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Monday, September 24, 2007

xi jie shao nian

4:47 PM

have been watching back xi jie shao nian... then suddenly feel so inclined to this song... sha gua qing ren... haha... dunno why also... decided to put it here then... kind of bored by this blogskin as well... maybe shld change again... -.-

Friday, September 21, 2007

i am not dead

9:34 PM

when i dont talk... it doesnt mean i dont care...
when i dont rebut... it doesnt mean i dont mind...
when i dont look... it doesnt mean i didnt hear...

and i do care, i do mind... and i will listen to everything...
even if someone jus pass a casual remark...
i will take it to heart and remember it forever...

one shld realise how an action will result in a serious consequences...
one shld then bare the responsibility for it...
wadever things a person do... and did...
i remember them well...
and it does matter now...

because i DO know wads happening around me...
cuz i am not stupid...
cuz i am not DEAD...

Tuesday, September 18, 2007

4:40 PM

wahahaha... wilber pan new album ish out~ WOO HOO!! dunno is it out in singapore... but it is in taiwan... lol... everybody~ listen to his new song here... WAHAHAHAHA~ -.-

shuai rite? lol... read from news that he lost 13kg in this album eh!!! wahahahaha... wilber ish even more shuai than ever liao le~ woo hooooooo~ lol...

Tuesday, September 11, 2007

一升的眼淚

7:11 PM

well... today the power is cut off from our house.. cuz they are doing some renovation work... until i wake up at 2... the power is alrdy back... lol... so it doesnt affect me at all... wahahahaha... then watch <<一升的眼淚>> with mummy again... finish the show from episode 8 - 11 at one shot... wah lao... i cry like dunno wad lar... the in front episode i didnt cry as much lor... but ya... like hui xian they all say... at episode 6... when her sister scold her brother that time... its realli touching as well... then today watch finish the episodes... so damn super sad... T.T cry until like dunno wad lor... cry until my eyes pain... sniff... the show is realli realli nice... everyone shld watch sia... waaaaaaaaaa... dunno if i watch it the second time still will cry anot sia... hahaha... muz try it sometime later this holidays...

AND YA!!! i wanna learn japanese... realli realli wanna learn japanese... anybody can accompany go learn? in school nia mah... pls... reply to me... waaaaaaaaaaa... i wan somebody to acc me go learn nah... T.T

kies... go have dinner liao...
~1 litres of tears~

ratatouille

6:59 PM

then on monday... wake up at 9+ lor... previous nite only slp for 5hrs... zzzz... so damn tired... cuz papa and mama dig mii up... ask me whether i wanna go watch movie 881... papa go do blood testing so didnt work on monday... i was like since got movie watch... why not? lol... so i go with them and my aunt and ah ma and my ah ma frens... then when going there... my aunt ask me if i wanna watch ratatouille instead of 881... cuz she dun realli wanna watch 881 as well... lol... i then go watch ratatouille with her... wahahahaha... didnt realli know wad the show is abt... but i know it is definitely better than 881... lol...

the show is realli nice... got nice meaning behind it... anyone can do anything... if you have the interest and the heart to do it... wahahahaha... the graphic ish realli realli nice... and they look so real... the show is also realli funny lar...

oh ya... and i have alot of upcoming movie that i wanna watch...

Enchanted... a new disney movie... where the princess in the cartoon came to a scary new place... our world.... HAHAHA!! her prince then follow her here as well as a chipmunk and the scary old witch...

The Nanny Diaries... a comedy... where this new nanny on the block is a university grad i think... hahaha... she is suppose to take care of some kid... i dun realli know the story... but seeing the preview... it look funny and nice...

