I will always hold on to the 5 words most important in my life...
I Am What I Am
去爱吧，就像不曾受过伤一样
Go ahead and love, like you have never been hurt
跳舞吧，像没有人会欣赏一样
Go ahead and dance, like nobody will appreciate
唱歌吧，像没有人会聆听一样
Go ahead and sing, like nobody will listen
干活吧，像是不需要金钱一样
Go ahead and work, like you don't need the money
生活吧，就像今天是末日一样
Go ahead and live, like there is no tomorrow...
cough cough cough... lol... ahem... lol... my throat a bit not so well... LOL!! later then say why.. hahaha...
firstly... i wanna thank all of euu out there k? thanks for caring... thanks lots... u all make me feel real... and alive... not alone...
Jia Feng... i dunno if u ever will read my blog la... but then... thanks for being ard me this few days... i realli appreciate it... euu are there when i am at the sadest moment... euu talk to me... cheer me up... i wanna say a big thank euu to euu... frm deep inside my heart... ur the sweetest!! hahaha... but i also wanna say sry la.. cuz... i make u sad also... haiz... realli sorri also... pls dun be angry wit me k? i still nid euu ard me de... ^^ i will be happier everyday de.. and this time i promise euu... ^^ hug hug... =p
Yumei... JIE MEI!!! lol... thanks eh... for listening to all my problems... i guess i am quite irritating at times la... lol... but euu still will listen to me... and talk to me... haha... everytime after talking to euu will feel realli good la... realli... cuz finally let everything out le... if euu are nt here ah... i guess i may be in the news le... suicide le... LOL!! realli la... cuz it is realli terrible to hide everything inside mah... ^^ thanks thanks thanks... realli happy to have u as my jie mei.. hahaha... sincerly... ^^
Owner aka Vanessa... woof woof woof... wooof woooooof woof.. woof.. LOL!!! understand mah? lol... i was saying... thanks eh... at least i know u care... hahaha... so happy... my owner so good!! lol... same to euu oh... if u have any problem... and euu feel it is okay to talk to me... go ahead ah... i can lend u a listening ear de... promise... ^^
JoJo... i am okie la... hahaha... juz this few days got more sad things happening la... hahaha... then will be sadder mah... hahaha... then will have stupid thinking lo... hahahaha... thanks for caring... feel so good to know tat u care... ^^
Mayi... thanks for tat advice... ^^ thanks for caring also... i will be fine de... dun worry k? ^^ i will nv disappear de!! ^^
on to today happening!! lol... today ah... in the morning... i receive ur sms... i believe u read my blog by then la... thats why will ask me to go read wad u post... hmmm... was touched la... to see how u wanna retain our friendship... haha... was filling with hope by then... ^^ so touched and happy... haha...
went to buy lunch for mummy and mii... >jia feng... i nv eat magi mee liao =p< then ii at the stall there wait very long lo... cuz queue very long sia... then come this lady... shld be some office lady ba... then she said in a very deh voice... u know deh? LOL!! sound sooooo irritating la... lol... "auntie... wo yao wanton mee gan de yi bao oh... bao de oh... deng yi xia wo zai lai na oh..." pengzz... wah lao.. how can ppl sound so damn deh ah... LOL!! cannot stand de lo... then after a while she come back le... while i am stil there waiting ah... she asked... "auntie... wo de mian hao le ma?" was like.. halo? i was here long ago and mine havent okie... urs whr got so fast... sot de... but auntie nv heard her... so was like dun care her la... i see alrdy wanna luff la... then she stand beside me nia lo... and keep mumbling to herself... realli cannot tahan la... then after a while she tell the auntie... "auntie... ni men de sheng yi hen hao oh?" auntie havent wait for her to finish saying ah... said... "haha... xie xie ni...^^" LOL!!! then she cont.. "wo deng zhe me jiu eh..." but her voice become softer... so auntie like nv hear... LOL!!! so funny la... auntie still say... xie xie ni... HAHAHAHA... i luv that auntie sia... hahahaha... after buying then go back home to eat le lo... then get ready to go find yumei... yue her to go sing kbox...
mit yumei at 2pm... then went to kbox... was at first thinking... i am going to mit euu de... so... i thinking twice abt going kbox... cuz 2hrs nia bo hua mah... so ask yumei la... but she no comment... in the end still go lo... so we went tere to sing frm 2-4... lol... was thinking zhu ding de... students onli 2hrs... hahaha... juz nice lo.. then we went in to sing... sing sing sing... then i started to shout liao le... lol... sing sing sing... until now my voice very sexy liao lo... lol... realli... can ask yumei lo... sexy... LOL!! was all fine and happy... until... euu send me a sms la... telling me cannot go mit me le... hahaha... was luffing... realli... luffing wit disappointment... haha... i became real sad... read sad inside... but outside was okie... cuz i dun wan yumei to be sian also... then spoil the mood... so i sms euu back... and then... continue singing... after the second sms... u nv sms back le... maybe euu are angry wit me of some kind or wad ba... cuz i think i sound realli bad in the sms... sorri... but i am realli disappointed... thenwe shld leave at 4 de... but in the end cont to sing till 5 la... LOL!! and ah... both of us freezing like hell lo... wan to finish the jug of lemon tea... so we keep drinking and freezing... lol... why lemon tea ah... lol... cuz u told me lemon tea ish the most "healthy" choice out of coke... sprite... and all other soft drink... so i started drinking lemon tea... lol... sound realli stupid leh... haha... but i think it has become part of me le bah... =p then after we left kbox... that is the time when i talk like dunno wad le lo... lol... my voice sound sooooo sexy la... lol... then i went to yumei's hse... use her comp... sooooo long nv touch a cpu liao la... i mean the pop up keyboard and not lappy flat flat de... lol... then at there... she change her blogskin... hahahaha... she dunno can preview the blog before republishing to save time... hahahaha... =p yumei... ish u nv ask k? lol... nt i nv tell u oh... ahahahahaha... bleah... LOL!! then i change my blogskin also... lol... now it ish sooooo purple lo... wahahaha... my favourite colour... wahahahaha... ^^ so nice... when u all click ah... lol... got starbusrt de k?? lol... so nice hor?? hahahaha... then when u wan to click my links ah... the colour fade to purple lo... so nice also hor?? LOL!!! i sot liao la... hahahaha... all purple... wahahahaha...
after tat ish 7.20 liddat le... then i leave her hse... and take bus home... the journey ish fast la... and a quiet one... was thinking... why make my own life so miserable? why keep thinking abt the sad sad things leh? haiz... but then... i think i still cannot forget it la... juz be happier a bit can le... hahahaha... a bit... lol... bit by bit bah... ^^ juz now eat dinner alrdy... then watch a very short while de tv... then come blog le... lol... i type this post for 40 mins liao bah... LOL!!! a bit kua zhang leh... but then like realli eh... i start typing at 9 liddat de leh... kua zhang kua zhang... LOL!!! k... now go edit somemore for the skins... then maybe go play games le... ^^
hey... i guess we are still frens afterall bah... dun worry... u can still have me as a fren... i am juz childish enough to say that i wont appear in front of euu anymore... u think i bare to nt see euu meh?? lol... haiz... can see euu... i very happy le... wish euu all the best wit ur new found lurve... wit jealousy... LOL!!