I am tired...
so tired that I can't think,
can't breathe,
can't sleep...
I felt loneliness this few days...
so lonely that my shadow starts talking to me,
my soul abandons me,
my body bleeds...
I thought things have changed...
so different that I don't recognize anything,
your kind messages without the warmth before,
my heartless slience with the scary coldness...
I brought this upon to myself...
so irritated that I thought I should die,
then none of these will happen,
then you will be happier...
the time when i couldn't reach you through the phone was the time i lost myself... i couldn't find something which i can hold on to... i am hopeless without you...