The Invasion... the preview for this show is everywhere on tv alrdy... featuring... Nicole Kidman!! wahahaha... she is the best actress sia... from alien... until now... this show is abt some alien invasion i guess... haha... its turning everyone in the city into some zombie... cool...

wahahaha... thats abt it... if u guys wanna watch any of it... ask me out to watch kies... ^^

new phone

6:42 PM

wahhhh... i got so many things to blog abt sia... kies... first thing first... back on saturday... went to suntec with papa and mummy... we go see the price range of the phone that i wanted to buy... tour around and round... then papa say okay lor... buy for me the phone i wanted back at bishan tmr on sunday... then we went to the food fair... go ard looking at those food... and buy something to eat as well... oh ya... while looking for the phone... mummy bought the show... 1 litre of tears... <<一升的眼淚>>... then we went to marina square to have our dinner... i am feeling quite terrible as i have flu le... started right after my birthday nite... lol... went to watch hairspray with aunt and cousin that nite... then i think the cinema too cold le... became sick the next day... then until now still having flu... so poor thing... lol... sniff sniff... at that nite... watch the first few episodes of <<一升的眼淚>>... really really nice... VERY TOUCHING... i didnt cry YET... lol

then on sunday... wake up at 2... then watch <<一升的眼淚>> again... for 1 episode only... cuz papa then bring me to J8 to buy the phone... at first i wanna buy nokia 6288 de... its 398 without the contract... i ask the sales assistant abt the ringing tone and function all that... then she like dun really wanna recommand me to take that phone... instead... she ask me to take a look at nokia 5300... which is very similar to 6288 except it dun have 3G function... and the sound system in 5300 ish very good... much better than 6288... but i dont realli like the design of 5300... like quite girly... then she say got black colour one... but i ish dun realli like the white background of it... then she say is limited edition de... and it caught my eye... the whole thing is black... lol... its cuz of the transformer movie... they come out with this limited edition... she then take out the phone and let me see... its not like a nokia 5300 phone lor... haha... it look so cool sia... and i realli like it sia... so i ask dad to buy it for me le... AND YES!!! i finally got a new phone!!! WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!! realli realli cool... wahahahaha... but i still lost alot of contact from the lost phone... haiz... but this phone is much better than my old samsung one... weeeeeee!!

Thursday, September 06, 2007

hairspray

3:54 PM

finally watch Hairspray ytd night... AND IT WAS FANTASTIC!!! lol... realli... once the show started... i couldnt stop laughing alrdy... and my cousin too... she more crazy than me lor... lol... we keep laughing and laughing non-stop de... wahahahaha... super fun show lor... definitely must add to my collection of movie... MUST!!! lol... anyway... this post is juz to tell you all how nice the show is... wahahahahahahaha...

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colour quiz

3:41 PM

took a colour test just now... decided to put in the result...

--Result--

My Existing Situation
Under considerable stress due to the demands of the existing situation. Trying to extricate himself from the things which restrict him or tie him down.

My Stress Sources
Has an unsatisfied need to ally himself with others whose standards are as high as his own, and to stand out from the rank and file. This subjects him to considerable stress, but he sticks to his attitudes despite lack of appreciation. Finds the situation uncomfortable and would like to break away from it, but refuses to compromise with his opinions. Unable to resolve the situation because he continually postpones making the necessary decision as he doubts his ability to withstand the opposition which would result. Needs the esteem of others, compliance with his wishes, and respect for his opinions before he can feel at ease and secure.

My Restrained Characteristics
Feels that he is burdened with more than his fair share of problems. However, he sticks to his goals and tries to overcome his difficulties by being flexible and accommodating.
Becomes distressed when his needs or desires are misunderstood and feels that he has no one to turn to or rely on. Egocentric and therefore quick to take offense.

My Desired Objective
Desires a tranquil, peaceful state of harmony offering quiet contentment and a sense of belonging.

My Actual Problem
Wants to be valued and respected, and seeks this from a close and peaceful association of mutual esteem.

My Actual Problem #2
Tensions and stresses induced by trying to cope with conditions which are really beyond his capabilities or reserves of strength have led to considerable anxiety, and a sense of personal (but admitted) inadequacy. He seeks to escape into a more peaceful and problem-free situation, in which he will no longer have to assert himself or contend with so much pressure.

