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Saturday, January 27, 2007

Bugis

1:48 AM

wahahahaha... today(26th Jan 2007) soooo fun... lol... morning slp till 11 then wake up... then go buy breakfast for mummy and myself... the noodles ar... oni $2 lor... and i always add noodles... and they dun charge extra de... so nice... lol... then went to sch for LAST CATS lesson... lol... LAST OH!! lol... reach there ard 12.55... then wait for others to come... was until 1.10 then serene come... followed by joeL and lifang and eileen... eileen's face ish super black... so scary lor... realli... then we are suppose to build a tower... using straws and satay sticks... but i didnt know anything abt it... so i nv bring anything... then other grps donate straws for us... but we have lesser... then the straws also not very good de... we slowly build lor... then tape and tape and tape... lol... the tower ish ugly lar... hahahaha... but we not the lowest lor... lol.. but very unstable de... will slant here and there de... hahahaha... then we leave class at 2.20... go downstair meet suhua... then talk and do things awhile... then leave to eat le...

they take this photo before leaving... lol... we go eat dian xin... near al ameen there... the things are nice... but a bit ex... but okie lar... lol... then when we want go take bus ah... our bus ish here alrdy lor... and we have to cross over a fence to reach the bus stop... so was asking the uncle to wait... and eileen and lifang are abt to climb over the fence le... but ah... oni eileen climb... lol... the other 3 of us ran one rd... lol... so damn funni lar... hahahaha... all along ah... was luffing like shit lor... lol... keep luffing and luffing de... nv stop... hahahahaha... then went to standard charted bank... lifang wan deposit money... but close alrdy... then we take bus to bugis... while waitng for bus... eileen hlp suhua make hair... and this is suhua face...

lol... so happi rite? LOL!! then we take till bugis... on bus we talk and luff and talk... lol... reach bugis... then keep on walking and shopping liao... so many things to see lor... so many things to buy... but cannot buy sia... no money... lol... i wan so many things lar... wallet... bag... shoes... jacket... clothes... siao de... hahahaha... whr to find so much money... lol... then we walk and walk and walk... then i saw QUINCY DE CROSS!!! OMG!!! SO NICE LAR!!! hahahaha... i wanna buy de lor... $12... but then was thinking... shld i buy? shld i buy?? in the end nv buy... lol... dun bare to spend my money leh... lol... if mummy give de money then i will buy... HAHAHAHA!! maybe nxt time bah.. and if nxt time go back no more ah... then good lor... lol... hlp mi decide if i shld buy anot... hahaha... then we go hail a cab back to sch cuz suhua and lifang have an interview... so late hor? 8.30 eh... -.- and ah... we are like siao de when we go hail the cab... lol... flagging our hands like dunno wad... cuz very hard to get a cab there... then we juz get to the cab when its red like... lol... in the middle or the road lor... HAHAHAHA... funni lor... lol... then went back to sch... they go interview... then aft that lifang's boyfriend come with us to have dinner at king albert park de mac... met denyse and EN LING they all there... lol... have dinner then talk alot at the mac... went back at ard 11... then suhua like sot one lor... lol... singing at the bus stop... lol... and we took some pictures also...

i look so stupid inside... lol... then we take 184... and i get off at clementi mrt there and take 105 home... have so much fun today... go shopping... hahahaha... luff like shit... lol... everybody ish sooooo funni... lol... hope we still have chance to get together like today lor... cuz dunno wad will it be like when i get into BLT le... hmmmm... i will definitely miss all this de lor... cuz no more student's life at NP liao le... will be working like adult le lor... hmmmmm... but since i chose this road alrdy... my as well enjoy it le... dun wanna think too much liao... we WILL have the chance to get together every now and then de... ^^ my heart be with euu all can liao le... LOL!!! kay le... sign off here... got a new song for my blog again... lol.. keep changing song... hahaha...

Wednesday, January 24, 2007

10:50 PM

Subject: Your application for BLT is successful

Congratulations and welcome to the BLT course! I hope that the time spent at NUH will be an enriching and fulfilling two years for you.

Your name will be switched to the BLT course soon. Please ensure that you pass your exams this semester, as you would have to stay on in Ngee Ann.

You will not be taking part in the IS Web enrolment exercise, as you will not be doing any IS modules for BLT in year 2. (For year 3, there is one module, which will be taught by LSCT staff, and not IS, so you do not have to web enrol in your third year either).

