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underneath the stars
I'm waiting for you to appear.

I will always hold on to the 5 words most important in my life...
I Am What I Am


去爱吧，就像不曾受过伤一样
Go ahead and love, like you have never been hurt
跳舞吧，像没有人会欣赏一样
Go ahead and dance, like nobody will appreciate
唱歌吧，像没有人会聆听一样
Go ahead and sing, like nobody will listen
干活吧，像是不需要金钱一样
Go ahead and work, like you don't need the money
生活吧，就像今天是末日一样
Go ahead and live, like there is no tomorrow...

Sunday, October 29, 2006
fatherly lurve
9:25 PM

yawn~ tired tired... lol... i feel lyk... everytime also tired liddat eh... lol... old liao... hahaha... kays... hmm... today afternoon go out wit mummy and papa... to toa payoh... walk ard... then went to ah ma hse... ah... remb smth damn funny... when we at ntuc ah... mummy saw this packet of sugar peanut... then she was saying... ah... can buy this hor... then on bus can eat... first thing i think of ah... ish she say the bus to genting... then my papa damn funny lar... he say... bus journey very long meh? nid to buy peanut and eat on it... was like... ehh? the bus ride very long eh... then mummy say... whr not long... then papa say... 238 onli a few stops onli wad... i luff till peng lar... LOL!! papa blur lar... lol... of cuz mummy ish saying the genting de bus ride lar... who will say the bus ride to ah ma's has... LOL!! funny lor... i keep luffing lar... they so mei you mo qi de... lol... but liddat then funny... hahahaha... then went to ah ma hse... at there eat dinner lor... the dinner not nice de... bleah... hahaha... so i eat a little nia... then stay till 7 liddat then leave le... cuz mummy babysit de baby will come ard 8 de bah... then went home... cuz raining then take umbrella frm ah ma... then ah... the umbrella spoil spoil de... zzz... lol... inside got small hole de... then one stick spoil de liao... zzz... mummy got her own umbrella... so papa share wit me... FIRST TIME EVER!! lol... realli ish first time in my life my papa share an umbrella wit me lor... lol... he take the umbrella... then hold me by my shoulder... FIRST TIME EVER!!! lol... first time we are so close together lor... realli... i not close wit papa de... cuz he very hard to get near to... his words ah... very "suan" de... whatever euu say ah... he sure got things to shoot back to euu de... so ah... talk to him very sian de... then everytime also kanna say by him... so i dun like to talk to him de... thats why not close to him... but ah... know that he care lar... but his mouth lar... that mouth wont say anything nice de... not even his action... but can feel that lurve frm him somehow de lar... like when i sick... he take so many days of leave to acc me go hospital... cuz mummy got babysit baby... cannot bring me there... although we nv talk lar... but he will ask me this and tat lar... juz that his ways of caring ish not the rite way lar... if he could juz be nicer wit his words... he ish realli good lar... that time when i let him see my poly result... he pat me on my back... praise me say i did not bad... and ask me to keep it up... was realli shock lar... lol... cuz he praise me lor... in pri or sec sch ah... he nv say these things to me de lor... maybe he ish changing bit by bit le bah... haha... when he hold be close under the umbrella ah... in the rain... felt his fatherly lurve... haha... so happy lor... although will feel weird lar... but... realli happy... haha...

when reach home... watch awhile da chang jin... lol... then go bathe... then eat biscuit... lol... cuz hungry lar... now ah... i eating more le eh... but ah... still cannot get fat... cuz i eat more... go toilet more nia... lol... nothing get absorb... HAHAHA... -.-" after that come use comp le... blog blog... maybe go slp soon le... tired lar... tmr have to wake at 6.15... zzz... end here bah... some msg below...

Gavin~ nice to miit euu wor... haha... feel happy talking to euu... ^^ realli oh... haha... can feel tat euu are realli nice bah... juz tat euu may be a be shy? lol... dunno... hahaha... muz mit euu someday wor... maybe go catch a movie or something... haha... see euu ard~ ^^

YONG EN!! hahaha... euu are cute lar... dun think euu look like auntie lar... ur onli 14... and gals change a lot de mah... da ban da ban... then realli pretty liao le... hahaha... nice to miit euu too!! ur a good person also... hahaha... muz go out someday also... hahaha... sure will have fun de... ^^ see euu ard ah~ ^^


new song
2:22 PM

YAWN~ so sian... lol... nobody jio me out... so sad... =p lol... now nothing to do sia... so sian... but nothing to do also ish xing fu one... lol... i dun wan got many things to do then become so busy... lol... bleah... lazy... lol... yea... i change song again... hahahaha... this one so damn nice... finding this song for sometime le... but cannot find leh... so juz put as blog song only... if euu all have this song muz send me ah... ^^ lurve this song so much lor... so sad... and so nice lar... hahaha... enjoy bah~


Saturday, October 28, 2006
blogger beta
6:24 PM

hmm hmm... have now switch to blogger beta... and... wow... i shld have done this long ago sia... now ah... it is so much faster lar... then like not so many probs le... and ya... i have change my blogskin again... this time rd... i did it myself de... wahahahaha... so proud of myself... lol... nxt time do nicer de bah... but i dun have photoshop... cannot do real nice de... cuz photoshop got a lot of nice feature... like the brush is one of them... so many diff type of brushes lor... so many pattern... haiz... but no money to buy photoshop lar... so damn ex lar... $1000+ for this software lor... sot de... haiz... nvm... i keep it simple then... lol...


back
3:30 PM

rees ish back... yea... emo over le... come back blog le...

today... hmm... stupid ah... wake up at 9.40 by a call frm Shuan... asking whr am i... i say i at home lar.. then he ask me... am i going over? was like... OH MY GOD!!!! SCHOOL!!!! i actually forgot that today got lesson frm 10-12... AHHHH!!! was like okay okay i go over now... then i jump up frm bed... brush teeth... then ran back to rm and pack my bag... then quickly change my clothes and dash out of the house... then i ran over the bridge and take a cab to sch... cost me $8.20 lar... so heart pain lor... then once i alight frm cab... i ran all the way to LT76... my leg become soooooooo weak lar... so pain also... then when reach the LT... was 10.03... damn lucky lar... lecutre havent start... then i sat down and stone... lol... was panting like hell lor... then cannot concentrate... but after a while okie le... manage to listen...

lecture end at 11.45 liddat... then go eat with guan hao... then i think and think lar... not worth it sia... $8.20 to rush to sch... then lesson ish 1hr 45mins nia... soooo... wad lor... zzz... nvm lar... over le... aft eating... went back home le... juz now playing audition... then now juz come back frm bathing... and blog le... so tired lar... whole body aching... ytd have 1st hip hop lesson... soooooo damn fun... but tiring lar... then aft that still go doby wit sl to play arcade... then ddr and para... wah lao... lol... can die lor... hahahaha... today morning juz ran dunno how long... zzz... now ah... like zombie liao... but nvm... no nid me to run anymore... i relax in front of my lappy... maybe try create a blogskin... cuz i install my photoimpression le... wahahaha... blog again bah...


Sunday, October 22, 2006
emo
12:13 AM

haiz... getting emo again le... why why why... haiz... these few nites have always been so emo... so sad lor... haiz haiz haiz... sometime i juz wonder lar... why am i doing this to myself... everything will be fine and even happier if euu choose not to know anything abt it... and dont ask... dont care... then ur life will be much happier... haiz... but i am such a loser lar... dun wan to know abt anything that is happening... but i am still so curious to know wad ish happening... wad the hell lar... stupid brain... making mii feel so terrible... AHHH!! haiz... i felt so unwanted... i felt so left out... i felt so stupid... i felt... loneliness... that is... i know there will be ppl ard mii still... like my jie mei... but she cant possibly be ard me all the time... she has got a bf de... she has got her own problem de... haiz... i wonder why do i ever felt this way... the fact that there is ppl ard me... and i still dun think it is enough... am i so greedy? or is it pure evil jealousy... why am i not good enough? why does it seems so easy for some ppl to click with each other... while i nid to take a bloody hell lots of times to make things go my way... sometimes things still dun go my way after that much of work i put in... perhap i am juz giving myself excuses... to make the reader feel sorry for me... yea... maybe i am liddat... wanting ppl to notice me... wanting ppl to pity me... maybe it is not even mayeb... i am liddat... haiz... but that dun work... becuz i dun deserve to be noticed... cuz i am not good enough... cuz i am not fun enough... cuz i am not tat kind of person... ppl wld wanna hang ard me... cuz i am stupid... cuz i am lousy... cuz i am useless.. cuz i am weird... cuz i am not someone else... cuz i am rees... the rees that ppl wont wanna hang out wit... the rees that ppl will nv appreciate... the rees that onli deserve to be kick aside... the rees that belongs to the shadow... the rees tat shld nv ever appear... the rees that nobody likes... this is my fate... the fate that chain mi... the fate that i can nv escape frm... the fate that make me invisible...