--Ended--

omg... this is freaking me out... it is realli realli damn true... hmmm... if anyone were to read this... then they shld know wad i realli feel inside le bah... hahaha... well... i realli feel insecure in wad i am doing... and i realli nid assurance from ppl ard me... and you can call me lazy if you want... but i realli wan a problem free life... like i cld like the way i wanted to... but cmon... this is singapore... do you realli think i cld live such a life... NO WAY MAN!!

anyway... you all can take the test at http://www.colorquiz.com/
enjoy the truth of the result...

Wednesday, September 05, 2007

MY BIRTHDAY

5:48 PM

went out to Central ytd nite with suhua, lifang, lai yee, huixian, lijun, giam and bee sim... wahahaha... wo shi xin fu de lor... lol... 7 girls celebrate my birthday for me... HAHAHAHA!!

we are suppose to meet at Central at 8 de... but i reach at 7.30... so i wait for them at the bus stop... then suhua call me at 7.45 liddat... say she also waiting but ish at the riverside... so i went over... then everybody started to reach except for lijun, giam and bee... then found out oni lijun will be joining us for dinner... so we go the Mahattan Fish Market restaurant to have our dinner... we order a giant seafood platter and a giant fried platter to share... at first i thot wont be enough eh... but in the end ah... everybody eat until so full lar... lol... then i drink this tropical breeze drink ah... ish a mocktail... but like got alcohol liddat leh... i feel like i have drank some alcohol lor... hahaha... we eat till 10+ bah... i not sure cuz i didnt look at the time... while eating... we keep talking and talking and talking... then laughing and laughing and laughing... lol... and we decided that nxt time if we wanna go celebrate ppl bday... or wanna have a group dinner together... we will go hawker... eat zhu cao... lol... cuz we all very unglam... hahahaha... i eat until very loudly... some ppl stuff lemon into her mouth... some use the untensil until very loud... then we all talk and laugh very loudly... HAHAHAHAHA!! but it is all very fun lar... hahaha... and realli realli thanks to lijun, lifang, laiyee, huixian and suhua for treating me to the dinner... realli realli appreciate it... THANKS!!!

this is wad i mean by stuffing lemon in the mouth... HAHAHAHAHA!!

and serene became so holy there... XD (becuz of the light lar... dont think too much...)

after leaving the restaurant, we went down to the riverside... talk a while... then my dougnut cake came along... lifang and lijun went somewhere to put the candle in between the dougnut then bring back to us... hahahaha... thanks lijun and lifang oh... know you all got burn your hand while lighting the candles for mii... thanks so much!!

heres the grp photo... wahahaha... i so happy lor... lol... realli... and so fortunate... hahahaha...

heres my dougnut cake... wahahaha... realli nice to eat oh... and it ish my first time eating eh... hahaha...

heres me and my cake... hee... and that hand out of no where belong to ah giam... LOL!!

me and bee and giam and laiyee... wahahahahaha... so fun together...

and lastly... this is pong pa and me... hahaha...

and thats all... ^^

TO Suhua, Li Fang, Serene, Hui Xian, Li Jun, Giam & Bee Sim...

A BIG BIG THANK YOU TO ALL OF YOU OH!!! haha... realli enjoyed the night and appreciate your company... will keep saying thank you cuz i dun realli get to celebrate my birthday outside de... realli realli thank you... ^^ I LURVE YOU GALS!! JIE MEI~ XD

ramalama

4:51 PM

wahahaha... change a new skin again... lol... this time, it is much more darker than before... lol... kind of ghostly... bloody... wahahaha... so proud of myself... XD anyway...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY REES!!

wad... nv see ppl wish themselves birthday de meh? lol... today my bday mah... wahahaha... and so happy ytd... post abt it later... camera still charging... later post some pictures... tonight will be going to watch hairspray... know la... a little late la... but then nvm mah... still can watch de... lol... sure will enjoy it... hahahaha... lurve their song so much lar...

oh ya... i will make this skin is after i watch on youtube "So You Think You Can Dance" season 2 de contestant perform this song... (my background song will interfere with this video... press esc to stop my background song from playing then watch this video kies?)

must watch kies? they are superb man!! realli like this choreography...

kies... post abt ytd later...