All the best for your exams,
Dr Lim
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WEEEEE!!! I AM INTO BLT COURSE!!!! HAHAHAHAHA!!! NUH!!! HERE I COME!!! LOL!!! hahahahaha... so happy lor... i saw this email ah... then was like stunned for a while lor... then sudden happiness... lol... happy happy... i got in liao!!!! hahahahaha... this means i wont be going to ngee ann to study liao le... will be always at NUH... only go back to ngee ann once every week... will be very tiring lor... everyday frm 9-5 de... =.= but this is wad i choose... so i cannot complain... hahahaha... i wonder if the holiday will still be the same... i think so bah... hahahaha... and hope so also... hahahaha... hmmmm... alot of 1M06 de ppl also get in... ish like almost everyone i guess... hahahaha... together once again le... lol... hope everything will go smoothly bah... ^^

Saturday, January 20, 2007

NP OPEN HSE

9:19 PM

went to hlp out at NP's LSCT's open hse... hahaha... so much fun sia... but also tired lar... hahaha... hlp out frm morning 11... at first no ppl de... early mah... then slowly got ppl come along... realli fun... bring them ard the labs... then see see look look... hahaha... eat free things... lol... then went to hip hop lesson at 3... last lesson le... instructor Anne bring us to the atrium to watch the NRA dance... i think they dance until very very nice alrdy lor... but Anne say they dance like shit... >.< then we go back to the studio and started practising le... we finish learning the whole song... then prepare to dance... ish soooooo fun lor... lol... we change into matching colour... then started to dance for Anne to see... she ish recording down all the grps dances... so fun so fun... my grp which consist of Denyse, Li Fang, Joel and mii... and Qi Ling, Abilgail and Wei Qi which are frm business studies... won the mini competition... lol... so happy so happy... hahahahaha... oh ya... we also got bring unwanted clothes... and they are torn up by Anne and steph(mian bao)... then we wear them over our clothes... lol... so cool okay? lol... we dance till 6+... then we ask Anne if we can join NRA anot... cuz we wanna continue dancing... then she say we are frm her S&W de... so shld be no problem if we join back... but cuz she scare she will over work... and also she not going to teach alrdy... cuz she wanna get married also... so happy for her... ^^ but she also say if she say wan to let us into NRA... nobody else can say no... wahahahaha... so happy... so she say she gonna let us know by 1 week... SO QI DAI LOR!!!! I WANNA GET INTO NRA!!! I WAN!!! liddat then i will have a CCA... and something i LURVE SO DAMN MUCH!!! lol... I WANNA GET INTO NRA!!! PRAY!!! hahahaha... anyway... heres a photo of Anne and the LSCT's Hip Hoppers... wahahahaha... Anne is the one at bottom left... so pretty hor!! ^^

HAVE SO MUCH FUN IN HIP HOP S&W!!! THANKS EVERYONE FOR MAKING IT SO FUN!!!

then we go back to LSCT with our torn clothes... lol... so cool lar... lol... we walk back there... then screaming and shouting like nobody business... hahahaha... at the foyer there got ppl singing... then we all become so high lor... hahahaha... screaming and shouting and cheering... lol... then we take damn lots of photo... lol... realli fun... aft everything have ended... we went to orchard... then ah... on bus... eileen very high... aiya... she all the way very high... lol... keep on woah o woah o woah... lol... everytime see mirror oni will start dancing... hahahaha... ish so fun with them lar... hahaha... then went home at 10+ and have dinner then... =P

realli hope i can always be a part of euu all... hmmmm... hope to always have fun with euu all... ^^ and hope i can get into NRA!!! EVERYBODY ELSE ALSO!!!

Serene, Eileen, Li Jun, Me

Thursday, January 18, 2007

伤

10:37 PM

好多好多事情发生了... 数不清的伤心事...唉...人生总是又累又烦...有泪有痛...唉...不知道为什么我的命是这样的...该怪谁呢?怪自己吧...有时真的觉得...越活越累...真想死了算了...唉...为什么会体验这么多的伤痛...17年来...有不少开心的事...不过...我总是记得那些悲伤的事...总是觉得自己不够好...自己会被别人讨厌...每当我想到这里时...就会想哭了...唉...爱哭鬼！不知道该怎么办好啊...过一天算一天吧...唉...

