Do you remember the last time we got differences knocking on our doors?
It is not too long ago... where both of us cried in frustration and anger and disappointment and sadness...
i was hoping that will be the last time we ever need to be like that...
Obviously, it is not the case. We had too much differences as far as you are concern. You can bring something up, making me feel all terrible and let go of it the very next moment... questioning about why am I making a fuss out of it. Offering your help when you don't even want me to help you out with the problem you brought up. And the way you say it makes me feel like you are the great one, to be able and want to help me through everything. Where in my case, I will let you go whenever you don't want my help. It is like saying you will not leave me and not care about me while I will let you to die...
i hate to quarrel and feel sad and angry and disappointed and frustrated and depressed all at once... but i had this not once, not twice but so many times...
Once or twice, a person can let it go... continue living, being happy... but the more these problems come swarming into our lives, the more difficult it is to let myself let go. Not that I want to hold on the these grudges, but I can't help but feel really really dejected these things keep happening...
you ask me how long I want this to goes on... what can you do to help me... I got no answer for you... because the moment I let this goes, another problem would probably arise the very next week... or even the next few days...I hate to have this feelings every now and then... shouldn't happiness be the only thing that should happens or matters in a relationship? I felt it before... but probably like you said,
"2 different worlds nearing each others and destorying each other via each other's gravity."We are destroying each other right now...
