haiz... dont have the feeling to blog leh... but still come write a bit ba... today ah yi came... together wit her 2 sons... haiz... still the same... so noti... not size change abit liao... become so super duper fat... zzz... was keeping myself in the room the whole day... cuz i dun wan see that xaiver... then if use comp he sure beside me disturbing... so dun wan la... stay inside room... read comic... haiz... so long nv draw ah... hand rusty le... then at 5+ then they leave... so i go bathe... then found out Kai Xuan in hospital... so at 6+ mummy and i went to see her... poor thing... but nth much also la... her mummy too anxious le... but at nite will be staying in the hospital... they went to toa payoh to eat at 9+... reach home at 10 liddat... then bathe and watch ghost whisperer... haiz... sad story... make me feel a bit depress... cuz something in the show a bit same for me... yesterday nite was thinking alot... saw all the others yesterday at sch... think back to secondary times... at nite keep thinking and thinking... then listen to some songs... then came across some songs... full of memories... then go read back some letters... haiz... didnt know i will still tears when i read the letter with the songs... haiz... didnt know that actually first love can leave so much memory... but like also not first love leh... try out period of 3 weeks... hmmm... does that count as a relationship? but whatever it ish... it sure make a different on my view about relationship... and... probably change me... totally...