爱情电影

10:33 PM

(许)是虚构的电影却看到泪翻滚
如果爱不那么深结局是不是就不会伤人
(熊)在别人的剧本演自己的缘份
如果爱要我牺牲我不怕梦里沉沦或变笨
(许)换成我在爱情的角色里
再孤单再多馀我也不会忘记入戏
(熊)换我在曲折的世界里再空虚再别离
不到落幕不会离去
(合)爱上你天天天天思念你
忘忘忘忘自己再不要谁和我对戏
爱若让人患上记忆
只因此生此景有你
(music)
(许)是虚构的电影却看到泪翻滚
如果爱不那么深结局是不是就不会伤人
(熊)在别人的剧本演自己的缘份
如果爱要我牺牲我不怕梦里沉沦或变笨
(许)换成我在爱情的角色里
再孤单再多馀我也不会忘记入戏
(熊)换我在曲折的世界里再空虚再别离
不到落幕不会离去
(合)爱上你天天天天思念你
忘忘忘忘自己再不要谁和我对戏
爱若让人患上记忆
只因此生此景有你
(许)换成我在爱情的角色里
再孤单再多馀我也不会忘记入戏
(熊)换我在曲折的世界里再空虚再别离
不到落幕不会离去
(合)爱上你天天天天思念你
忘忘忘忘自己再不要谁和我对戏
爱若让人患上记忆
只因此生此景有你
只因此情此时爱你

Sunday, January 14, 2007

Died

9:20 PM

Startin off as strangers...
Becoming friends...
Developing into soul mates...
Ending off with pain...
Whatever that make mii tell euu all that...
Wasnt from the Rees euu use to know...
And i didnt know how much it hurts myself...
When those words came out of my mouth...
I guess euu will hate mii...
I guess it is all over...
But euu make mii realise...
Lurve dont belong to my world...
I am better off alone...
I am better off dead...
As i am not a lurver...
I only create pain...
I know saying sorry wont help...
But thats the least I can do...
I am sorry...
Really sorry...
To make euu suffer...
To torture euu in pain...
I dont know if i ever have to face to see euu again...
Cause I cant even face myself now...
Maybe i regret doing this...
But it is all too late...
I made this choice...
And there is no turning back...
I am sorry...
I would never fall so deeply in lurve again...
Because nobody will be like euu...

The thread of fate is resembled... and it is connected more...

it will always remain true... always...

Thursday, January 11, 2007

ai qing fu xing

10:16 PM

我又换歌了... 爱情复兴... 嗨... 不想说太多吧...

Wednesday, January 10, 2007

9:25 PM

Home

Another summer day
Has come and gone away
In Paris or Rome
But I wanna go home
Mmmmmmmm

May be surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
Just wanna go home
Oh I miss you, you know

And I’ve been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you
Each one a line or two
“I’m fine baby, how are you?”
Well I would send them but I know that it’s just not enough
My words were cold and flat
And you deserve more than that

Another aeroplane
Another sunny place
I’m lucky I know
But I wanna go home
Mmmm, I gotta go home

Let me go home
I’m just too far from where you are
I wanna come home

And I feel just like I’m living someone else’s life
It’s like I just stepped outside
When everything was going right
And I know just why you could not come along with me
This was not your dream
But you always believed in me

Another winter day has come
And gone away

In even Paris and Rome

And I wanna go home
Let me go home

And I’m surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel alone
Let me go home
Oh, I miss you, you know

Let me go home
I’ve had my run
Baby, I’m done
I gotta go home
Let me go home
It'll all be alright
I’ll be home tonight
I’m coming back home