Saturday, October 21, 2006
small gathering + vivo city
10:51 PM

hmmm... today went out quite long bah... haha... morning go downstair eat guek chap with aunt and ah ma... then i come back home change the bed sheet and hlp mummy mop floor a while before going to bathe and go out to the luncheon chern hui organise... haha... fren tell me luncheon ish eat luncheon meat... then nid to have bread or rice... if not very salty... lol... lame... hahaha... anyway... went to toa payoh to take mrt to orchard to mit them mah... then ah... at tp de mrt ah... haiz... the train wont come lar... wah lao... at tp wait for 10+ mins before it come lor... the screen keep saying... 2mins... lol... the 2mins damn long lor... hahaha... in the end found out frm joshua... he say the train stuck at braddell... then mit shuan there... and we 3 went to the book shop upstair first... cuz the others will be later... then read some book lor... and chat ard with joshua... read some humor book... haha... smth abt simon cowell de... then some things tat euu can say to cheat kids... "put a chicken nugget inside a shoe box and give it water and some grains... a few days later... it will grow into a chicken..." lol... lame lor... hahaha... then a while ltr... clive came... then follow by wen xi and chern hui... and tats all le... the mini gathering realli mini... lol... hahaha... we walk to lido there to eat... i ate 3 subway cookies... so nice lor... lol... love them... hahaha... then went to lucky plaza de arcade... but then... so stupid dere... so old lor... i dun wan play there... like got a lot of bengs liddat... lol... then went to cineleisure de arcade... haha... i para again~ wahahaha... i fail mikado there lor... bleahz... lol... machine lousy... haha... but this time rd i pass made of fire leh... lol... haiz... dunno sia... hahahaha... and i ddr also... the machine not nice de... play xi guan doby de ah... not use to other machine liddat... haiz... talking abt doby arcade... so long nv go wit sl le... he dun wan go there play wit me le... so sad... T.T hahaha... then after playing... ish ard 4.50 bah... then call mummy and found out they going to vivo city le... so i go take train to harbour front then mit them there...

and yea... i go vivo city eat dinner wit ah ma, aunt, uncle, auntie, 3 cousins, papa and mummi... lol... went to food republic to eat... WAH LAO!!! I DUN WAN GO THERE EVER AGAIN LE!!! so angry lor... firstly... too many ppl... hard to find place... but this still okay... then buy food... the food damn expensive lar... wah lao... $4.50 for a bowl of fishball noodle lor... pek chek... the noodle not realli nice also lor... sian de... the most angry thing is still not this... but then... MY TOMATO + STARFRUIT JUICE COST ME $3.60!!!! BLOODY HELL LAR!!! HEART PAIN SIA!!!! SAD LOR!!!! AND SO SMALL CUP SOMEMORE!!! haiz... i dun ever wanna go there another time... NO MORE!!! $^&*%%^#

then we go out alrdy... went to the BIG BIG BIG BIG open area there to walk walk... ish realli BIG lor... lol... got this super huge water area... then a lot of kids inside playing... very shallow onli de... haha... see them like so fun lor... haha... then went to see sentosa frm there... shld be nice de lor... but then the haze... haiz... saded... and i found E-ZONE at vivo city eh... lol... ish also at the big big area there de... but enclose lar... of cuz... but i nv went in... haha... wit family... they dun like arcade de... SHUAN TAN!! got arcade lar... hahaha...

then we went to giant... before tat.. i go markplace to buy a packet of orange juice... those tat suppose to pour out drink de... like HL milk liddat de... but i juz drink directly frm it... lol... soooooo damn thirsty lar... this thing onli $2.45 lar... and i cannot finish drinking... that bloody juice cost me $3.60 and ish damn little... wah lao... pek chek... now think alrdy still fumming mad... lol... but dun care le... juz dun go nxt time can liao... HUMPH!! lol... then at giant... we bought alot of heavy things... lol... F&N drinks ah... onli 99cents lor... so cheap lor... 60cent cheaper eh... lol... bought 2 bottles... aft shopping... mummi go buy Cai Chun Jia Joi de cd... haha... so nice the songs... my blog song ish frm there de... SO NICE HOR!!! MUZ SAY NICE!!! LOL!!! realli lyk it sia... deng yi ge qing tian... ah... so nice... hahahaha...

aft leaving the place... we went tp lor 8 to eat again... haha... this time ish 8.30pm... then i ate abit of carrot cake... and quite alot of hokkien mee.. lol... damn full lor... hahaha... if i wanna eat ah... can eat de lor... but wont get fat de leh... haiz... haha... aft there we went home le... and now i havent bathe... haha... keep listening to Joi de songs... so nice so nice... lol... kays... gonna bathe le... then maybe go slp le... tired... bro still havent come home... got duty still... tmr then come back... hmmm... poor thing...


Friday, October 20, 2006
HIP HOP
9:49 PM

wahahaha... today wake up at 10.30... lol... so shuang... but then still slpy... wahahaha... zzz... hahaha... today is IS de... interdisciplinary studies... lol... spelling like wrong leh... haha... nvm... erm.. got 2 modules... CATS and S & W... creative and applied thinking skills... and sports and wellnes... CATS ish okay bah... the facilitator ish not bad... she ish not the strict strict type... but can be serious bah... haha... but shld be quite good de.. haha... then for S&W... today first lesson... so we are suppose to choose the sports we like... at first i wanna join badminton... then hear ppl say it will have lots of ppl... hard to compete for places... then i heard there is yoga also... so ii wanna join that... in the end... when we get there... found that there is no yoga... sad lor... kash and i promise to stay together no matter wad sports... so... okay lor... then in the end we decide le... HIP HOP!! lol... shuang lar... hahahaha... very funny also... lol... i going to learn HIP HOP!!! hahahaha... will be so funny lor... lol... then the place whr euu are suppose to go for hip hop... ish onli in front of us... lol... we damn lucky lar... lol... when teacher ask us to start moving to the place we wan... everybody chiong lar... LOL!!! so funny lor... me and kash went down... and book 6 more seats for other ppl... lol... funny lar... we went down... and then ask everybody to hurry up and sit one whole row... lol... was luffing all the way lar... very nervous also lor... lol... in the end... we got in~ woo hoo!! lol... imagine every fri we are going to dance... so happi lor... hahaha...

today nv go out le... hmmm... guess euu are angry wit me le bah... hmmm... like euu say bah... smiles...


Thursday, October 19, 2006
lazy
4:48 PM

oops... getting lazier to blog liao le... haha... maybe wont blog everyday... but onli blog some things tat ish more meaningful de bah... lol... everyday read me saying wake up at 6... go sch have this lesson tat lesson.. lol... also sian lor... haha..

nothing much happening today lor... haha... nothing special... tmr ish friday le!! haha... then ish my IS... start at 1... end at 5... then i can slp till 10+ in morning de... hahaha... then after tmr will be sat... can slp till shuang liao... lol... so happy... tmr nite got things happening... dunno how it will go... see bah... x.x then sat afternoon will be meeting chern hui they all... dunno why going also... shld be a mini de gathering lai de... looking forward to it!! hahaha...

heard frm mummy that she and papa maybe going to genting on 5th nov... but still not confirm... wahahaha... if they going... means the hse ish MINE!! lol... alone in the house liao le!!! WAHAHAHA!!! so happy... lol... but then ah... was thinking lar... maybe cannot get the tickets liao... cuz aunt they all book earlier... then mummy got babysit the baby mah... say dun wan ma fan her mum to apply for leave... but then ytd nite when her mum call... mummy ask her... so she say can... then papa will be asking aunt to hlp them check see still got place anot... too bad i cannot go... cuz of sch... but nvm... lol... the hse will be mine if they are gone... LOL!!


