop near my hse alrdy miss one 93... then... wait until 11.25 then come another one... reach machrichi bus stop miss my 52... -.- then come 165... i dunno can take de... then i see the plate... it put clementi... so i ask the uncle... then he say can... so i take lor... then reach there at 12.05... haiz haiz... late 20mins eh... so sad... then today eileen very weird... her face super black... cannot talk one... dun care anyone... haiz... dunno wad happen... she also dun wan say anything...

aft the tour... ish 2 alrdy.. then we go eat at the kopitiam... then go take shuttle bus to bouna vista mrt... we all got up behind ah... then in the end there are 7 ppl standing alrdy... so ming jian ish last person cannot get up... then the bus driver call him go down... was like wad the hell lar... one more ppl also cannot sia... then reach the mrt ah... i want vomit liao... =.= drive super fast... and i standing facing sideway... lucky nth happen... -.- then we go orchard.. heeren... cineleisure... look at christmas gifts... this saturday going to serene de christmas party... then at cine... i go para... fail at 4th song... mikado... =.= SIAN LOR!! diu lian... haiz... the machine ish faulty... =P not my fault... lol... then go heeren... walk ard... then go home le... reach home at 6.10 liddat... bathe... watch tv... eat... now come use comp...

juz adding in a border below every post... like a siggy liddat... nice mah nice mah? hee... open for comments... ^^ wanna slp early today le... sooooooo damn tired now... zzzzzzzzz...


new blogskin
1:58 AM

wahahahahaha... moi new blogskin ish done... weeeeee... so happy... lol... again... i did it myself de... WAHAHAHAHA... PURPLE SOMEMORE!!! lol... beautiful rite? and ppl who dont know will thot they are reading a gal blog... X.X NOT LOR!!! I AM A BOI OKIE!!! lol... juz tat i like purple oni more... and i lurve flowers and butterfiles mah... CANNOT AH!? lol... purple ish so romantic... its a royal and romantic colour lor... and flowers... so beautiful... so natural... lol... especially roses... soooooo beautiful... wahahahaha... 好啦... i goin to 发花痴 alrdy... =.= go slp le... tmr wake up slightly earlier... lol... blog another time le~ ^^


Tuesday, December 19, 2006
11:58 PM

so long nv blog le... dunno wad to blog now leh... lol... tmr going NUH... to tour... then after that maybe going steamboat dinner wit frens... hmmm... still deciding wanna go anot... blog more tmr bah...


Saturday, December 16, 2006
HOLIDAY
2:02 PM

WOOT!!! finally... the day is here... wahahahahaha... its holidays!!!! weeeeeeeee~ ^^ lol... happy happy... can enjoy 2 whole weeks le... YAY!!! plan for this holiday...

- Play Roller Coaster Tycoon 3
- Play AuditionSEA like dunno wad
- Play Linage II
- Learn basic Japanese

weeeee... such an enjoyable holiday... LOL!!

hmmmm... ytd... physio paper... last paper... 2 hrs de... but then ah... the paper ish sooooo short that everybody could finish in less than an hr time... =.= i finish in 40mins and went off lo... off to meet siang long and yumei to go KBOX!!! wahahahaha.. so long nv go liao le... went there... then ah... wait so long cuz they scare not enuff lunch for those who got reserve... finally go in liao ah... the tv nt on de... zzz... then a while ltr then can sing liao... so happy... sing so many songs... muhahahahaha... and ah... siang long ytd sot sot all the way.. lol... so funny... then aft that... went to the arcade at marina... play while... then go to doby de arcade... and stay there the whole day... lol... bore yumei to hell... hahahaha... then went to plaza singapura... have our dinner at 5+ to avoid crowd... ate the bbq chicken... so nice... then ate ice-kachang... then walk ard... and went back to arcade... =.= oh... and saw kaixin and grace before going to eat... so happy... they say i grown taller liao le... wahahahaha... ^^ then play at arcade till 7... and left the place le... reach home at abt 8... then bathe... then come use comp liao le... can use like nobody business liao... wahahahahahaha...

today nite have chalet bbq for 4E1 de... but i not going le... and also a steamboat dinner for poly de frens... but also nv go le... in the end change to wed liao le... hmmmm... ya lor... liddat lo... juz now slp till 1.30... so shuang... hahahahaha... now going to play audition le bah... bubai...

*eevn if i nveer masgese or clal you... pseale mgssaee me to let me konw you are tehre...*