sick... sad... depressed... UNWANTED

8:44 PM

i dunno wad has gotten over me... i guess... nobody knows... today i nv go to sch... because i was sick... i had a terrible headache... the very least i wish to happen ish that my mum wld ask mii how was i feeling... but... that nv happen... wad i get ish angry comments... accusing mii for staying up late juz to play ard... not slping early so as to get this bloody headache and stay away from sch... i felt sooooo wronged... i felt so hopeless... everything that ever happen was never right... everything to her... was me juz trying to fool ard... everything i do... ish wrong to her... she nv tried to understand wad i was doing... she nv wanted to cared wad i was feeling... nv wanted to say things nice to my ears... i slp till 2... wake up and there i was... like all alone at home when she is ard... showing mii a super black face... like i did hell lots of wrong things... i feel so tired... and so much pain up in the head... and yet she oni think i didnt do my homework so dont dare to go sch... she oni think that i am juz escaping frm sch... thats the way she sees mii... i wonder why... why is it that i am ONI liddat to her? am i realli that useless? why is it that she oni see all these things in mii... why cant i be realli sick and tired... i wont fall sick? i wont be tired? why is it liddat... even the heaven is not hlping mii... no doctor today... no mc... i will be mark absent... fine... i dont care anymore... let things go the way everybody else WANTED... dont have to care abt wad i am thinking... wad i am feeling... wad i am doing... cuz they DONT matter... when i tried to study... mum... keep saying negative comments... i dont wanna talk... i dont wanna say another word... and i realli didnt talk for the whole day... not a single word come out frm my mouth the whole day... i think abt hell lots of things... i even thot of dying... how the world will be like without mii... how she will be like when i was gone...

ytd nite... i dunno wad came over mii... bad things came flowing into my minds... i cried... my tears flow uncontrollably... why? why am i feeling all these... why is it liddat... why do i have so many qns? why cant i get any answers? why do i still have to care abt how other ppl feel? why do i have to live for others...

i lie ard whole day... eyes are wet time to time... but nv did tears flow like ytd... i dunno why... i dont feel alive... i feel dead... like a zombie... like i had alrdy lost my mind... i nv eat anything frm ytd till juz now... all i had was a waffle for dinner and a bread in the morning... i am feeling hungry... but i dun wan to eat... i didnt want to eat... my mum keep asking me to buy something to eat and eat panadol... but i simply eat a bread and swallow 2 pills... and went back slping... i didnt dreamt of anything... i juz feel realli realli tired... and i wish i nv had woke up... had dinner... and i came to do some project... i cldnt not do anything... it is my responsible... now that i had finish wad i muz do... i nid to revise my maths... i have a test tmr... i wonder how will i do... i wonder how the day will be like tmr...

why do i feel lonely... why? why do i feel lonely when there are people ard mii... why? why cant i feel enuff? what more do i wan? what is it? why cant mummy think better abt mii... why am i liddat? why do i lurve to cry? why???

i think i am crazy...

Saturday, January 06, 2007

new song

10:12 PM

i gotten a new song for my blog again... now bloggin lesser... let euu ppl enjoy the song bah... a realli nice piece... by Elton John... song title ish The Bridge... so nice... i like it so much sia... here ish the lyric... enjoy...

The Bridge

I've seen the bridge and the bridge is long
And they built it high and they built it strong
Strong enough to hold the weight of time
Long enough to leave some of us behind

chorus:
And every one of us has to face that day
Do you cross the bridge or do you fade away
And every one of us that ever came to play
Has to cross the bridge or fade away

Standing on the bridge looking at the waves
Seen so many jump, never seen one saved
On a distant beach your song can die
On a bitter wind, on a cruel tide

[repeat chorus]

And the bridge it shines
Oh cold hard iron
Saying come and risk it all
Or die trying

[repeat chorus]

bloggin lesser

10:08 PM

hmmm... i will be posting lesser these days le i guess... cuz of the bloody laptop de internet... keep giving mii problem... dunno wads wrong wit it leh... at home use hse de internet will have problem... use sch de wireless also okie leh... dunno why liddat de lor... sian de... nvm... internet i use my desktop de bah... haiz... then now doing my powepoint for monday de mircoorganisms presentation... i presenting on rotavirus... haiz... so many things to say liddat leh... so chim lor... why i go choose this sia... pengz... then dunno still can go out tmr anot lor... now nv finish tmr dunno how... haiz... better go do bah...

Monday, January 01, 2007

RECAP

1:56 AM

hmmm... this post will be interesting bah... going to recap the major things that happen in 2006... i mean for mii... lol... nth to do wit the world... or wadever... lol... >.< if i miss out anything that euu all know of... pls tell mii okie? moi memory not very good liao... lol... muz tell mii hor... i add in... hee...

January
JC first 3 mths...
=.= super sian... lol... but get to know some good ppl... hahahaha... went YJC... a good sch i muz say... with caring tutor... but sry lar... i noti... i quit sch aft one month... LOL...