Tuesday, October 17, 2006
maths
7:39 PM

wahahaha... lol... today wake up at 8.15... then ah... go brush teeth and all tat lor... then my stomach damn pain aft i had my breakfast... cannot tahan lor... so pain so pain... like something twisting my stomach... lol... realli lor... so pain... then ran to the toilet a few times lor... until i left home ish 9.15 le... lol... was suppose to meet shuan they all at 9.30 de... =p pai seh pai seh... lol... cannot blame lar... stomach give me prob... then aft i left hse... and reach bridge there ah... almost wanna go home de lor... cuz realli pain... but dun wan lar... bear wit it... thinking shld be okie de... then take bus... and saw shehnas on the bus... so we sat together to sch.. reach there at 9.45... met shuan and GH... other 2 guys nt meeting us yet... lol.. today all later than before... lol... then we go buy maths notes and go physio lecture... the maths notes ish like $5.50 lar... so exp lor... sian de..

started physio lecture... tat lecturer quite good bah... he today not feeling very well cuz of the haze... then nv teach much... juz let us watch videos... was slping while watching lor... pengz... lol... but at least go listen a bit bah... our bodies have 11 physiological system bah... lol... 4 main tissues... lol... dunno wad more lar... hahaha... blur... aft that we go back to buy maths notes wit chang yuan... cuz nv buy for him... then aft that we go back lsct to eat at canteen 5... like no more western food le leh... haha... so all eat zha cai fan... hahaha... i ate tofu, salty vege and curry potato... $2.10... lol... all vege lar... hahaha... then all doing inorganic and physical chem de tutorial... but in the end then know nt today hand up... haha... then we go for the tutorial le...

during tutorial... ish a bit sian lar... lol... the lecturer so funny de leh... his action very funny lor... pengz... blur blur liddat de... but he old liao lor... and eileen and serene say he look like jiu kong... LOL!!! i also think so eh... hahahaha...

aft tutorial we ran to maths lecture... there okay bah... the lecturer ish like no nonsense type... but during her lecture i wont fall asleep... haha... dunno why leh... and all the maths ish do before de lar... haha... but then a bit forget forget liddat bah... lol... still okay in the end... lol... nxt mon got to hand up the exercises... haha... ii do abit le... but then stuck at one qns... dun care first... do other time.. lol...

juz now on bus 157... met yumei... haha... so qiao leh... lol... she call me on the bus... then ask me turn to look behind.. lol... then i take the bus wit her to tpy central... hahaha... talk talk... then reach le... i take bus back home again... but saw wen xi there... haha.. again so qiao... lol...

reach home... nth much lar... jz do the maths qns... and went to have dinner le... hmmm... today i gonna slp early... MUZ!! cannot tahan... tmr wake up at 6am again le... haiz... DA QI JING SHEN!!!


Monday, October 16, 2006
1st day of sch
11:09 PM

hmmm... today first day of sch... SIAN AH!!! actually still okay de lor... if not for the 4hrs break in between lesson... so damn sian lar... do nothing... haiz... 8-10 lecture... 10-2 break... 2-5 lecture + tutorial... sian rite... then at first lecture... the lecturer ish so damn sian de lor... talk so weirdly... he sound damn boring lar... then was slping throughout lor... so sian lor... then aft that we go to bukit timah plaza... eat kfc... i ate cheezito bandetto... zzz... the thingy no cheese de lor... so ltr... we went to play LAN... SO SIAN also... cuz ah... the 4 other guys play cs... then ah... i dunno how to play... wanna play audition lar... o2jam la... THEN!! the comp i use cannot play de... then i join them in cs... bloody hell... lol... dunno how to play keep kanna killed... also not nice to play de lor... jump ard then keep shooting ppl... zzz... then at the lan shop saw wei jie lar... lol... so qiao lor... lol... then we play 1/2 hr onli... $1 nia... lol... then we go off... they wanna play pool... but then too many ppl... in the end all go back sch... then guys went to library... gals went to emart to play eileen buy de toy game... water head... we guys went to library blow air-con and they use lappy... then chat ard lor... then went to lectures at 2... microbio ish quite fun bah... at least the lecturer ish interesting... haha... then aft that ish her tut wit us... she ask us qns... then have us choose a class rep... eileen ish chosen... i nv vote her sia... lol... i voted hui xian instead eh... lol... then we left sch lor... take bus home... i go bishan library... return books and borrow 1 more bk... then reach home at 6 liddat... the haze ish bloody bad today... zzz... my eyes hurt... then juz found out actually have some homework bah... lol... dun care lar... see how le... now juz wanna slp... lol... lucky tmr lesson at 10... can wake up at 8.15 - 8.30 liddat bah... haha... kays... now see wad i gonna do le...


Sunday, October 15, 2006
tmr start sch
9:21 PM

WAAAAAAAAAAA... so sad... why? cuz tmr start sch le... pengzz... LOL!!! no la... not sad lar... juz sian.. lol... cannot slp late late.. wake up late late le... =p but going back to sch this time rd dun seems to be tat bad... cuz ish like another day going out nia... LOL!! i treat sch as going out lor... lol... cuz no uniform... and after lectures... can go wherever euu like mah... no nid to stay in sch de mah... so ish like another day outside nia... juz have to spend sometime inside the room to listen to ppl talk lor... hahaha... so not tat back going back to sch... also... going back to sch ish good lar... no time to anyhow think... haha... gd gd... will spend my time busy wit things le mah... then wont think abt things i shldnt think abt it... lol... yea...

juz now eat dinner... then ah... wah lao... lol... mummy de cooking so nice lar... haiyo... sometime realli nice de lor... sometime not nice at all lor... lol... then tonite belong to the nice part... lol... the steam fish and meat... chilli ladyfinger... lol... the steam fish realli nice lar... but i still nv eat the skin of the fish... i dun eat fish de skin de.. dun ever make mii eat them... i will vomit de... hahaha... then the ladyfinger also very nice... i eat alot of them lor... then after eating ah... i go buy milk... then come back eat it wit biscuit... lol... now my stomach ish damn full lor... lol... cannot tahan sia... but i so happy i eat so much... LOL!!! then in the afternoon ah... i go weigh myself... 44.5kg!!! YAY!!! i so happy lar... lol... become heavier by 1.5kg lar... lol... muz reach till 49kg!!! cuz i wan myself heavier... but then i dun wan to have a 5 kai tou... lol... 49 best liao... hahahaha... kays... now gonna rest le... stomach cannot tahan... lol...


dead
2:43 PM

msg first... lol...

yumei.. thankies... i will take care of myself de... hahaha... dont worry kays? ^^ but sometime fall sick awhile also shuang... LOL!!! >.<

gippal... yea... will take care of myself de... ^^

JoJo... ooo... i reach there like 5+ eh... lol... juz miss ur timing le... ahaha... mei you yuan ah... LOL!!!

on to ytd... PENG!! >.< then i rush lar... brush teeth... dress... and style hair... so stupid lar... the hair not guai somemore... then when i abt to go out of hse at 10.35 liddat.. mummy came back... then ii went out...

reached tpy central at 10.50 liddat... then we go to kbox... was damn blur then lor... and i am realli tired... but dun care lor... juz play and sing along... then my voice ish damn stupid... cuz ah... maybe juz wake up bah... the voice sound terrible de... then when food come... aunt and cousin gave some of their food to me... then ah... i finish everything lor... was so surprise i can finish everything lor... lol... eat so much lor... >.< then at 2+ we left le... then aunt wanna go queensway... one cousin dunno go whr... another going home... so i went wit her back home... but in the end i went to wei cherng hse...

went there... he was still slping lar... xian mu... >.< then i also slp there... but nv slp lar... juz talk talk lor... and by that time... i am feeling sick le... cuz i am colder than usual... and eyes feel hot hot de le... then i lie ard and talk... then at 4.30 liddat we went out of hse together... he going to mit andy and tino... i so wanna go lar... but he nv ask me to go wit him so i better zi dong lar... dun wan tag along... later if ppl dun wan mii go de but i insisit on going ppl dun like... so i juz went home lor... but then aunt call on the way... asking if i wanna go JB to have dinner... was like okay lor... can ah... i so long nv go malaysia le...

