underneath the stars
I'm waiting for you to appear.
I will always hold on to the 5 words most important in my life...
I Am What I Am
去爱吧，就像不曾受过伤一样
Go ahead and love, like you have never been hurt
跳舞吧，像没有人会欣赏一样
Go ahead and dance, like nobody will appreciate
唱歌吧，像没有人会聆听一样
Go ahead and sing, like nobody will listen
干活吧，像是不需要金钱一样
Go ahead and work, like you don't need the money
生活吧，就像今天是末日一样
Go ahead and live, like there is no tomorrow...
Saturday, November 08, 2008
Forbidden Love
10:12 PM
I guess when everything sweet and nice are over, the reality sinks in... We dive into what we had now without thinking of the possible danger and obstacles we will be facing... or at least I didn't thought about it. It is not as easy as everyone else. It is not the same with everybody else. It will be different from all the others... and because of this, we are forbidden to do what we want. We can't celebrate what we have openly. We can't tell our parents of our happiness. We can't share our joy with everybody. Because there are bound to be haters... and at where we are now, the situation is not to our privilege. We have something sacred yet fragile... something which can be broken so easily. I am not confident as to how far we can go... because I wanted so much more. I hate to pretend. I detest vulnerability. I loath myself. YET, I am a pretender... I am vulnerable... I am still me...Call me mature.. or say I have low self-esteem... Either way, I don't have confidence... I want to be strong and uphold what we have. But please tell me what to do... I need the strength to carry on something so hard and opposed. I have and feel ur love... so i guess it is just me that need to change. I need time to get use to this...and maybe I will be the best actor then...I am sorry for being like this...