February
omg... i dunno how to spell february... lol... nvm that... hahahaha... hmmm... i guess i slack the whole mth? i think i went working at my papa place for one wk... then no more le...

March
i dun remember much for this mth eh... >.< terrible... lol... i guess i am still rotting at home bah... cuz it is still holidays...

April
start sch on 20th?? i realli forgot lor... lol... into poly... biomedical sci... real strange... why am i here sia?? lol... i not a sci person lor... more of a dreamer... a designer lor... lol... but nvm... since i am here alrdy... my as well do well in it... JIA REES!!!

May
been into sch for one mth le... hmmm... remember got lots of projects... and stuff... hmmmm... having fun with 1M06... hahaha... 1M06 RAWKS!!!

June
wah lao... i realli cannot remember sia... wad happen seh... =.= i also nv blog in june... haiyo... forget le lar... >.<

July
wad the hell happen in july i also dunno lar... lol... leave it leave it... =P

August
having my 7wks holidays... hahahahaha... went back to gyss for teacher day celebration... hmmm... thats all bah...

September
MOI BIRTHDAY OF CUZ!! lol... got new desktop monitor... but cpu spoil in a few days... damn sian... went kbox celebrate my bday wit yumei, jo and siang long... thanks guys... its fun... then went chalet... 1M06 de... was fun... realli fun... wild wild wet for the first time... damn cold... lol... then went out wit maple de guild fren... lol... now also nv play le... sry ppl... >.< also got go eat steamboat at marina bay wit few sec sch frens...

October
sentosa wit 1M06 de frens... something sad happen... a very emo mth... lol... got lots of previous post in this mth...

November
was quite sick this mth... then give attitude to poly de frens... sry guys... >.< realli sry... ^^ happy to know euu guys care... HUGS!! having lots of fun in CATS class and hip hop lesson... wahahahaha... realli happy mth...

December
have lots of fun with photoshop i guess... then realli sian cuz got exam... then enjoy my holidays... realli happie also... hmmm... hope my family will be okie bah... realli do... hmmm...

i guess thats abt it... will read back all my previous posts sometime... hahaha... will be fun bah... hee... HAPPY NEW YEAR AGAIN PPL!!! lurve euu guys... HUGS!!

2007 1st day

1:38 AM

WOW WOW WOW!!! lol... its 2007 le!!! i survived!!! =.= lol... sot liao... =P firstly... HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE!!! ALL THE BEST IN WADEVER EUU ALL DO KAYS!? ^^ 加油加油再加油!!! hahahaha... then on to saying pai seh to those who got read my blog de... >.< nv update in the last few days... cuz ah... the internet got some bloody problem mah... then ah... affect mii alot lor... i come internet very 糟糕... nid refresh like siao to get to one page... now better liao le bah.... so i come blog... also... ish 2007 de first entry eh... lol... hmmm... let see...

29th Dec 2006... at nite went out wit mummy to eat kfc... lol... so long nv eat liao le... then can eat cuz the baby juz went home... then ah... so damn 巧lor... baby and her parents also go to the kfc we went lor... lol... then met them there again... lol... the world ish soooooo small... =.= ate kfc... then went walk a while... i bought a hair dye... oni $8.80 lor... offer... lol... then bought a new cargo pants... wahahahaha... so happy... HEEEE... then buy some tibits... went home and wait for yumei and siang long to come moi hse to ton overnite... they reach at 11+ and we started off playing audition... siang long brought his lappy... then play worms... then started our movie marathon... SCARY MOVIE!!! lol... watch episode 1 then 3 then 4... we dun hav 2... >.< sadded... lol... but not bad lar... can watch so much... the movie ish damn funni lar... -.- and damn lame de... not logical at all de lor... lol... but super funni liddat... hahahahaha... then in between we went 7-11... siang long bought ice-cream... sasi... chips... lol... we eat until very 爽lor... lol... enjoy life... hahahahaha... then they went off at 6.10... and i clean up and went to slp... =.= tired eh... hahahaha...

then nth much le bah... today went to ah ma hse at 6+ 7 liddat.. then eat kfc and pizza... nice nice... but i feel sick sick de... if not i sure eat more de... lol... then stay a while... and went off le... nth much le... hmmmm... dunno wad else to say le... gonna post more... lol... recap... ^^