reach home... then found out mummy not at home... dunno whr she go... she no handphone... cannot contact her... then went to bathe... bathe until almost finish that time... i heard my handphone ringing... ring 2 times le... so i juz wrap the towel and ran out lar... dripping water along the way lor... lol... then pick up the phone ish aunt... she say me lor... wad euu doing sia... why so long then pick up phone.. lol... was bathing lar.. hahahaha... then she tell me to go to my uncle hse there to wait at 5.30... this time ish ard 5.15 le... so i quickly again lar... lol... and i still have time to wear my contact... lol... ai mei lar... >.<

went to the custom and BAM!! SO LONG QUEUE!! >.< so many cars lar... then wait and wait and wait lor... haiz... reach the place to eat at 8+... then i eat and eat lor... eat so much lor... peng... then uncle and aunty wanna go to sis hse... so i went to the store wit aunt and cousin instead...

then went to the store wit aunt and cousin... and shop ard... aunt was like so facinated by this toy pig... lol.. RM5.90... lol... she bought it... then went to buy DVD... cousin wanna get GONG... then aunt buy 3 other shows... so she lend me one... then ii reach back home at 11.30 liddat bah... so tired... SO TIRED!! was like dying le...

bathe alrdy... think wanna go make hair dry then slp le... but then... ii go try the dvd... then ah... found out the cd inside ish diff show frm cover... kanna cheated lor... haiz.. if wanna go change ah... dunno when then can go change lor... then i go back to slp le... was bloody tired.. so i fall asleep almost immediately...

today wake up at 1... then go eat wanton mee... mummy buy de... watch tv... then eat snacks... then come use comp print time table le... haiyo... tmr start sch le... saded... tmr waking at 6+ again le lar... peng... then got 4 hrs break in between lesson lor... duno wad i am going to do le sia... haiz... then juz now wei cherng telling me he tmr no sch le... and now going to study wit A&T.. so xian mu him... guess he ish well like by them bah... so diff frm mii... haiz... haiz... nvm lar... also nth much mah... hmmm... sometime ish realli tired to wanna be close to ppl... and when euu dunno wad to do... haiyo... wad am i talking abt lar... was also thinking of leaving things le... juz like wad one of my fren has decided... cuz it is tiring... when euu are not loved... means ur not... haiz... now still feel sick sick de... wanna have someone to acc me leh... who wan come acc me? anyone wan anot? anyone also can lar... lol... pengzz...


dying
12:46 AM

Rees ish dying... LOL!!! >.< realli tired sia... think i am running a fever now le... slight one bah... then juz now eat dinner too late... now stomach pain... haiz... today ish sure a long and tiring day... blog tmr bah... if i cont facing the comp... i will die de...


Friday, October 13, 2006
SENTOSA
11:55 PM

AHHHH... TIRED TIRED!! >.< BUT I HAV TO BLOG!!! IF NOT I TMR SURE LAZY TO BLOG LIAO... THEN WILL FORGET ABIT ALSO LIAO!!! X.x

firstly... msg to peeps again... bleah... =p

Eileen!! lol... good thing euu are ard sia... lol... create lots of luffter for us lor... if not for euu... maybe wont sooo many things to luff abt le... cuz euu got the fannii face mah... LOL!!

ya lor... this ish wad i mean... lol... truthfully lar... have euu ard realli fun.. hahaha... gd to have euu ard ohh!! ^^

Serene!! RAH!! lol... euu another fun gal... lol.. serene + eileen = crazily fannii... LOL!!! hahaha.. also happy to hav euu ard eh... muz be super active all the time ah.. euu GL mah... WAHAHAHA!!

Dawn!! ^^ ur presence also add fun to the whole trip... ^^ especially towards the end of the day... WATER FRM ABOVE!! LOL!!! hahaha...

Shaun!! ur fannii when euu say smth that ish fannii in a realli normal way.. dunno how to phrase it lar... but shld get it rite? lol... having euu ish fun too...

Guan Hao!! eeeyer rite? humph.. dun wan write personal msg for euu... LOL!!! nuu la... lol... having euu ard add lots of lameness to it... and also ur face... LOL!!! kays.. glare huh? not sulk hah? kay lor... lol...

NOW ON TO THE TRIP!!
>>>> morning wake up at 9am... zzz... YAWN!! realli tired lor... bleah... =p ytd nite slp at 3+... although got 5 - 6 hrs de slp... but confirm not enough for mii de mah... >.< 10.30+ then come lar... so sian lor...

>>>> the journey ish quiet de... but ish a peaceful one... ^^ then reach at 11.15... late for 15mins... >.< but got ppl later... lol... =p soo... GH, shuan, dawn, mark and me go to harbourfront de shopping centre first... then sat down at mac to eat smth.. but i nv buy anything... juz stone there... lol... tired lar... =p then at 12 bah... serene and eileen reach le... then meet them at the shuttle bus there... when say them ah... they are like tou qing lar... hiding behind the laptop watching E Mo Zai Shen Bian... x.x then got onto the bus and went in... the bus ish crowded... many ppl go in sentosa leh.. dunno why... maybe fri bah...

>>>> reach sentosa then we take bus to tram station de interchange... and sat on the train to palawan beach de route... but we wan go siloso beach de... zzz... lol... in the end take one rd lor... then go back the interchange then take another train to siloso beach... onli one stop lar... bt we nv go beach first... we went to sit on the sky ride and play luge... wah... so fun lar... but cost us $15 per person for 3 times... >.<

>>>> after the ride... and fun... we went to siloso beach... then at there.. we take lots of picture lor... first was twister fun... dawn and mark play it... lol... some pic realli funni lar... then they found a carrot hidden inside the sand.. a toy carrot that is... >.< then we walk ard the beach... at the sea water there... we take pictures... talk talk... then go to koufu eat le... hungry hungry...

>>>> went to koufu... there ah... DIRTY LOR!! >.< then the stall... so many files... scary... then while we eating... the workers there are taking the flies swatter to hit the files lar... and hit so many lor... realli well trained... lol... the boss qin them to da chang yin... lol... then poor eileen... her chicken got a small worm inside... found at the end de... lucky not left much... cuz she dun wan eat liao... then after that... we went outside de small pool liddat de thingy... then take lots of pics again... most of them ish eileen lar... LOL!! camera whoring... lol... then smth so funni happen lar... cuz dawn says she is going off le... and wanna take photo with eileen... then eileen in the middle of the pool... surround her ish water... she standing in the middle which ish like a small island liddat lar... then beside her will keep having water slashing in... but wont hit middle de... then dawn go inside... wit jeans... then take photos... everything okay de... then in the end when she coming out... she a bit slow... and accurate... LOL!!! the water juz splash up... and landed on her head lar... LOL!! soooooo funnii LAR!!! lol... and her jean got wet also... hahaha... then she went off le... eileen take more photo... then we all go off le... in the end meet dawn and mark again... cuz they go toilet change... then we go off together... and... stupidly... we take the wrong line bus... and went 1 rd... back to where we came frm and nt out of sentosa instead... lol... then we change line and go to the departure centre... and took a bus out...

>>>> we reach harbourfront... and decided to go to vivo city... the new shopping mall... then we walk till a place then everybody go toilet... after i come out... and look at the rabbit... then dawn come beside me... and realise they are rabbit... and start hitting me and pinching me... was telling her... she dun have to pinch me becuz she saw rabbit!! >.< then we went to vivo city... but before tat mii and serene go withdraw money... sad lar... i spend so much lor... die lar... if mummy know i has been using the money frm bank so often.. she sure damn angry and confiscate my card de lor... muz save back le lar... sch reopen got ling yong qian... start saving and put it back into the bank le...

>>>> vivo city got nth de lor... so big but all the shops havent open... open de all dun appeal to me... lol... no arcade somemore... lol... so sian de place... but it got a very big de toy R us... cuz we went in and eileen bought smth... was nt suppose to say wad it is... >.< then at there... take a lot of pic again lar... some very funni de lar... LOL!! then after some time we left again... i cannot say the time cuz i totally lost track of the time sia... then everybody dispersed after this le...

