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Tuesday, September 30, 2008

Love of Siam

1:58 PM

Love of Siam

Watch this movie yesterday. Love of Siam. It is a Thai movie... and what a nice movie it is. It is a teen romance story. Easy going and the flow is really nice. The movie is 2hr50mins long. ==" Although it is that long, I didn't get bored along the way or lost in the story. It is quite sad at some point of time... Don't really wanna talk much about the story here... but you can find out more about it through the internet or if you wanna watch it, you know where to find me. LOL! XD

They have some really cute actors and actresses in there..

Monday, September 22, 2008

Money Not Enough 2

5:27 PM

Money Not Enough 2

Oh my god... this show is bloody irritating la. Not saying it is not nice. It is nice. But it made me cry so much... T.T Wah lao... cannot tahan. My tears are like automated tap. It just keep flowing and dripping down. I love to watch this kind of show and cry my heart out. Especially when it has things to do with family... children... mothers... I sure cry like crazy. I cry very very easily la... lol

"Ah hui ah... eat already? Ah hui! Have you eaten? Oh oh... Have you eaten?" =="

When they are young, you pour your heart out to take care of them... you feed them, bathe them, scold them but still love them wholeheartedly... and never did complain. But when they grow up, they forgotten about all the good you ever did for them. They treat you as a burden, someone extra... someone that will give them nothing but troubles.

Whenever you needed them, they won't be there for you. They are always busy... But when they needed you, you still care for them like how you use to... because of love.

Why are you so pitiful? Why do you have such a hard life? Why suffer?

Nobody can explain these questions, because Motherly love, is the greatest love of all... no reason or explanation is needed.

Mummy... I Love You...

Forever...

Saturday, September 20, 2008

200th Post

7:31 PM

200th Post

Serenity to accept things I couldn't change...
Courage to change things I could...
Wisdom to see and know the different between them...

Friday, September 19, 2008

F**KING COCKROACH!!

10:00 PM

F**KING COCKROACH!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! Okay... I didn't scream. REALLY! I just shouted, "FUCK!!", when I saw this nasty bastard flew from god knows where down onto my bed touching my legs!! %&*#%&*@(

I was like GODAMNIT!! Because that thing is HUGE !! It is really really big.. not my exaggeration or anything liddat.. ==" After it drops onto my bed, it stopped moving for a while and I got the time to step down from my bed as fast as I can, throwing away my laptop (I don't mean it literally.. -.-). Then I just grap a plastic bag and started my battle with it.. Lol

It started crawling underneath my bed and so I push away the lower deck of my bed to find it. There it was hanging onto the wooden plank beneath my bed. So I made a stupid move by not looking and trying to catch it with my hand, with the plastic over it of course. OF COURSE I MISS! Then it disappears! I was super determined to catch it because I can't live with the idea of having a cockcroach anywhere near where I sleep... So, I move things around and it FLEW out and hit my cupboard. It then ran out from my room and to my brother's room. I gave chase after it and it ran to my mum's room next. That is where it finally end! I strike with my swift hand and I miss slightly. But I did knock it over! There it was, on its back, looking so helpless (OH PUH-LEASE!). I just grap it with the plastic bag and crushes its pathetic body. And so the battle is won by ME (of course!)!
[is it just me of do you feel that this seems like a very lousy structured story? ==" and it sounds stupid... LOL! XD]

Okay, I miss my feelings in that bulk of story up there... I WAS SHAKING THE WHOLE TIME!! ==" I am not afraid of cockroaches when I am outside of my house. I think it is because I have my shoes on, and if they irritate me to an extend which I couldn't take it, I could easily step on them and there goes their life. But!! I am defendless at home!! I won't want to step it with my bare foot... Neither do I want to leave it roaming around my house!! Moreover, that thing is DIRTY!!

After I caught it in the plastic bag, I was like so sick lah... I couldn't believe myself either. I just keep crushing and squeezing the plastic bag so much that its body may be totally flat! I couldn't control but do that. ==" Anyway, after I threw that thing away, I was still trembling from head to toe. Oh my god...

And guess what my mom said... "That thing seems to be playing with you. It is running here and there and like asking you to come catch me." Then she make so silly voice, "Come catch me! Come catch me!" ==" That's my mom for you...

However much I hate you, little cockrochy... May you recarnate into something more useful and god bless you. Also, god bless me too... ==" sorry for taking away a life... there is no excuse but please have mercy on me. T.T

Babylon A.D.

10:00 PM

Babylon A.D.

Absolute Disappointment.

Well, this show is bad... For me though. I am just commenting in my own opinion and in no way, means to offence anyone.

