Chua Choa Kang Polyclinic (sigh~)Attended a briefing on the polyclinic attachment that we are going to have at the GMIT building today. And this remind me of having to go to CCK polyclinic for my attachment. All the polyclinics near me are taken up by my friends, and left me no choice with CCK... Am really really sad and depress then, because I can't help but keep thinking that why does it have to be me that have to do the traveling and not somebody else. Why do I have to travel so damn super far away when I could have reach Toa Payoh polyclinic in like less than 15minutes. I feel really really lousy lor... But well, I got over it then... AND NOW!! I found out that I have to be at the polyclinic by 7.45AM!! WTF!! How am I suppose to reach there so fucking early!? That means I have to wake up at 5+ and leave house around 6!! Thats SO FUCK UP!! I am so depress right now... FUCK IT!!
now is the time that I really wish to have someone beside me...Tomorrow is the last day of my Phlebotomy training + ward rounds... and this add up to my depression... I love going around the wards with Norah and Fazlina to help patients get their blood taken. Joking around with Norah and Fazlina, talking to patients and getting to see a person... It sucks to think that I won't be able to see that person after tomorrow... and I have to get back to do some really boring jobs. I am really really killing myself... slowly... and quietly...
how I wish you would have notice me... and if only you knew me...I would just like to extend my greatest gratitude to Norah and Fazlina for having me around them and learn from them. It is them that make this phlebotomy training fun and enjoyable. It wouldn't be the same without them... Thanks so much for the care and concern... Understanding and patience... THANK YOU BOTH!!