>>>> went to doby gaut... cuz meeting jia feng... he pei me go eat lor... so good of him... haha... thanks ah jia feng... lol... went to cathy de... wanna catch a movie de lor... wanna watch Silk... but then... the earliest at 9.40... >.<

>>>> then reach home at 9.50 liddat... then go bathe... SONG LOR!! lol... then i go watch ghost whisperer... ish mummy ask me wan watch anot de lor... hahaha... she remb... i dun lor... lol... too tired to remb anything... lol... then i watch... wah... sad lor... almost cry... the little gal say de things so touching... haiz... poor thing die at such young age... but so understanding... haiz... hao ren mei chi du si de hen zao lor... sad de... then after that come use comp le... peng lor... have to resize 54 photos... and name all of them... but then ah... i still free until give every photo a cute name lor... lol... then talk to yumei on fone... she got some prob... haiz...

jie mei ah... dun sad kays? everytime ish ii sad then euu come talk to mii de... now become euu le... like i told euu... shun qi zi ran bah... chuan dao qiao tou zi ran zhi... ^^ bie xiang tai duo kays? hug hug euu... ^^

>>>> so ii ask her to watch ms swan... lol... frm youtube... some realli funni lady lar... REALLI DAMN FUNNY DE!! lol... and she luff le.. haha... good good... ^^ then now i upload the pics and i so gonna go slp le... i wanna die liao... so tired lar... tmr morning still going klunch wit aunt and cousin... >.<>.< SIAN AH!!!

i found out eileen, serene and mii ah... all have same ringtone lor... Fast and Furious de ringtone... lol... so nice lor that song... lol... nxt time i put on blog... waahahhaha...


Thursday, October 12, 2006
blur blur
7:30 PM

juz mum mum finish... was hungry de lor... finally got appetite to eat lor... haiyo... eat the 1/2 packet of noodle till now lor... >.< then finish one bowl of rice... lol... very happy le... cannot eat too much also... maybe later a bit then go eat more biscuit... lol... then mummy bring kai xuan go downstair... so i faster come use comp... if not if she see i str8 away dinner come use comp alrdy ah... sure scold de lor... juz now i go yishun a while mah... then at 5.45 liddat reach home hor... wah... give me black face eh... so bad la... but okie le... nth happen liao... haha... juz now go yishun ah... so unfamiliar liao la the place... lol... not tat it has change... ish cuz i too long nv go yishun liao lor... haha.. after first mth of the 1st three mth in YJC... i nv once stop at yishun liao lor... frm feb till now bah...8-9 mths le... lol... so long lor... haha... haiz... now dunno wad to do le sia... maybe tmr will be going sentosa leh... but dunno lah... havent heard anything frm they all... bleah... if i nv go ah... they no volley ball to play le... hahaha... but they evil la... scam me... lol... ask me take the ball home got motive de... tmr i cannot say dun wan go le... x.x evil... lol... but also very long nv go sentosa le... if tmr can go then gd also... ^^ k... blog another time...


cherng
1:52 PM

hmmm... today ah... nv well again sia... morning wake up at 7 liddat... dunno why will wake up at that time de leh... aiyo... i am losing myself le la... haiyo... going crazy soon... keep waking at odd hours leh... haiz... then go back slp... but at 10+ 11 bah... i wake again lo... haiyo... dunno wads my problem sia... haiz... then i wan go back to slp... but very hard lor... keep waking and waking... dunno wads on my mind sia... i am very tired de lor... juz cannot slp back de... WHY??? someone tell me... haiz... am i going crazy or am i going to die liao... LOL!! haiyo... then in the end at 12 mummy come into my room ask me wake up go eat noodle... she bought for me de... so i juz wake up lor... then go brush teeth and go eat... haiyo... i cannot finish la... no appetite leh... zzz... in the end still like left 1/2 packet... then throw away... then after eating i go find wei cherng de theme hospital de disc... cuz ytd i said sry to him le... and be frens back la... then his disc and umbrella ish with me... so i wan go return him la... but i dunno whr the disc ish... so i find and find... then finally found lor... so i sms him asking whether wan meet me ltr to get back these 2 things... but he say dun wan... cuz umbrella his house got alot alrdy... then the game he also have 2 at home... haiz... dunno la... juz have the feeling tat ish cuz he dun wan to meet me then say dun wan get back these things de... but he say not... haiz... then keep asking me throw away if i dun wan keep... then was like why keep asking me throw away... so not important ah? then he say if not i keep for remembrance lor... was like thinking he realli dun like me liao lor... haiz... guess not his fault to dislike me also la... cuz i realli guo fen to sever all ties wit him the last time... cuz that time realli angry mah... he scold me... but now think back la... he scold me that thing also correct... i use to be so idiotic lor... a bit things onli angry... a bit onli fed up... xiao qi gui... haiz... now his turn to dun like me le... but he say nv dun like me... i dunno la... he knows best... was wanting to meet him to chit chat abit de... cuz realli 1 yr nv talk to him at all lor... haiz... i am realli bad sia... qi dai if he cld meet me to get back his things then can talk to him... but guess he dun wan bah... never mind bah... this ish my bao yin... >.<

cherng... if euu ever see my blog... which i think is impossible la... but... if u ever see this... i juz wanna say SORRY to euu again... realli... sorry... can meet someday to talk mah? then at that time i say sorry to euu personally again... sorry kays? euu take care... good luck for ur o lvls...


Wednesday, October 11, 2006
apple juicess
11:42 PM

hmm hmm... today very happy.. lol... cuz go out mah... hahaha... today morning at 9+ liddat then wake up le... then cuz will be going out wit tino... then ah... he say will be ard 12+ to 1 liddat... so i scare ltr i slp too late will let him wait mah... so wake up earlier a bit... i set alarm at 10.30 de... then in the end i always wake up earlier than alarm... LOL!!! but that wld nv happen if i set alarm for sch days... HAHAHA... back to topic... lol... then wake at like 9.30 liddat... so wake alrdy slp back... then wake again... then slp again... lol... all the way until 10+ bah... he then sms me saying will be later a bit to meet... so i go back to slp lo... lol... then slp till 12+ wake up... blur blur de lor... so i ask mummy wad she wan eat... then as usual la... lol... she will ask me back... then in the end confirm i think wad i wan eat de... many times la... i will say eat magi mee... lol.. lazy go down buy mah... then in the end go buy fish soup wit rice... then she eat tom yam zha yu rou mee fen... lol... then i go buy... come back bathe liao then eat... then after eating... ish like 1+ bah... then tino sms complaining his fringe kanna cut off by his mum.. haha.. like tat time i go cut my hair liddat la... lol... then i go wear my contact lens... wah lao... my left eye giving me lots of problem lo... haiyo... wear in onli tears like hell and turn bloody red... zzz... so i try a few times then take out liao... when tino say gonna meet me tat time then i go try wearing again... then can le... haiyo... qi si ren... lol..

so i go bishan mrt meet him... and we went orchard... cineleisure... today wed eh... but then still so many ppl lo... haiyo... not nice... lol... think cuz alot of jc promos finish liao... come out play... then sec sch also a lot finish exams... then i go para one time.. and i fail at third song de made of fire lor!!! wah... sad sia... the sensor lousy... lol... realli lor... at doby and marina sq de i all can pass de lor... sad... lol... then after a while andy came... and both of them go eat lunch... i ate at home le mah... so i nv eat... in the end i still eat the XL chicken chop frm shi lin... nice nice... lol... then we walk here walk there... so bored... lol... but they keep talking... and so funny de la... and hor... andy look soooo like my pri sch fren... realli lo... lol... then all the way till 5+ bah... came dylon... still pronouce as dylan la... lol... but spelling diff... hahaha... then we walk ard... chat chat... talk talk... and till 7+ dylon left... then we go back to cine de long john eat... after eating then we go below de food court meet another 2 guys... denial and garbiel... lol... dunno spelling correct anot eh... LOL!! pai seh if wrong... lol... then we again walk and talk la... cuz realli nth to do... then go back to arcade... andy and i para... tino dunno how to... haha... but always at third song then fail liao lo... sad de... 2 times in a row... haiyo... and hor... andy de para ish got style de lor... pro lai de... not like me anyhow play de... lol... then at 9.30 liddat then everybody go home...