The plot: Messy, Hectic, Puzzling (call me stupid if you must, but I really don't understory the story)
The actors: Vin Diesel (hunk), Michelle Yeoh (charming lady), Mélanie Thierry (pretty). All the three main lead actor and actresses are good though, no complain about them.
The sounds & effects: Okay... not too bad there. The scene where we see in the trailer where the girl got blast is the one and only best part in the movie. Musics are okay...
The ending: OH MY GOD!! CRAP!! ==" Nothing is explained... and it is really really plain and bland. STUPID.

By all means if you guys want to catch this movie. But I strongly discourage you to...

My Heart Skip a Beat...!

8:38 PM

My Heart Skip a Beat...!

XD Rees is super duper happy today! =X Well, today proof that his worry for the past few days are for nothing. But yet again... this happiness won't last. God... I have to turn everything into something sad...

Just forget it for now then! I will enjoy the present moment!

No Promises, No Deals.

No promises were made, no deals are said.
Just like the wind and the leaf...

When it is time for the leaf to fall and fly,
The wind will just carry it by its side.

When the wind gets tired,
The leaf will be its company.

They don't promise each other anything,
They don't have to speak.

Because when it is time for one to leave,
The other won't have anything to grief.

Rees Sim
19 September 2008
8.55pm

I will remember today...

Thursday, September 18, 2008

Last day of MDC

10:13 PM

Last Day of MDC

Woo hoo! Like the title said, today is the last day of my MDC (Molecular Diagnosis Center) attachment!! Clap Clap!! ^^.v Well, was quite happy about it because it is really really tiring... especially today. Well, something happen yesterday night which led me into depression mode again... so I took one of my pill and went crazy dancing to loud music blasting my ears. Hmmm, shall not describe much about it.

There.. I am really really sleepy today and very very tired... so you can imagine how crazy I was the night before. But I still manange to survive the whole day~ hahaha. Okay, today we had a lot of waiting time during the attachment because we have to wait for the PAGE (Polyacrylamide) Gel to run and wait for the medical technicians to have time to teach us. So, whenever we have free time, we went back to the student to sleep. And I really mean deep sleep!! ==" all of us are just too damn tired...

oh, while we are not sleeping, we did something stupid as well... LOL! this picture below explains it all... HAHAHA!

This is my first try.. I took it myself so the angle was off...

Then, Jessica (Hwee Ing) join in the fun!! LOL!! She took it for me... WAHAHAHAHA!! I really look like i am going to eat Giam lor!! I couldn't stop laughing!

Here you see Giam sleeping... and Jessica (Hwee Ing) and I are trying to poke her! LOL!!! XD

After we had lunch, Ah Ma and Guan Hao came to join us. Actually we are suppose to eat together.. but we are too hungry to wait.. LOL! Then Jessica has this chocolate candy, the mini chocolate thingy. So I tried to catch it after I throw in the air la... nothing better to do mah! Then I got it a few times and failed a few times... but the main point is... got one time when I throw it up, the mini chocolate hit my face and flew off... INTO HWEE ING CLOTHES!! ROFL LMAO!! I couldn't stop laughing again!! XDDDDDDDDDDD

Alright.. Enough of that... LOL! XD Today we found out that I don't have increased risk of getting Senile Dementia 老人痴呆症... LOL! Cuz I don't have the E4 GENE!! ROAR!! JESSICA!! I DON'T HAVE OKAY!! XP

Okay.. now the sad thing.. Rees is feeling really stress up right now. Not over FYP, school work or whatsoever. It is something personal, something that I had to live with. If I don't get it out of my head, it will just keep breeding all over my body. I get sleepless night because of it. It made me act weirdly... I need help... and I will be getting some...

*P.S. for those who are worried about me... thanks for caring... I guess I need you guys more than ever. By the way... I am not having some kind of disease... ==" I just can't get over it myself...

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

Speed Typing

9:46 PM

This is actually quite fun! ==" go ahead and try it..

69 words

Speed test

The Guardian

7:23 PM

The Guardian

I push through the crowd
Without looking back
To leave you behind
Took all that I had
And maybe I'm wrong
I might be sorry

But what kind of fool
Would hope for a change
Then write a new word
On a page that stained
and ruined by a lie
You shouldn't have told me

I'm the guardian
I am the sole protector
On a heart that's been abused

I won't let love do me in again
I can't just run to the light
Of a fire and jump in
Risk a poison kiss just to have
My thirst unquenched again
Let love do me in

I swallow the urge
To call out your name
The need crashes in
I brace for the wave
And pray it will pass
Not take me under

'cause, I'm the guardian
I am the last defence for
My weakened heart
That still wants you

I won't let love do me in again
I can't just run to the light
Of a fire and jump in
Risk a poison kiss just to have
My thirst unquenched again
Let love do me in

I'm the guardian
I am the sole protector
Of a heart that's been abused

I won't let love do me in again
I can't just run to the light
Of a fire and jump in
Risk a poison kiss just to have
My thirst unquenched again
Let love do me in

If only..

