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underneath the stars
I'm waiting for you to appear.

I will always hold on to the 5 words most important in my life...
I Am What I Am


去爱吧,就像不曾受过伤一样
Go ahead and love, like you have never been hurt
跳舞吧,像没有人会欣赏一样
Go ahead and dance, like nobody will appreciate
唱歌吧,像没有人会聆听一样
Go ahead and sing, like nobody will listen
干活吧,像是不需要金钱一样
Go ahead and work, like you don't need the money
生活吧,就像今天是末日一样
Go ahead and live, like there is no tomorrow...

Thursday, April 10, 2008
Stupid Lizard
9:11 PM

Lizards are STUPID!!

==" the title speaks for itself...

Right after blogging, the internet connection got cut off by my brother and so I have to reconnect it. I went out of my room and turn on the internet. While waiting for it to connect, I stand outside my room watching the television. Then my mum turn facing me and talk. She the suddenly realise a dirty patch of things behind me and ask me what is it. I then turn and take a look... and guess what... IT IS A SQUASH LIZARD!! It is squash in between my doors and the column. ==" How stupid is that... and it is SO DAMN GROSS AND DISGUSTING!!! YUCKS!! As my mum is afraid of lizards, I have the honour to remove its carcass from the site of accident... I struggle so much before I finally touch it and pull (HAVE TO PULL, CUZ IT IS DRIED UP AND STUCKED) it out of its place. OH MY GOD!! God bless the poor (and stupid) lizard... I wish that it would not be another lizard in its next life... LOL!

Actually I saw that lizard yesterday night. When I want to chase it out of my room, it disappears. So I didn't really care where it goes. How I know I will squash him to death instead... Sigh~ I killed a lizard indirectly... May god have mercy on me. I didn't do it on purpose---

I have photos of it... Don't want to blog it here as it maybe too gross for someone to take it... (click below to see the pictures...)
I REALLY (Pic1)
DIDN'T DO IT(Pic2)
ON PURPOSE!!(Pic3)
Viewer discretion is adviced...
X)


Chua Choa Kang Polyclinic
8:31 PM

Chua Choa Kang Polyclinic (sigh~)

Attended a briefing on the polyclinic attachment that we are going to have at the GMIT building today. And this remind me of having to go to CCK polyclinic for my attachment. All the polyclinics near me are taken up by my friends, and left me no choice with CCK... Am really really sad and depress then, because I can't help but keep thinking that why does it have to be me that have to do the traveling and not somebody else. Why do I have to travel so damn super far away when I could have reach Toa Payoh polyclinic in like less than 15minutes. I feel really really lousy lor... But well, I got over it then... AND NOW!! I found out that I have to be at the polyclinic by 7.45AM!! WTF!! How am I suppose to reach there so fucking early!? That means I have to wake up at 5+ and leave house around 6!! Thats SO FUCK UP!! I am so depress right now... FUCK IT!!

now is the time that I really wish to have someone beside me...

Tomorrow is the last day of my Phlebotomy training + ward rounds... and this add up to my depression... I love going around the wards with Norah and Fazlina to help patients get their blood taken. Joking around with Norah and Fazlina, talking to patients and getting to see a person... It sucks to think that I won't be able to see that person after tomorrow... and I have to get back to do some really boring jobs. I am really really killing myself... slowly... and quietly...

how I wish you would have notice me... and if only you knew me...

I would just like to extend my greatest gratitude to Norah and Fazlina for having me around them and learn from them. It is them that make this phlebotomy training fun and enjoyable. It wouldn't be the same without them... Thanks so much for the care and concern... Understanding and patience... THANK YOU BOTH!!


Tuesday, April 08, 2008
Rees is cute
5:25 PM

HAPPY WHEN CUTE! XD

Wahahahaha~ The title speak for itself~ LoL! Rees is happy when he is cute... Or when he is cute, he will feel happy... HAHAHA! Whatever the case is, Rees is CUTE! =X Buay hiao bai~ HAHAHAHA!!

Today have been quite a day for me. Went to do my ward round as usual, but my stomach started to act up again. At first, I thought it is just some normal stomachache I have, which will be fine after I went to the toilet. BUTTHEN!! After visiting the toilet, the pain still remain there... RAWR!! For the rest of the morning, I drag myself here and there, feeling all weak and tired... T.T Luckily Nora (my teaching phlebotomist) understand my situation and keep asking me to rest and don't do anything. XD So I just help around abit, then went for lunch at 12+. I went home after that le...

Overslept on the bus by one bus stop... GRRRRRR... Have been slacking from 2+ till now... I LOVE SLACKING AROUND!! WHO DONT!!? ==" maybe I will get some sleep now... HAHAHAHA~

*White is my new colour! XD and I absolutely love formal wear... =X Look smart and cool in them... BUT Rees is still cute! -.-" ***ARBISH!!!


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