and i reach home at like 10+ bah... then i go bathe slowly... and come watch tv at 10.30... watch liao zai... tino and andy say nice leh... so i watch see see... but a bit blur of the show... cuz i dunno wad the story in front ish abt... but think frm nxt episode ish diff story le... still okie bah... then when i watching... kai xuan (baby tat mummy babysit) was beside me... cuz i watching in mummy's room... then she there also... then she climb onto me la... lol... shes onli 11 mths bah... i was wiping my handphone... then she come snatch my hp lor... lol... and my wallpaper ish my own photo mah... she look alrdy keep ehh? ehh?? lol... so cute lor... then i dun wan let her take... cuz she sure put in mouth de... then i put away... and she keep pointing at my phone when i put at the dressing table nxt to the bed lor... lol... she wan it... hahahaha... then after a while she dun wan liao... so she "play" me... starting ish beat me... lol... then ah.. come pull my pants de string... then... she put her head down in between my legs lar... dunno wad she doing sia... then when she wan climb back up... her hand will always press till there de lor... lol.. u know whr la... zzz... hahaha... lucky not hard hard la... if not sure pain de lor... LOL!! then she go away find my mummy le... so i cont watching... then she come back wit her wooden toy... and ah... come hit me la... lol... so bad lor... lol... then mummy take it away... then she climb onto me again... then ah... SHE AH!!! zz... put her face down onto my chest there... and so accurate la.. she come bite my nipple la!!!! LOL!!! >.< i was shock la... LOL!! cuz i watching mah... then suddenly bite me... somemore at my nipple la... LOL!!! so was like luffing till peng la... lol... she when i luff... i hugging her mah... she also luff la... and cont to hit me... lol... so bad... lol... then she so cute lo... when i stop luffing le... she see me la... then she kiss me eh... at my mouth lo.. LOL!!! so sweet lo... aiyo... dunno how long dun have ppl kiss me liao la... LOL!!!! she so sweet sia... kiss me 2 times somemre... lol... love her so much... hahahaha... then after mummy brush teeth finish... she wan let her slp le... so after tat i go watch tv again.. watch project runway... so long nv watch le... haha... after that i come use comp liao... juz send yumei a game... haha.. she say she very bored... lol... so now teaching her how to make it run... haha... then going to restart comp for my lousy and stupid bluetooth to work.. cuz wanna send tino his photo... lol.. pai seh ah tino... make euu wait... haha...

today ish so fun wit u all lo... so funny de.. hahaha... nxt time euu all got go out... still muz call me ah... by then i shld be more talkative liao la... haha... bleahz... ^^


Tuesday, October 10, 2006
10/10/06
9:07 PM

cough cough cough... lol... ahem... lol... my throat a bit not so well... LOL!! later then say why.. hahaha...

firstly... i wanna thank all of euu out there k? thanks for caring... thanks lots... u all make me feel real... and alive... not alone...

Jia Feng... i dunno if u ever will read my blog la... but then... thanks for being ard me this few days... i realli appreciate it... euu are there when i am at the sadest moment... euu talk to me... cheer me up... i wanna say a big thank euu to euu... frm deep inside my heart... ur the sweetest!! hahaha... but i also wanna say sry la.. cuz... i make u sad also... haiz... realli sorri also... pls dun be angry wit me k? i still nid euu ard me de... ^^ i will be happier everyday de.. and this time i promise euu... ^^ hug hug... =p

Yumei... JIE MEI!!! lol... thanks eh... for listening to all my problems... i guess i am quite irritating at times la... lol... but euu still will listen to me... and talk to me... haha... everytime after talking to euu will feel realli good la... realli... cuz finally let everything out le... if euu are nt here ah... i guess i may be in the news le... suicide le... LOL!! realli la... cuz it is realli terrible to hide everything inside mah... ^^ thanks thanks thanks... realli happy to have u as my jie mei.. hahaha... sincerly... ^^

Owner aka Vanessa... woof woof woof... wooof woooooof woof.. woof.. LOL!!! understand mah? lol... i was saying... thanks eh... at least i know u care... hahaha... so happy... my owner so good!! lol... same to euu oh... if u have any problem... and euu feel it is okay to talk to me... go ahead ah... i can lend u a listening ear de... promise... ^^

JoJo... i am okie la... hahaha... juz this few days got more sad things happening la... hahaha... then will be sadder mah... hahaha... then will have stupid thinking lo... hahahaha... thanks for caring... feel so good to know tat u care... ^^

Mayi... thanks for tat advice... ^^ thanks for caring also... i will be fine de... dun worry k? ^^ i will nv disappear de!! ^^

on to today happening!! lol... today ah... in the morning... i receive ur sms... i believe u read my blog by then la... thats why will ask me to go read wad u post... hmmm... was touched la... to see how u wanna retain our friendship... haha... was filling with hope by then... ^^ so touched and happy... haha...

went to buy lunch for mummy and mii... >jia feng... i nv eat magi mee liao =p< then ii at the stall there wait very long lo... cuz queue very long sia... then come this lady... shld be some office lady ba... then she said in a very deh voice... u know deh? LOL!! sound sooooo irritating la... lol... "auntie... wo yao wanton mee gan de yi bao oh... bao de oh... deng yi xia wo zai lai na oh..." pengzz... wah lao.. how can ppl sound so damn deh ah... LOL!! cannot stand de lo... then after a while she come back le... while i am stil there waiting ah... she asked... "auntie... wo de mian hao le ma?" was like.. halo? i was here long ago and mine havent okie... urs whr got so fast... sot de... but auntie nv heard her... so was like dun care her la... i see alrdy wanna luff la... then she stand beside me nia lo... and keep mumbling to herself... realli cannot tahan la... then after a while she tell the auntie... "auntie... ni men de sheng yi hen hao oh?" auntie havent wait for her to finish saying ah... said... "haha... xie xie ni...^^" LOL!!! then she cont.. "wo deng zhe me jiu eh..." but her voice become softer... so auntie like nv hear... LOL!!! so funny la... auntie still say... xie xie ni... HAHAHAHA... i luv that auntie sia... hahahaha... after buying then go back home to eat le lo... then get ready to go find yumei... yue her to go sing kbox...

mit yumei at 2pm... then went to kbox... was at first thinking... i am going to mit euu de... so... i thinking twice abt going kbox... cuz 2hrs nia bo hua mah... so ask yumei la... but she no comment... in the end still go lo... so we went tere to sing frm 2-4... lol... was thinking zhu ding de... students onli 2hrs... hahaha... juz nice lo.. then we went in to sing... sing sing sing... then i started to shout liao le... lol... sing sing sing... until now my voice very sexy liao lo... lol... realli... can ask yumei lo... sexy... LOL!! was all fine and happy... until... euu send me a sms la... telling me cannot go mit me le... hahaha... was luffing... realli... luffing wit disappointment... haha... i became real sad... read sad inside... but outside was okie... cuz i dun wan yumei to be sian also... then spoil the mood... so i sms euu back... and then... continue singing... after the second sms... u nv sms back le... maybe euu are angry wit me of some kind or wad ba... cuz i think i sound realli bad in the sms... sorri... but i am realli disappointed... thenwe shld leave at 4 de... but in the end cont to sing till 5 la... LOL!! and ah... both of us freezing like hell lo... wan to finish the jug of lemon tea... so we keep drinking and freezing... lol... why lemon tea ah... lol... cuz u told me lemon tea ish the most "healthy" choice out of coke... sprite... and all other soft drink... so i started drinking lemon tea... lol... sound realli stupid leh... haha... but i think it has become part of me le bah... =p then after we left kbox... that is the time when i talk like dunno wad le lo... lol... my voice sound sooooo sexy la... lol... then i went to yumei's hse... use her comp... sooooo long nv touch a cpu liao la... i mean the pop up keyboard and not lappy flat flat de... lol... then at there... she change her blogskin... hahahaha... she dunno can preview the blog before republishing to save time... hahahaha... =p yumei... ish u nv ask k? lol... nt i nv tell u oh... ahahahahaha... bleah... LOL!! then i change my blogskin also... lol... now it ish sooooo purple lo... wahahaha... my favourite colour... wahahahaha... ^^ so nice... when u all click ah... lol... got starbusrt de k?? lol... so nice hor?? hahahaha... then when u wan to click my links ah... the colour fade to purple lo... so nice also hor?? LOL!!! i sot liao la... hahahaha... all purple... wahahahaha...

after tat ish 7.20 liddat le... then i leave her hse... and take bus home... the journey ish fast la... and a quiet one... was thinking... why make my own life so miserable? why keep thinking abt the sad sad things leh? haiz... but then... i think i still cannot forget it la... juz be happier a bit can le... hahahaha... a bit... lol... bit by bit bah... ^^ juz now eat dinner alrdy... then watch a very short while de tv... then come blog le... lol... i type this post for 40 mins liao bah... LOL!!! a bit kua zhang leh... but then like realli eh... i start typing at 9 liddat de leh... kua zhang kua zhang... LOL!!! k... now go edit somemore for the skins... then maybe go play games le... ^^


hey... i guess we are still frens afterall bah... dun worry... u can still have me as a fren... i am juz childish enough to say that i wont appear in front of euu anymore... u think i bare to nt see euu meh?? lol... haiz... can see euu... i very happy le... wish euu all the best wit ur new found lurve... wit jealousy... LOL!!


lalala
5:56 PM

u said u wan to meet me...

but in the end u cannot make it...

it disappoint me...

yea...

realli disappointed...

was qi dai to meet u...

but...

u fool me...

yea...

we are still frens...

but maybe...

the feeling is different...