6:17 PM

I Don't Know What My Heart Wants...

Guess I am just a little desperate for something to happen after being like this for a long time...

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

Tired

8:17 PM

Tired

omg... Rees is so super tired!! ==" he really wonders why.. He sleeps for ard 7 hrs yesterday night, and today was such a lazy and easy day! He didn't have to do anything strenuous... OMG! -.-" what is happening to him... he slept from 5 till 7 juz now... and after he had his dinner, he is feeling very tired and sleepy again. I think Rees is getting old... HAHAHA~ OLD!!! OH MY GAWD!!

*a tired person is a crappy and crazy person... I am Rees... =="

Monday, September 15, 2008

MDC

9:04 PM

Molecular Diagnostic Center

the title speaks for itself.. lol~ I am now attach to the MDC for this week and only this week. PHEW! Anyway, that place is not that bad. The people there are quite friendly and nice. BUT, it is boring... ==" I know it is contridicting... but it is really boring!! lol~ today morning, I woke up at 6.30.. leave home before 7 cause I didn't ate any breakfast. I reach NUH before 8.. OMG! I am so early lar... suppose to report at 8.30. So there I was, checking my exam result.. and BOOM! I got a first B+ throughout the 3 semester I had been at BLT!! OMG!! LOL!! ==" i know.. a B+ may not be anything to alot of u out there la.. but for me to get a B+ here ah.. Is like so difficult lor..

1. There are too many things to study for exams.
2. I struggle a lot when I am studying for exams.
3. I hate to study things I am not interested in.
4. I am not interested in science anymore.

Lol.. that says it all. HAHA~ however I don't like what I am studying, I still have to get some decent grades right? It wouldn't look good at all to have "Ds & Cs" plastered all over your results slips... so a "B" once in a while is good enough for me. LOL! Rees is easily satisfied! HAHAHA~

Oh yea... and the FYP thingy is going to be a mess right now. ==" feel so guilty towards my partner Christle.. ==" didn't do anything for the past weeks.. SORRY! I will try to fit all the puzzles together somehow! don't worry kies? LOL! Lets make it happens! ^^

Saturday, September 06, 2008

Happy Birthday Rees!!

1:14 AM

I LOVE ALL OF YOU!!

Hey girls!! I would just like to say a very big THANK YOU to each and every one of you that is here to celebrate my birthday with me and make it extra special!! I must say this is one of the happiest birthday I ever had!! Really.. thank you!! Without even a single one of you, my birthday would have been different!! I don't think I can thank you girls enough so I will give my hugs and kisses!! hahaha~ You all should be able to feel how happy and excited I am when you all sang the happy birthday song~ I couldn't stop smiling and laughing!! Every inch of my body is happy...! I would love to spend more of my birthday with all of you and may our friendship sail to the end of the world!! I LOVE ALL OF YOU!! ^^

My deepest gratitude to Ah Ma, Bee Sim, Christle, Hwee Ing, Hui Hui, Lai Yee, Li Fang, Li Jun, Suhua!! You all make a different in my life!!

Wednesday, September 03, 2008

Delta Goodrem

4:56 AM

Delta Goodrem

Omg... my new idol... Lol XD I saw her MV on the MTV channel and I fell immediately with her voice! I thought she sounded a bit like Celion Dion (which is still my idol XD), but she is younger and more lifely~ The song you are hearing now from my blog is called "In This Life" by her. Love it so much only after listening to it once. So I thought I MUST share it here on the blog. She is only 24 this year!! She was born in 1984... in Sydney, Australia. Wow... LoL!

She is beautiful right... ^.^

Here is the lyric for the song...

In This Life

I was nurtured I was sheltered
I was curious and young
I was searching for that something
Trying to find it on the run
Oh and just when I stopped looking
I saw just how far I'd come
In this life
In this life

[Chorus]
You give me love
You give me light
Show me everything that's been happening
I've opened up my eyes
Following
Three steps fight an honest fight
Two hearts that can start a fire
One love is all I need
In this life

I have faltered I have stumbled
I have found my feet again
I've been angry I've been shaken
Found a new place to begin
My persistence to make a difference
Has led me safe into your hands
In this life
In this life

[Chorus]

I was put here for a reason
I was born into this world
And I'm living and I'm believing
I was meant to be your girl
In this life

[Chorus]