hmmm... today ah... nv well again sia... morning wake up at 7 liddat... dunno why will wake up at that time de leh... aiyo... i am losing myself le la... haiyo... going crazy soon... keep waking at odd hours leh... haiz... then go back slp... but at 10+ 11 bah... i wake again lo... haiyo... dunno wads my problem sia... haiz... then i wan go back to slp... but very hard lor... keep waking and waking... dunno wads on my mind sia... i am very tired de lor... juz cannot slp back de... WHY??? someone tell me... haiz... am i going crazy or am i going to die liao... LOL!! haiyo... then in the end at 12 mummy come into my room ask me wake up go eat noodle... she bought for me de... so i juz wake up lor... then go brush teeth and go eat... haiyo... i cannot finish la... no appetite leh... zzz... in the end still like left 1/2 packet... then throw away... then after eating i go find wei cherng de theme hospital de disc... cuz ytd i said sry to him le... and be frens back la... then his disc and umbrella ish with me... so i wan go return him la... but i dunno whr the disc ish... so i find and find... then finally found lor... so i sms him asking whether wan meet me ltr to get back these 2 things... but he say dun wan... cuz umbrella his house got alot alrdy... then the game he also have 2 at home... haiz... dunno la... juz have the feeling tat ish cuz he dun wan to meet me then say dun wan get back these things de... but he say not... haiz... then keep asking me throw away if i dun wan keep... then was like why keep asking me throw away... so not important ah? then he say if not i keep for remembrance lor... was like thinking he realli dun like me liao lor... haiz... guess not his fault to dislike me also la... cuz i realli guo fen to sever all ties wit him the last time... cuz that time realli angry mah... he scold me... but now think back la... he scold me that thing also correct... i use to be so idiotic lor... a bit things onli angry... a bit onli fed up... xiao qi gui... haiz... now his turn to dun like me le... but he say nv dun like me... i dunno la... he knows best... was wanting to meet him to chit chat abit de... cuz realli 1 yr nv talk to him at all lor... haiz... i am realli bad sia... qi dai if he cld meet me to get back his things then can talk to him... but guess he dun wan bah... never mind bah... this ish my bao yin... >.<
cherng... if euu ever see my blog... which i think is impossible la... but... if u ever see this... i juz wanna say SORRY to euu again... realli... sorry... can meet someday to talk mah? then at that time i say sorry to euu personally again... sorry kays? euu take care... good luck for ur o lvls...