Monday, October 09, 2006
another love
6:30 PM

haha...

i am juz so stupid enough to fall in luv wit u...

why wil i even fall for u..

haha...

i sound so stupid and feel like a moron now...

HAHAHAHA...

yea...

u found a new love...

leaving my heart bleeding for urs...

LOL!!!!

wads the use saying all these now huh?

hahahahahahaha...

i am juz plain stupid...

wish u all the best in ur new found love...

dont worry at all...

for i wont appear in front of u...

anymore...

i will be gone...


Sunday, October 08, 2006
disappear
12:28 PM

these few days hav been realli hazy... yea... my eyes are suffering... my throat also... my nose also... my heart also... haiz... someone told me dont sigh... cuz everytime u sigh... u will suay for 3 yrs... haha... yea... maybe tats why i am always tat suay... nv been able to do smth well... nv get the things i wanted to go right... well... ppl... thx for taggin in my blog ah... and... continue to tag k? keep it alive wor... haha... cuz i will disappear for sometime... haha... sound stupid... but yea... i wld like to go away for sometime... leaving ppl alone... and myself also...


Thursday, October 05, 2006
outing wit poly frens
9:39 PM

tired tired... today went out in the morning at 11 oh... zzz... so early lo... so tired... but cuz go sentosa with poly de frens mah... also very qi dai de... but i was late la... suppose to meet 11.30... then i at 11.10 then got onto 93... was sure late de lo... then when reach there ish like 11.44... i still remb... lol... then call serene... she say she alone at the mrt station there... so i still not latest la... then i went to meet her... when i walk till there... ming jian also reach le... then i went to the toilet... i nid go all the way until harbourfront de shopping mall to find toilet la... mrt station no toilet de lo... so sad sia... then when i went back... still nobody else there... so i sat down wit them and talk... then found out a lot of ppl not going... haiz... guan hao in morning say not going... shuan also not going... dawn nid fetch little brother... hui xian sick... haiz... then in the end left onli me, ming jian, serene, eileen and vanessa... zzz... 5 ppl eh... so think dun wan go sentosa le... change destination to orchard instead... so we went to orchard to meet vanessa... cuz when we at harbourfront... she still at pasir ris... lol... then we take bus to orchard... on the way eileen and serene talking abt Gong.. the korean show... they all luff and luff all the way... zzz... then when we reach we go cineleisure to eat... i nv eat... onli ming jian, serene and eileen eat... they go eat wanton mee... hahaha... but look nice la... eat alrdy the 2 ladies went shopping for slippers... shop very long lo... lol... here are the slippers...

yep... they pose wit their slippers... lol... then after buying... we go to subway... cuz vanessa havent have her lunch yet... was very hungry... so we went there to eat... then was luffing all the way inside subway la... first ish vanessa buy the sandwich... then person ask her which bread... she say... ya... bread... LOL!! so funny la... there can choose she dunno... hahaha... but cuz first time la... hahaha... cannot blame... then serene and eileen go buy cookie... yea... the cookie ish nice... then they pose alot inside subway... so i take the pics lo... hahaha...

they sure love each other alot... LOL!!

See... they even share one cookie...

and yea... did this scare u? LOL!!! i suggest them to do Da Tou Tie... LOL!!! the outcome very nice hor... LOL!!!

then take alot of pics la... dun put all... lol... if not the post will be beri beri long... hahahaha... ah... then when ming jian sitting at the subway there.. he push one chair to sit wit us cuz the place onli have 4 chairs... and the place he sit abit in the middle of no whr la... so the person inside ask him to sit somewhr else... then he pek chek i think... he went out of the subway and walk all the way opposite to sit... and i mean opposite of the building... lol... and the place he sit ah... behind de wallpaper says... are u attention seeking enough? or smth liddat de la... and beside it... ish a pic of a women breast... wit bra of cuz... LOL!!! so funny la...

after eating... we go buy tickets for movie... cuz vanessa dun wanna go kbox... then we go play arcade a while... i para as usual la... lol... onli thing i can do in arcade sia... lol... was so damn funny la... after i dance... eileen and serene go dance also... serene got play before de... then eileen nv... so eileen was dancing so funnily... LOL!! new word sia... funnily... LOL!! dunno how to describe sia... juz very funny la... lol... then serene still okie la... i nv thot my way of para was funny until eileen mimic me la... lol... ish funny too la... LOL!! then dance till 4.55 liddat then rush to cinema... the show 4.45 de... hahaha... we watching John Tucker Must Die... hahahaha... again... second time... still funny la... hahaha... then still not so cold de lo... until we go outside... ice age la... the place still blue blue somemre... lol... then got this EMAX chamers... so cool la... can watch movie... can play comp... so nice... its private de lo... hee hee hee... LOL!! then we go toilet and went down le... so i go take money to eat dinner mah... but then... only dispense $50 de... i dun wan la.. then in the end eileen wanna take also... so she go take $50... then i transfer $20 to her... lol... then i go buy the XL chicken chop... and thats my dinner la... lol... then vanessa eat oyster mee sua... then serene also eat XL chicken chop... eileen go find her bf... so nv eat... then at there serene and vanessa take pic also...

2 ppl actiing cute here la... LOL!!

see see... act cute somemore... LOL!!

yea.. then after that we go back home le... walk the way to somersat de mrt... nv walk before la.. so scare scare de... lol... then reach tat time the way all so same de la... lol... blur blur... then i taking this volleyball eileen lend frm fren de... her bag heavy le... so ask me to hlp her bring home... then i sui bian lo... ahahaha... i very good de... lol... then i take the ball ah... like i play volleyball de lo... look so cool... lol... bhb la... i know la... lol... then i wait wit vanessa for her train... and then i take back to bishan... then walk back home again...

juz now bathe alrdy then come use comp le... and i blog very long eh... lol... so many pics to upload... lol... then juz now johnathon ask me tmr nite confirm anot... LOL!!! so happy la... wahahahaha... tmr going out wit him again lo~ wahahahaha... ^^ so happy so happy... now so tired le... maybe use a while more comp then go slp le bah... ^^ today so fun... so happy... hahaha... hope tmr will be also... hahahaha... today went out wit u all ah... make me luff till siao la... nxt time go out again ah!! hahaha... liddat luff realli shuang... LOL!!!



kanna scam
2:03 AM

haiz... juz now went out at 9+... wit who i dun wanna say le la... some idiot... scam me... super pek chek la... super sian la... super angry juz now... but now okie le... dun care le... he play me... nvm... dun let me see him again... dun wan to say wad happen le la... dun wan this kind of things in my blog... dun wanna remember... like i say la... i dun wanna hate anyone anymore... i wont hate this person... but juz dun let me see him again... LOL!! reach home at 12.15 liddat... i walk frm bishan mrt back home... sometime i juz like to walk back home alone... especially at nite... cuz it is so breezy... and the feeling very shuang leh... dunno why... juz like it... but if u were beside me... it wld be better la of cuz... haiz... but impossible la... >.< if i can acc u i beri happy le... ^^

juz now vaining again... lol... take pic again... wit my ugly short hair la... but a bit use to looking at the short hair le... dun wanna care liao... look liddat means look liddat le... dun wan think too much le... nxt time grow back longer then happy lo... haha... now also dun sad le... ^^


zzz... still look weird weird de hor... LOL!!

