WOO HOO!!! I GOT SCOLDED AGAIN FOR NOTHING!!! HOW GREAT IS THAT!!?? BLOODY FUCK UP!!! WOOOOOOOO~
this is so damn fuck up lar... i wonder time to time... why do i have to go through all this... why do i deserve all this fuck... do i have a cheap life? or the ppl in there is playing a fool with me... whatever that i have become... is not wad i chose to be... i did think before... if i am not this person that i am... will i be happier? will my life be simpler? i dont know the fucking answer... i am too tired to think abt these fuck up things alrdy... i am tired of crying in the night... i am tired of being the one not noticed at all... i am tired of everything around me... and i am actually tired of living... how sick is that?