I can't help but feel hopeless...
Like life is meaningless...
I am not a hopeful person to begin with...
But I always try my best to get pass everyday...
I want to give you strength and courage...
I want to make you feel better...
I want you to be hopeful and confident...
I want your life to be joyful...
I want you to only experience the good times...
But I fail in doing anything...
I lost the light somehow...
I am scare and afraid too...
I am terrified by many things too...
I am uncertain of my future...
I feel weak and fragile too...
I need you to cheer me up too...
I need you to be strong for me...
The date is nearing for me more than you...
But yet I am trying my best to make you feel better...
What about me...
I am lost too...
I need you to guide me too...
I need you...