yea... vaining everywhere... LOL!! k la... stop le... go orh orh liao... ^^



Wednesday, October 04, 2006
neoprint
8:29 PM

yay!! hahaha... Johnathon finally send me the neoprint de pic lo~ hahaha... so happy... waited so long... LOL!! hahaha... here it is~


hmmmm... quite small hor? lol... but can see abit can le la... LOL!! so nice so nice~



chinese story
4:16 PM

morning wake up at ard 2... so sian so blur... then nv go eat the porridge mummy cook... cuz... it look realli weird la.. dunno wad liddat... cuz vege... got chicken... still dunno got wad... i open the pot onli got lots of vege smell... dun like... lol... then i stay in rm reading my chinese story book... name... Ru Guo Mei You Na Chang Yu... if not for that rain... lol... dunno translate correct anot... lol... shld be la... quite nice... can keep me reading for a while... and the author very funny de lo... hahaha... realli talented author... and very good looking okie...



http://www.wretch.cc/album/fumijan

that is one of the pic... got his personal album there... hahaha... read read... then go downstair to buy makan... i wanna eat lor mee one... but then too late le... the shop clearing liao... no more le... sad sad... so i go buy yun ton mee... i order onli a while ah... they give me liao eh... i so blur la... huh? so fast ah... dunno fresh anot de... lol... so i went back home... then eat... but then ah... stupid... i take the packet that time ah... nv take properly... the sauce all come out into the plastic bag... then my noodle become dry dry de... so sian... but nvm la... still not bad... eat alrdy then go back read book again... la la la... read a while more then come blog le... hahaha... maybe now going into maple or audition le... like very long nv play audition liddat leh... then maple i wanna lvl up la... haiz... dunno la... after i publish then decide... lol...


alternative charmed op
12:16 AM

hahaha... my fren show me smth funny... a vid frm youtube... think i shld share it here... hahaha... so nice... if u like charmed... this wld appeal to u... hahaha... enjoy...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kd8KtyXkP1E

there ish the link... go see go see... hahaha... the ppl tat make it ah... muz have lots of time sia... but then ah... very creative and talented lo... hahaha...


Tuesday, October 03, 2006
mix up day
10:40 PM

hmmm... today morning shld be going to east coast park with yumei, joseph and maybe sl de... but then... in the morning at 10+... it started to rain very very heavily... so... i called yumei... then she nv pick up... then she sms back saying liddat no nid to go le lo... then i say yea... then she ask me to sms joseph while she go back to slp le... then i ask her to sms him... and no reply come back le... so i thot she will msg him... then... i cont to slp also... and at 11+ liddat... joseph call me... asking whether still got go anot... so i ask him yumei got msg him anot... he say nv... then okie lo... nvm... i tell him nv go le lo... so i slp back... at 1+ then i wake up... blur blur de... then mummy buy food for me to eat... eat alrdy... i go downstair cut hair lo... my previous post lo... sian... SOOOOOO UGLY LA... zzz... mum still say... no la... whr ugly... nice mah... wah lao... sian la... so ugly still say nice... vomit ah... then was very sad and sian la... and johnathon at msn talk to me... then talk awhile he say his fren going to go out wit him... but as he knows him... he may pangseh him... so he say he will be alone at the esplanade park to search for the light sticks we hidden... so i tell him la... i can go find him if he realli alone lo... then he say okie... after a while at 5.45 liddat then he call me to go... so i hurry there la... and reach at 6.35 liddat... then we find the light sticks together... mine got taken away le... the other 2 de cannot find... then his is still there... so we sit ard.. talking... then he say wanna bring me to the nokia starlight theatre at fri nite... so qi dai... hahaha... johnathon... muz take me there ah... >.<


this pic ish taken by him de... then i take a photo wit him also... but then... i look so ugly inside la...


wah lao... i look soooooo weird here la... haiz...

then we eat alrdy... go back bugis wit him... then he go buy his foods for his bro... then we parted... yep... and i go doby arcade... since it is onli 8.30... so sian if go home so early... so i went there alone eh... haiyo... so sian lo... nobody to play wit me... but nvm la.. i go para alone... hahaha... i spend $4 la!! lol... that means 20 songs eh... HEH HEH HEH... X.X dance until sot liao la... hahaha... then at 10 liddat then reach home... =p juz now got scolding frm mummy... =X say before i go out use comp... then juz come back onli use comp again... i got nth else alrdy... haiz... dun care her la... =p i use my own business la... LOL!! then was happy all along outside de lo... until i came home ah... bathe tat time saw the mirror... then see my hair... AHHHH... so sad... x.x sad sad sad... >.<



hair
3:13 PM

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~ sian la... zzz... i today go cut hair la... wah lao... shldn't have cut la... T.T now look so weird le la... waaaaaaaaaaaaa... sad sia... didnt know outcome so terrible... T.T i dun wan to cut my hair anymore le la... this is the last time i going to cut my hair short... no more nxt time... i will onli cut them thinner le... not short le... sad... now i cannot go out without my cap liao... so ugly...

Before...

After...

wah lao... soooooooooooooo short... cry cry... i wan my hair back... zzz...



Monday, October 02, 2006
johnathon's bday
1:21 AM

hmm hmm... today went out whole day oh... juz now at 12+ then reach home de... hmmm... today go out celebrate Johnathon's Birthday... hmmm hmmm... his bday ish 2nd oct... which ish today le... hahaha... but i still say this morning bah... lol... zzz... tired and slpy le... maybe the post come out a bit rubbishy la... but... lol... can understand de la... ahahaha...

morning wake up at 9.30 liddat... then go bathe... and then dress and leave home at 10.10 liddat... then reach city hall mrt at 10.42 liddat... then mit Johnathon le... then came 3 of his other frenz... he poor thing la... buy his own bday cake... lol... then the 5 of us go together to kbox de klunch... then inside ah... Johnathon de godsis... liwen... so high la... lol... keep running ard de... like small gal... hahaha... 15 onli la... lol... then also a bit violent de... hahahaha... then we eat and sing and play ard... talk talk... then cut the cake... so happy la... then after that... we go to arcade... and i para again lo~ hahaha... i always do dat la hor... LOL!! play play... so fun... then one of his fren ish para dancer liddat de... he know how to dance de... i mean the old para way... so funny la.. hahaha...

at ard 3+ bah... we go to suntec de sky garden or smth liddat de... we go there slack ard... talk talk... then play true or dare... then was like so funny lo... hahahaha... ask to do so many things... some so awkard de... hahaha... better dun put the pics here... zzz...

after playing... at ard 5+... we walk to bugis to take neoprints... haha... was fun la... lol... receive the pics alrdy then i post bah...

at 6+ we left bugis and go back marina square to eat... alex left first cuz he got things to do... then we go eat at the food court... then talk talk... eat eat...

forget the timing le... at night la... lol... we go to esplanade... romantic place liwen say... go there... then she ask johnathon to close his eyes... then she make a heart out of light sticks... she prepare juz for him lo... hahaha... so touched if someone was to do that to me... then we each take a light stick to write a personal msg... then wit name and date... then go to the park there to put there la... lol... if cld find other ppl de msg then read... cuz we all dunno each other de msg... dunno have the chance to read anot... cuz was like mine at the tree side onli... dunno will kanna throw away by the cleaner anot... haiz... shld have put more inside... zzz... then we all walk back to city hall de mrt then go home le... one day over le... nxt time meeting them will be like hell knows when liao... dun even know will have the chance to meet again le... i hope so... realli... and... i realli have fun today... realli happi...

then after going home still early mah... go home also sian... so i go yumei's hse downstair... then ask her down pei me talk lo... talk talk talk... frm 10+ to 11.47 liddat... lol... then i rush to the bus stop to take bus... when i reach is like one bus juz left la... so scare no more bus lo... then lucky nxt one come in a while... when talking to yumei ah... theres a cat on the seats wit us lo... lol... not afraid of ppl de lo... zzz... then i give it potato chips... it dun wan eh... so dao la... bad kitty... so fat somemore... then i very bad la... throw potato chips at it... it dun even care la... realli realli dao... lol... one chip still stuck on its fur lo... hahaha... so funny... lol...

now at home le... so tired... haiz... wish... there is someone here... haiz... realli wish so... haiz haiz haiz... i think i go eat smth la... a bit hungry... maybe my cookies... milk... and cartoon again le... a bit sad la hor... so lonely leh... zzz... haiz...


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