now i dunno wad to do with you...
if you're trying to make me jealous, i guess u succeeded in doing so...
but at the same time, u have succeeded in bringing up another kind of emotion.
hatred?
disappointment?
despair?
waiting... for? what exactly are u waiting for?
i might as well just tell you the truth here...
i want to get back together with you... dont even care if u are the IDEAL partner. Because it doesn't matters anymore. I am nothing without you and my life have been terrible since I lost that title of "Your Boyfriend". I tried holding on to other things. My friends and games and everything else. I even try to get to know other people... but nothing came close to you...
call me helpless and hopeless and desperate... but I am feeling so lost without you. Calling you a "Best Friend" just sound so fake and cliche. That's not us...
I dont know what will happen when you read this but at least you will read it... I know there are too many things for us to overcome if we're to get together again and I am afraid too. I won't gurantee there wont be any conflict again. I know there are some really impossible factors...
So whatever the outcome will be, I will stand by it...
because I know I am a lousy boyfriend... someone not worth getting back to...
