sometimes... i juz wonder... is wadever i am doing rite or not? am i going to regret it after wad i have done... becuz there ish juz so much decision to make... and... not everytime... i will go wit wad i want... but wad ppl want... i use to think... i juz wanna do wad i want... and dont care wad other ppl think... and wad other ppl say or will say to me... but... seems like it is not easy at all... i cannot choose to do things the way i wanted... becuz i am not capable enough... i am not confident enough... i am not decisive enough... whenever theres a decision to make... i wont juz decide on wad to do... instead... i am so very use to ask ard... although i have my own set of thinkings... but... it seems like other ppl words move me more... after hearing frm ppl... i am doubting myself already... am i doing it the rite way? will this lead me to somewhere? until now... i am still very lost... i am realli lost...