Sunday, December 10, 2006
exam
8:19 PM

wahahahaha... two post in a row... =P no time to type mah... so post everything in one go... hmmmm... let see... ytd went out to eat at Blk 8 of toa payoh wit mummy... then met kai xuan and her family there also... ish so qiao lor... then saw my fren there also... lol... singapore realli small... hahahaha... then ish wan go home aft eating de... but then i drag mummy to marina square... lol... cuz i wanna buy something... HAHAHA... =P so we went there and walk around lo... and i drag her str8 to creative de store... wahahahaha... i wanna buy a mp3 mah... cuz my phone arh... no space liao lar... and then the quality of the songs damn lousy de lor... and ah... my ear piece ish killing mii liao le... spoil le... so we walk inside dunno how long sia... i at first wan zen neeon 2 de... then... mummy say expensive... 239... so i see and choose and see... then the promotor tell mii to buy zen v... student price oni 169... for same amt of space... but no video and fm radio... was thinking lor... video... the screen so small... also no use lar... and fm radio i dun listen de mah... so no use lor... then decide to buy this le.. and each colour... black and white... oni left one each... wahahaha... lucky de lor... if later then no more liao lor... bought alrdy... and see the ear phone... ish also lousy de... not nice to wear de... so i ask mummy to buy a student price de ear phone for mii also... $35... wahahaha... she bought for mii also... but then say no more dyeing of my hair le... =.= cuz she say can lend mi dye my hair wit her on sunday... which is today... but if buy ear phone then cannot dye... so... i decide... not to dye lo... ear phone let mii use longer mah... hair dye will go off de... if nxt time got chance then i dye myself lo... wahahaha... aft buying... then go home liao le... transfer songs... then mummy cook claypot rice... nice nice... then watch tv... use comp... and finally started studying at 11.30... =.= then study till 2 liddat... then use comp again... then slp at 3...

today wake up at 12... eat alrdy... go use comp le... then ah... use till 2+... then do some past yr paper... can manage if do carefully... all the same thing de la... hahahahaha... then do until sian alrdy... watch bleach... 5, 6, 7... wahahahaha... juz started oni lar... lol... dunno when then can reach 100+ episode lor... haiz... then watch death note de movie also... ish nice ish nice... lurve LIGHT sia... so clever... so evil... wahahahahaha... will go watch death note 2 de... muhahahahaha... the last name... hao bah... now go do more study le bah... if not tmr dunno how to do then i die... JIA YOU!!!!! =P


anniversary
8:05 PM

Friday's nite... some days well remembered for life... started off with a meeting to do some project... but end up having fun on my laptop's "arcade"... cuz we found out that the assignment wasnt due so soon... reach the class late... and was told to give a short description on the project we are doing... so we said and told... and ended the lesson real soon... we get to the canteen... and have something to eat... and set off to our hip hop class... the room so familiar... and spaces too... but soon we are split up into groups... and onto different field... and i abandon my fren... feeling guilty and hopeless... so sorry kash... hope euu will forgive and forget... getting into a group... dancing for 2 hrs... it was fun... as we finally get to see the whole picture... what we are realli dancing... until the end of lesson... my legs start to give sign... telling mii how tired they were... grumbing to mii... showing their temper... i have no choice... but to give them more strain... as i will be going... to meet someone real dear... there upon i reach... to the bookstore first... reading some books... abt languages and cook... there my lurve arrived... and we went to have dinner... my stomach growling hard... as i gobbled down my stuff... we walk around for some time... and bought some stuff... and there we went... to a art palace... the nite ish cool... and until time to go... to take... and give... we each have a happy share... a wonderful nite... a blissful nite... a nite to remember... a nite to be remembered in my memories... for life...


Wednesday, December 06, 2006
rose
9:49 PM

=.= today... AIYO!!! smth stupid happen lar... haiz haiz haiz... -.- so stupid so stupid... dont wanna mention here... sooooooo stupid de thing... dont wan add anymore comment... =X


Tuesday, December 05, 2006
stomach flu
11:01 PM

hmmmm... bloody hell... SICK AGAIN!!! BLOODY HELLLLL!!! =.= haiz... rees ah rees... why euu also fall sick de... whats wrong wit ur body sia... haiz... ppl... Rees has been diagnoised wit stomach flu and fever... AGAIN!!! call for celebration bah... =.= what the hell sia... stomach flu again... fever again... ish like... i am so useless lar... haiyo... why these things keep kanna mii de sia... sian lor... the pain in the morning ish almost killing mii lor... haiz... now feeling better le lar... today nv go sch... rest and study at home... revise my calculation... then do pract for microbiology... haiz... sian sian sian... and fan fan fan... BLOODY HELL!!! I WAN GO SING!!! I WAN TO SHOUT!!!!!!! =.= rees ish going crazy once again... EMO FREAK ISH RUSHING OUT AGAIN!!! WAKAKAKAKAKAKAKA!!! WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!


Sunday, December 03, 2006
12:40 AM

wahahaha... juz done playing wit moii photoshop... so fun so fun... =P edited moii pic... make the eyes look cool... wahahahaha... btw... i go buy colour contact alrdy... collecting on tuesday... wahahaha... sky blue de... ^^ so happy... here is the pics...


Before editing...

After editing...

hee... nice mah? giv some comment bah... nid to improve de... dun think it look perfect... but not bad for beginner le lar hor? ^^



Saturday, December 02, 2006
hip hop
12:31 AM

lalalala... today very lazy wor... haha... morning wake up at 11... so tired still... lol... then eat fried rice... then go sch... CATS still got many things to do sia... haiz... so sian de... then hip hop ish super fun.. lol... getting more and more steps le... nid remember more things... but very very fun... and today... teacher very scary... keep pushing us... but good lar... can learn more and faster... hahaha... nth much to post bah... blog another time le...


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